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thanks kiria,
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so i was a fool to call that i am backtomy workouts
and i havent weighed myself in ages ,am scared to death to face the scale,anything above 51kgs,andiam dead i know that,been eating alot lately,specially naan with curries:S
but i must have put on enormous weight.blah!
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so i was a fool to call that i am backtomy workouts
and i havent weighed myself in ages ,am scared to death to face the scale,anything above 51kgs,andiam dead i know that,been eating alot lately,specially naan with curries:S
but i must have put on enormous weight.blah!
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thanks kiria,
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so i was a fool to call that i am backtomy workouts
and i havent weighed myself in ages ,am scared to death to face the scale,anything above 51kgs,andiam dead i know that,been eating alot lately,specially naan with curries:S
but i must have put on enormous weight.blah!
Forget the scale! Just step into your snickers and start Burn It Up!
After a week or two, then you can step on to the scale.
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hehe,and i already stepped on the scale,it was a bit friendly,weighed in at 107 lbs
so it wasnt a very scary episode,gained 2 lbs,but i know in a week or so i will be back to where i was weight wise..
i set up my gym yesterday,though the saw dust is still on the floor and walls are being painted,my gym is the first thing to be set up in this new house,so i think i will be ok,in a couple ofdays
so it wasnt a very scary episode,gained 2 lbs,but i know in a week or so i will be back to where i was weight wise..
i set up my gym yesterday,though the saw dust is still on the floor and walls are being painted,my gym is the first thing to be set up in this new house,so i think i will be ok,in a couple ofdays
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i had my first ever interview yesterday
it went great ,i applied in a school for montessorie teacher but the principal wnats me to teach 9th/10th standards Mathematics ,since i have a bs degree in mathematics..lets see where they adjust me
i had to submit my cv today but i couldnt take teh print outs today,got no printer at home,i got them done from market ..will be visiting the school again tomorrow..i just pray that i get the job
i have got some reservations since i have never worked before andi dont know if i am a working material or not,but i must keep a positive attitude,my financial situation is awful these days ,plus i need the job to get independent finanically so can get out of this abusive relatonship.
it went great ,i applied in a school for montessorie teacher but the principal wnats me to teach 9th/10th standards Mathematics ,since i have a bs degree in mathematics..lets see where they adjust me
i had to submit my cv today but i couldnt take teh print outs today,got no printer at home,i got them done from market ..will be visiting the school again tomorrow..i just pray that i get the job
i have got some reservations since i have never worked before andi dont know if i am a working material or not,but i must keep a positive attitude,my financial situation is awful these days ,plus i need the job to get independent finanically so can get out of this abusive relatonship.
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Thanks she
Jsb:i am sure working sucks
i could never dare to even think about working some three years back ,but due to some odd turns of events i have to work,teaching isnt my thing but i am a compassionate ,loving/caring person(self praise,ahem ahem)
so i think i will do justice with kids,
my sisters used to work all three of them before marriage and even after marriage,and me being the youngest and most spoiled,i never thought of working,got married when i was only 19 ,and i alwyas knew where to go for money first parents then dh:S
now dh is being an ass,he has quit his work sleeps at home all day long and plays online games at night ,while i sold everything i had for the survival..and i need to work so he can afford a chaueffer,and i can buy food:|
my only reservation is that i dont know if i will be able to work,my husband always told me u can never work,u havent got the temprament..and saying things like that made myself confidence shatter badly..and i unwillingly thinki cant work,or i will screw up things at work,or i will lose my temper over something very small,or i wont be able to come up to the expectaions of my employer
but..to my surprise..the principal/owner of the school
was very pleased to meet me and she said i am very pleased to meet u when i was leaving(i wonder do the employers say things like that when they are taking formal interview???,it was my first interview so i have got no clue what i had to expect from her.but hope she was saying the truth)
she was originally impressed with my fluent BROKEN English,where i live u can get any job if u speak fluent english i can speak fluently(but not correct english)
so that was it these are my fears that i will possibly overcome(figers crossed) and will let u guys know what she said , when i drop my Cv at their office.
