Angelice Hope <3

[eDnIta]

..pfff Xenical... totally killed me, It does a great job if are going 4 looks but still it made my life painful and besides i got gastritis thanks to that... hehehe.. so I'm totally going for the good way now

 

[AngelicaHope]

0__o yeah i wouldnt want to use pills that make me feel horrible. i am glad you quit that little habit^^

 

[Ivette8uNOmore]

I feel the same way! I would talk every once in a while with some girls on here and then they just stopped logging on. I hope they haven';t just given up.

AND OMG YOUR GOAT is hilar! I totally laughed. Kinda gross though. Haha. U know waht I think is kinda cute and gross? When little kids pick their nose-- and hten eat it. I've totally seen it and I laugh bc they're about 3. of course, if adults did it, id just be grossed out. Haha.

PS congrats on running so many miles! i seriously can't run very far. my feet always give out flat feet story of my lifeeee

YOUR SO FUNNY!!! my son is 3 and that's an issue were having picking his nose and eating it................. I'm like ewww yucky!!! and he does it more....

 

[AngelicaHope]

my boyfriend called me... after not talking to me all afternoon because of a fight with his daddy (he didnt feel like talking after that) ... we only talked for 20 minutes >_< and like he left and went to the bathroom and as soon as he got back he could barely make sense... he was like falling asleep on me... i told him to go to bed... but he didnt want to but finally i convinced him to... long distance relationships are sooo hard T__T

i feel like i am giving him 110% .... even when i am busy i try to text him just to say what i am doing... last night he fell asleep on the phone with me... and then he didnt even text me all day long... sometimes i just want to end it... because it hurts that he doesnt show his feelings with the same intensity that i do. i really do love him... and i wouldnt be able to function quite the same without him...

but something needs to change... and im not sure what... i dont know if i should back off and let him come back to me... x___X soo confusing!

 

[Ivette8uNOmore]

my boyfriend called me... after not talking to me all afternoon because of a fight with his daddy (he didnt feel like talking after that) ... we only talked for 20 minutes >_< and like he left and went to the bathroom and as soon as he got back he could barely make sense... he was like falling asleep on me... i told him to go to bed... but he didnt want to but finally i convinced him to... long distance relationships are sooo hard T__T

i feel like i am giving him 110% .... even when i am busy i try to text him just to say what i am doing... last night he fell asleep on the phone with me... and then he didnt even text me all day long... sometimes i just want to end it... because it hurts that he doesnt show his feelings with the same intensity that i do. i really do love him... and i wouldnt be able to function quite the same without him...

but something needs to change... and im not sure what... i dont know if i should back off and let him come back to me... x___X soo confusing!

Where did you meet him?? Are you planning on moving with him in the near future?? Do you guys see each other a lot??

I don't know girly long distance relationships are a bitch... You don't know what the other person is doing.. I don't like them.. I like being hugged and kissed and going out and spending time.. and just doing stuff together. I don't know how you would do it ? I mean how can you not help but be tired after a long day??

Damn girl this is a hard topic to deal with but you have to find it in your heart to do what makes you 100% happy... Maybe you can start dating where your at and keep him on the side.. and see what you like better??

 

[eDnIta]

my boyfriend sleeps on me all the time.. we talk on the phone when we are about to sleep and he starts snoring!! hahaha and then I tell him to go to bed and says "I'm ok I'm ok I'm not falling asleep" and we talk 5 more minutes and there he goes again... and they totally forget about it believe me, mine doesn't know what hit him last night hahaha...

Don't worry Angie if he is for you eventually you will now, just let things go on, live every moment u have in front of you, If life wants him to stay he will stay. Enjoy everything don't confuse every cel on ur brain doing it, the most probable thing is that he is thinking everything is just fine with ur relationship, and u are going all crazy just thinking and thinking. be happy girl!

 

[AngelicaHope]

ivette - we met when he visited some friends in arkansas... he lives in arizona... soo i am wanting to move there eventually^^ if everything works out. yeah its been hard... we have alot of ups and downs... but mostly its solid... i just think he is a typical guy and has no clue... ive had like 2 other long distance relationships and they lasted like a month.

edna - you are totally right... he probably has no idea that he hurts me with little things... i forget guys dont think as deeply as girls hehe (no offense to any men reading this >=D ) they just arent quite on the same planet as us.




