Alee's new way of life!

fayefaye5 said:
you look so pretty missus !!

*cheer* for photos ! Nice room too, i like the green :p

so was it a good weekend?
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Faye, it was a great weekend. =D I am so happy. We both have had alot of problems.. and now he has a great job, and he is really happy. Which makes us both happy. I miss him now :(
 
awww bless :D im glad u had fun girlie.

so did you arrange to meet up again soon? if you both enjoyed each others company lots you should totally arrange it again soon !
 
fayefaye5 said:
awww bless :D im glad u had fun girlie.

so did you arrange to meet up again soon? if you both enjoyed each others company lots you should totally arrange it again soon !
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He is talking about flying me there every few weekends.. I hate planes =X lol.. We have been dating for close to 2 years long relationship. I am actually looking at colleges in his area... =D
 
awww wow thats awesome :D

hehe i love planes, every time i get on them i think im going to die until the second i touch down...but i still love them :p

keep us informed on how things go. Sounds like all is awesome, how far away is he from where you are now?
 
fayefaye5 said:
awww wow thats awesome :D

hehe i love planes, every time i get on them i think im going to die until the second i touch down...but i still love them :p

keep us informed on how things go. Sounds like all is awesome, how far away is he from where you are now?
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14 hours.=[ I guess I should stop being such a wuss and get on a plane. Last time I flew was years ago.. and I hated it, not to mention I am always scared I am going to die :(
 
hehe yeah me too.

I am SO excited when counting down to fly, even when waiting and boarding, then the second the plane takes off i get all these thoughts of explosions and crashes and dying (morbid i know), but i look out the window ate all the pretty lights, watch the free movies, get a little tipsy and try relax until i land.

So far all my flights have landed safely so that definitely helps calm me a LITTLE more each time :p

wow 14 hours is a while. im guessing your on opposite sides of the states?
 
fayefaye5 said:
hehe yeah me too.

I am SO excited when counting down to fly, even when waiting and boarding, then the second the plane takes off i get all these thoughts of explosions and crashes and dying (morbid i know), but i look out the window ate all the pretty lights, watch the free movies, get a little tipsy and try relax until i land.

So far all my flights have landed safely so that definitely helps calm me a LITTLE more each time :p

wow 14 hours is a while. im guessing your on opposite sides of the states?
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He lives in IL, I live in AL =(
 
Holy crap. 14 hrs from AL to IL? It's going to take me a total of 17 hrs (plus stops, etc) going from NY to Hawaii. Ummm yah.. it sucks horribly, but it's all worth it to see my family. I have the damndest time sleeping in planes because 1) my senses go into overdrive (People with ass breath kill me or those with mega BO! ICK!) 2) I had an incident where some guy thought it was okay to stroke my leg while I as asleep (and yes, when we got off the plane, I nearly broke his ass in two) 3) I hate people. HA!

-Sheryl
 
MsGhettoBooty said:
Holy crap. 14 hrs from AL to IL? It's going to take me a total of 17 hrs (plus stops, etc) going from NY to Hawaii. Ummm yah.. it sucks horribly, but it's all worth it to see my family. I have the damndest time sleeping in planes because 1) my senses go into overdrive (People with ass breath kill me or those with mega BO! ICK!) 2) I had an incident where some guy thought it was okay to stroke my leg while I as asleep (and yes, when we got off the plane, I nearly broke his ass in two) 3) I hate people. HA!

-Sheryl
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Oh no not flying, Driving.. he has drove every time :(.. but yea planes suck :(
 
MsGhettoBooty said:


OoooOoOooh, girl... driving's a whole different beast. I nearly died going from NY to FL during the end of December. 'Bout froze my titties off.... LOL

-Sheryl
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Lmao.. yea .. I always say driving would be better than flying for me until I am 10 hours into drive.. and I am thinking.. why the hell didn't I just fly
:(
 
Well guys its been awhile since I gave a long update on how my life and my weight loss is going. So here it is.

Weight loss, has been "Ok" .. My eating and exercising has sucked ass.. I am not gaining and barely loosing.. I thought if I lost weight that I would have motivation to accomplish the other things I want in life.. and now I am finding the stress from those things holding me back. :cry:

I want my GED so bad, but every time I study I forget- and then I just give up.. I know I can do it, a little more studying.. but I just get so discouraged. It's always on my mind, I try and block it out because I know thats what I need most now, I feel my life just passing me by- because I can't move forward.. geez.. I just honestly have no clue what to do anymore. My class will graduate in May 08- if I haven't completed it by the time they graduate It will break my heart.. I mean.. I already feel out of place with people I went to school with. I went to a baby shower today, and all the girls there were talking about school or college- and all I can say is " I start in summer of 08" which is what I was planning on if not earlier.. but I just keep telling myself that like it is just going to happen.. grr..