Jsb:i am sure working sucks
i could never dare to even think about working some three years back ,but due to some odd turns of events i have to work,teaching isnt my thing but i am a compassionate ,loving/caring person(self praise,ahem ahem)
so i think i will do justice with kids,
my sisters used to work all three of them before marriage and even after marriage,and me being the youngest and most spoiled,i never thought of working,got married when i was only 19 ,and i alwyas knew where to go for money first parents then dh:S
now dh is being an ass,he has quit his work sleeps at home all day long and plays online games at night ,while i sold everything i had for the survival..and i need to work so he can afford a chaueffer,and i can buy food:|
my only reservation is that i dont know if i will be able to work,my husband always told me u can never work,u havent got the temprament..and saying things like that made myself confidence shatter badly..and i unwillingly thinki cant work,or i will screw up things at work,or i will lose my temper over something very small,or i wont be able to come up to the expectaions of my employer
but..to my surprise..the principal/owner of the school
was very pleased to meet me and she said i am very pleased to meet u when i was leaving(i wonder do the employers say things like that when they are taking formal interview???,it was my first interview so i have got no clue what i had to expect from her.but hope she was saying the truth
)she was originally impressed with my fluent BROKEN English
,where i live u can get any job if u speak fluent english i can speak fluently(but not correct english)so that was it these are my fears that i will possibly overcome(figers crossed) and will let u guys know what she said , when i drop my Cv at their office.
This alone should give you the confidence you need to work. Even here in the States not eveyone can say that
All you need to know is that your employer will be content when you do the job you were hired to do and you do it to the best of your ability; which by the way, if they didn't think you could they wouldn't invenst in you to begin with
she was originally impressed with my fluent BROKEN English,where i live u can get any job if u speak fluent english i can speak fluently
Again, you've got an edge already, and by the way you make very few mistakes in writing and speaking, enough to be considered fluent in my eyes
but..to my surprise..the principal/owner of the school
was very pleased to meet me and she said i am very pleased to meet u when i was leaving(i wonder do the employers say things like that when they are taking formal interview???,it was my first interview so i have got no clue what i had to expect from her.but hope she was saying the truth
Although it IS polite to say 'very pleased to meet you' He/She could have just said. "Thank you for your time"
You will be a wonderful teacher! Don't listen to your husband (if we can even call him that). He just wants to keep you down so that you are dependent on him...it's all mind control.
You will see how free you will feel in knowing that you are moving one step closer to becoming independent! Wow, that's a huge deal. I wish you all the luck in the world.
Not to sound trite or corny but:
A mind troubled with doubt cannot focus on the course to Victory ~Arthur Golden
You're on your way...
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i went to meet the principal yesterday gave my cv,and she again gave me a very positive feedback
and told that she will make a place for me and call me ASAP... but
last night my son fell ill(,he had a minor attack of mumps 3 weeks ago ,but he recovered in 3 days,then i caught the virus and fell ill,and now its his turn again..blah
he is so sick that i cant even think what he must have been going through .. when i had mumps i know i never knew pain like this before..i went to see his dr ,when i had mumps,i askd the dr if it will be good to give a shot of MMr to my son an d he said no he will nevr get the mumps again,but i was wondering it took me 14 days to recover and how he recovered in 3 days,and the dr said he might have more immunity/resistence than u..
i went to see him again and he totally denied that its mumps:O
i knowits mumps cause his face is twice a his normal face size..but the Dr still wasnt convinced:|
maybe he was offended that i reminded him,that he said my son will never have mumps again in his life:|
now i am confuse if the school calls me and tells me to join next week,i wont be able to do so,since my son is sick,and if i dont join the school it wont leave a good impression on them,they might think i am careless or making it up.and i cant risk the job opportunity neither i can leavethe sick kid behind with his father who doesnt care much about him
and told that she will make a place for me and call me ASAP... but
last night my son fell ill(,he had a minor attack of mumps 3 weeks ago ,but he recovered in 3 days,then i caught the virus and fell ill,and now its his turn again..blah
he is so sick that i cant even think what he must have been going through .. when i had mumps i know i never knew pain like this before..i went to see his dr ,when i had mumps,i askd the dr if it will be good to give a shot of MMr to my son an d he said no he will nevr get the mumps again,but i was wondering it took me 14 days to recover and how he recovered in 3 days,and the dr said he might have more immunity/resistence than u..