OMGOSH 0__o on february 1st well will have been together for 5 months!!! =D (hehe this is like forever for me... i have quite a track record of short relationships and lol mmm quite a few friends with benefits.)

thanks yall^^ i feel better now! hehe and this is why i love this forum soo many great people =D

 

[AngelicaHope]

wow x__X its after 3 am and i am still up... seriously forcing myself to go to bed now... =P good night everyone!!!

dream of burning calories!!! xD hehehe

 

[oLUX]

wow x__X its after 3 am and i am still up... seriously forcing myself to go to bed now... =P good night everyone!!!

dream of burning calories!!! xD hehehe

LOL YESAH weren't you gona try and go to ebd early last night? like, after dinner? haah ;]

 

[AngelicaHope]

lmao xD you totally called me out lux. :3 haha but i guess good conversation totally pumps me up!

well dreaming of burning calories definitely worked >=D i am "officially" down 10 pounds from where i started!!! yay!!!! wooohoooo!!!! lets see that was in just 2 1/2 weeks!!! lol but im not getting conceited i know the rest wont just fall off... ive started working harder than before to keep myself steady =D i just cant wait to seriously feel the changes and see them.

 

[Guest]

Yay! Ten pounds lighter! You're doing great!

Doesn't it feel awesome to see such a big difference on the scale? Can't wait til it's twenty pounds less than our starting points!

 

[AngelicaHope]

woooh 20 pounds will be a nice big tangible number. =D and clothes will be fitting better. oh that will be soooo lovely^^ and then 30, 40, 50, 60, 1000000!!! jk jk lol i hope no one here has to lose a million D:

 

[AngelicaHope]

this morning... DOMS is totally killing me x__X that lower body workout ive been dreading really did a number... because i knew that my lower body is strength wise my weakest point. i like gasp everytime i stand up and sit down lol... the cost of loving my body xD

breakfast:
-cereal (granola, almonds, banana chips) - 250 calories
-milk - 50 calories
TOTAL - 300 calories

1400-300=1100 calories left

hmm... i feel like my meal choices are becoming a little monotonous... my mom seriously needs to go grocery shopping... although... we are kinda tight on money atm... sooo she probably wont be buying what i want >_< i really hope she starts taking her health more seriously soo she will buy healthier foods for us all. i know buying healthy food is cheaper than buying all the processed junk.. but she kinda doesnt care... she is a total meateater... yesterday when i made my lunch... she had 3 different meat dishes with one veggie D:

i told her i had lost 10 pounds officially and she just laughed and asked what officially meant.

hmmm i just hope by seeing me change she will decide to change for herself...

anyways... exercising will take place later today... the house is a complete mess!!! 0__o idk how that happened... i straightened up yesterday.... lol =P

well i will post later... when i have gotten something done. =P T__T those 5 miles arent going to feel soo good with the pain i have in my lower body but hopefully stretching will help.

 

[AngelicaHope]

lunch -_-" seriously...


-ramen noodles - 380 calories
-parmesan - 20 calories
TOTAL - 400 calories

1100-400 = 700 calories left

i actually didnt eat as much... i gave my mom more than half... >=D ... bleh... seriously no veggies or fruits in the house... canned fresh or frozen....

also my mom gave me the choice of the living/dining room or the kitchen to clean... she was going to do the other.... guess what? no surprise.... i am doing both while she fools around on phones and her laptop -_-" im not happy...

 

[Alta818]

woooh 20 pounds will be a nice big tangible number. =D and clothes will be fitting better. oh that will be soooo lovely^^ and then 30, 40, 50, 60, 1000000!!! jk jk lol i hope no one here has to lose a million D:

!!!! hahahah....IMAGINE!!! oh hell no....!!!!