Ok, here is another problem- laugh if you want.. I hardly ever drive.. I have used my permit for around 10 months( I got it a year later, because I never left my house) and I hate driving, I am scared to death of everything.. Driving , flying.. basically getting out and living.. I need my license, I want to be able to go to the store legally if needed.. I have a new car, I drive sometimes with family and friends- and I suck, I get nervous and I think of what could happen to me.. I am scared to take the test also.. I know it may seem stupid to feel like this, but I have tried to change it I just have no clue why I can't :(

Those are the two big things in my life I am stressed about... I know looking at it - it seems so freakin simple.. I tell myself, if this is all the problems you have you are golden.. but gah.. When it gets down to it .. It's hard as hell for me.

I just want to move forward, I feel the past 4 years have been a freakin waste.. and my life is never going to progress.. I just feel so down and out, and I really want these things done.. :(

... Sorry for the rant- just really down and needed to vent..

<3 you guys
 
Here, babygirl... let me be a bit of help with these 2 obstacles. :D


Breaking Shit Down MGB Style:​

1. GED:

A. You're much smarter/ mature than any other freaking 16 year old I've had the pleasure of knowing. I have met many around these parts that I would like to strangle. Thank God.. you're not one of them. Then again, if you were, I wouldn't waste my precious time talking to you. ;) haha!
B. This test means a lot to you, doesn't it? Well guess what, little lady.. buckle down and do it. Throw all insecurities/ laziness out the door. You don't have time for that crap. You WILL graduate with your class. ' Nuff said.
C. Personally speaking, index cards help me tremendously when it comes to studying for exams. I'm a visual learner, so I have a tendency to draw weird ass pictures to explain concepts, equations, etc. Find out what WORKS for you.

Driver's License:

A. Being scared of taking the test is only normal, honey. Just focus on the following:
- parallel parking, using signals, looking over your shoulder when swapping lanes, looking in mirrors, and no matter how bad your instuctor is never tell him, "Do you realize how much of a pencil dicked asshole you are?" (Yah.... I did that my first test, because my instructor would give me half assed directions, then suddenly change his mind... so needless to say, I failed the first time.)

Take your time and just look at it from this perspective: You have been busting your ass with just weight loss alone and you can proudly say, you have been doing phenomenal, girly. These two other things are nothing. Stay positive and you'll get through them, little mama. Okay enough bullshit from me today.. haha Love yas, girl..

-Sheryl
 
Also the thing is I am 17 =( 18... in March- I feel so stupid sometimes, and its even worse with me not driving..

I just have to work harder I guess... I feel a little sick this morning so I am going to go find something for that!

<3 Sheryl, thanks again :hug2:
 
Sorry I haven't been posting alot, I log on and check on the challenge and maybe other stuff and log right off! This week or so has been stressful! Good news is I am almost out of the 190's. I was 190.4 this morning. =] It seems to have went by so fast haha! I hope the rest does also!

<3 Nik
 
OOOOOOOoooooh someone's going to be in the 180s soon! WOOT WOOT, little mama! Keep working on it, girl... run muthafucka run!!!!! LMAO Love yas, girl... I hope everything's in the "clear." ;)

-Sheryl
 
ugh.. Past two weeks have been bad, lets just say I fell back into old habits. Not just with food but with other crap as well. I just need to suck it up and get back on track. Starting today I am going to try and do that.

In about 2-3 weeks I am going to stay with my boyfriend for about 2 weeks. ( he lives in the Chicago area)... I actually am thinking about moving there after I get my GED- and going to college at the community college there. I just feel like I will never progress with my life staying here. I love my mom, and she is the only reason I am still in this town.. I am really torn if I should go or stay here, I just feel like I can't move on with my life here.. =/

So much stress lately. I have no clue what to do with everything! ughh.. its all so blah to me.

I haven't gained, but I haven't lost. Everything just freaking sucks right now.

<3 you guys though! I hope someone here is having a better month than I am!
 
Chin up, babygirl. Just focus what is important to you at the moment. Once things settle down, then you can start focus in on smaller stuff, ok? :hug2: Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you, doll. Love yas...

-Sheryl
 
Chicago is an awesome area to be in - lots to do - lots of opportunities... and you don't need to drive... :D but only move if it's right for you -- you always take yourself with you wherever you go...
 
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