i went to see him again and he totally denied that its mumps:O
i knowits mumps cause his face is twice a his normal face size..but the Dr still wasnt convinced:|
maybe he was offended that i reminded him,that he said my son will never have mumps again in his life:|
now i am confuse if the school calls me and tells me to join next week,i wont be able to do so,since my son is sick,and if i dont join the school it wont leave a good impression on them,they might think i am careless or making it up.and i cant risk the job opportunity neither i can leavethe sick kid behind with his father who doesnt care much about him
Don't worry about what hasn't happen yet, darling.
The principal is a woman. She might have a better disposition towards your motherly concern about your child. I mean, if you are not, how can you be a teacher, be watching over other children? The school most likely be able to hold off for several days longer until you are ready.
That said, how about plan B. Will you be able to enlist the help of your mom to watch over your son for a couple of days? If it is out of the question, then so be it. Your son is more important. You got an affirmation on your ability, so I am positive that you will be able to find the next something.
The principal is a woman. She might have a better disposition towards your motherly concern about your child. I mean, if you are not, how can you be a teacher, be watching over other children? The school most likely be able to hold off for several days longer until you are ready.
That said, how about plan B. Will you be able to enlist the help of your mom to watch over your son for a couple of days? If it is out of the question, then so be it. Your son is more important. You got an affirmation on your ability, so I am positive that you will be able to find the next something.
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Hit Tom
yea i have been away from cyberworld lately,i was so very busy ..i checked some dairies whenever i could,but couldnt get the chanceto reply
the reason of being so quiet is..my life is still teh same,nothing changed but goten worse,and i am sick and tired of venting,makes me feel like a pathetic helpless female(though it helps me to calm down ,and after venting in my diary i feel alot better),there is so much crap going on in my life that i dont want anyone to get upset after reading it,because no one can change it but give me hope and comfort.
hope things get better ,my house gets finished,my huband becomes a reasonable man,my child is less grumpy all the time,the labour does its work and finish this house ASAP..and i get a chance to be a normal person again..
i Just Hope
Hit Tom
yea i have been away from cyberworld lately,i was so very busy ..i checked some dairies whenever i could,but couldnt get the chanceto reply
the reason of being so quiet is..my life is still teh same,nothing changed but goten worse,and i am sick and tired of venting,makes me feel like a pathetic helpless female(though it helps me to calm down ,and after venting in my diary i feel alot better),there is so much crap going on in my life that i dont want anyone to get upset after reading it,because no one can change it but give me hope and comfort.
hope things get better ,my house gets finished,my huband becomes a reasonable man,my child is less grumpy all the time,the labour does its work and finish this house ASAP..and i get a chance to be a normal person again..
i Just Hope
Hi Sadie,
I thought of you while listening to NPR (National Public Radio) on the way in to work today. They had a story about a woman in India who was getting married to a man in an arranged marriage. They said that during the ceremony the woman is supposed to put a garland of flowers on the man, while the crowd looks approvingly on. Apparently she gave her groom-to-be a miss and put the garland on her boyfriend that she'd met at a computer course. Police had to be called in to avoid a riot, as the crowd wanted to beat the boyfriend up. I understand the groom's family quickly found another bride.
I thought of you while listening to NPR (National Public Radio) on the way in to work today. They had a story about a woman in India who was getting married to a man in an arranged marriage. They said that during the ceremony the woman is supposed to put a garland of flowers on the man, while the crowd looks approvingly on. Apparently she gave her groom-to-be a miss and put the garland on her boyfriend that she'd met at a computer course. Police had to be called in to avoid a riot, as the crowd wanted to beat the boyfriend up. I understand the groom's family quickly found another bride.