 

[AngelicaHope]

lol alta^^ your reaction made me smile.

okay the boyfriend and i are definitely not on good terms atm... i told him i feel like he is trying less and less and that i give him 110% when i feel like he is only giving me 30%... btw this was on msn messenger... soo all the sudden he was like i gtg and just left me talking... and then i kept writing and clicked enter... and it said that it couldnt be sent 0__o he had blocked me!!!

sooo i just broke into tears right there... and called him... who knows at this point... he just seems to be losing interest... although he says he isnt. >_< this is really messing with me mentally... either way i am miserable... it hurts to even consider breaking up with him... long distance is sooooo hard. D:

 

[Alta818]

ivette - we met when he visited some friends in arkansas... he lives in arizona... soo i am wanting to move there eventually^^ if everything works out. yeah its been hard... we have alot of ups and downs... but mostly its solid... i just think he is a typical guy and has no clue... ive had like 2 other long distance relationships and they lasted like a month.

edna - you are totally right... he probably has no idea that he hurts me with little things... i forget guys dont think as deeply as girls hehe (no offense to any men reading this >=D ) they just arent quite on the same planet as us.




OMGOSH 0__o on february 1st well will have been together for 5 months!!! =D (hehe this is like forever for me... i have quite a track record of short relationships and lol mmm quite a few friends with benefits.)

thanks yall^^ i feel better now! hehe and this is why i love this forum soo many great people =D

...It's so funny that you live in Arkansas....cause my bf (at the time)...we had been together 3 years...then he moved to Arkansas and we had a long distance relationship for about a year....we spoke EVERYDAY a million times a day...i missed him sooo much when he left....we were going to start this whole freaking life over there...(don't ask why there...I dunno)...lol...So one year into it...right...I applied to the University of Arkansas and I got accepted...i had plans to move there..and be happy...leave my family, friends, EVERYONE for him....then....2 weeks b4 I leave.....

..the FUCKER stops calling me....out of the blue....so it REALLY got me thinking....I called all around and nothing...FINALLY, I decide...FORGET THIS SHIT...I can't go there...I have to be stupid to leave everything for this dude who won't call me right b4 I'm gonna move my life....and YUP I didn't go...we broke up....and I was devastated for soooo long....

....believe it or not...we ended up speaking last January....and I finally figured the whole reason as to why he didn't call me and why we didn't speak (took years after like 4 later) to find out the truth....BUT THE TRUTH WAS HE WAS SLEEPING WITH HIS EX BABIES MOM while we were talking and he got her PREGNANT again, in the midst of when I was going to move down there....and YUP how the hell was he gonna tell me that....SO HE DIDN'T CALL...and the sad part is.....that he WAS CRYING TO ME TELLING ME ALL THE MISTAKES he made...and how he STILL wished things could be different....

...SORRRRRRRY.....not with 4 kids now....LMAO!!!! PSHHHHHHHH!! Get on.....LOL!!!

(you just reminded me of this....SORRY to ramble)!!!

 

[Alta818]

lol alta^^ your reaction made me smile.

okay the boyfriend and i are definitely not on good terms atm... i told him i feel like he is trying less and less and that i give him 110% when i feel like he is only giving me 30%... btw this was on msn messenger... soo all the sudden he was like i gtg and just left me talking... and then i kept writing and clicked enter... and it said that it couldnt be sent 0__o he had blocked me!!!

sooo i just broke into tears right there... and called him... who knows at this point... he just seems to be losing interest... although he says he isnt. >_< this is really messing with me mentally... either way i am miserable... it hurts to even consider breaking up with him... long distance is sooooo hard. D:

....girl I UNDERSTAND YOU MORE THAN YOU THINK....I went through a lot with my long distance relationship....a lot a lot of pain..........you always have an ear here...

 

[oLUX]

OMGOSH 0__o on february 1st well will have been together for 5 months!!! =D (hehe this is like forever for me... i have quite a track record of short relationships and lol mmm quite a few friends with benefits.)

thanks yall^^ i feel better now! hehe and this is why i love this forum soo many great people =D [/COLOR][/B]

Congrats on your 5 months! That's a big accomplishment! Short relationships are the story of my life! I don't know why but I get bored and become uninterested quickly. maybe i just like the chase. ehh who knwos.

 

[Ivette8uNOmore]

Yeah Angelica!! your so pretty.. fuck him!!! if he's not paying attention to you.. easier said than done but your turning into such a hottie that you don't need a shit face who aint' going to worship the ground you walk on.. by the way your too too young.. you need to date a bunch of cocks... and then decide which one your gonna keep not him decide if your worth it..u need to get the book why men love bitches??? so much information... trust me... Let's just pull out whips!!!!!!!!!!!!!