Hey guys and gals!
I've been having a really rough time at work these days. Always really stressed, really dreading work which I haven't had this kind of feeling ever really.
I know I have it good that I work a relatively flexible job that pays well but the stress is just getting to me big time during this last stretch. I work as part of a project management team for a construction project and it's about 1-2 months off from completion and just so much stuff going on all the time. It's like an endless list of problems that keep popping up.
I have been eating okay this week but not as pure as I could be. I'm still at 187 and I have lost my way in packing my lunches, buying my groceries to be stocked on healthy foods, been eating more at work but still avoiding the greasy stuff.
Mon:
I had a last minute out of the blue invite for a snack late monday night from a friend i haven't seen in a long time.
tues:
had planned a dinner with a gal friend of mine for tibetian food - supposedly healthy but it was closed on a TUESDAY...>< so we went next door for indian which is kind of heavy.
wed:
had mah jong yesterday, didn't eat too much so that was good.
today:
french dinner with 2 friends
fri: nothing yet
sat: bbq (another meetup.com group)
sun: bbq + board games ( at my place )
next weekend : my birthday
Definitely in a bit of a slump, i'm just feeling lazy, tired, sleepy, moody (can guys feel moody? I do), grumpy, stressed. My friend said i have a lot of white hairs...IM 27 DARNIT!!!
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okay...not sure what but i need a wakeup call of sorts. I'm just so lazy right now to do anything when I get home. I just want to blank my mind out...