katehunibun
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Breakfast: 97cal crisps
Lunch: Roast pork and all the trimmings (see photo's below!)
Dinner: 3 breaded chicken goujons, dip and salad wrap and a burger and dip wrap!
Snacks: 97cal crisps,3 toffees, strawberries, biscuit M&M's, oh and musn't forget the toasted marshmallows!
Exersise: swimming and general twatting around in the water!
We went to the waterworld at Minehead Butlins today. You would have been proud of me cos i didn't feel like 'oh god, everyone is looking at me cos i am mega fat' i was more like 'i am a normal size now so it's all good!' We had a great time on the waterslides and generally messing around in the pool. We then stopped for lunch at a place near where i normally go camping cos they do amazing food. Again, Jack wanted to go there cos he wanted a prawn baggette and i had a scrummy roast pork (i had pork cos it was better than beef or lamb calorie wise...get me!) It was massive but as you can see by the leftover picture (yes, i know, total loser lol) that i was a good girl and ate most of the veg and only had 1 roast potato. I was only gonna eat half of the roast parsnip but it was totally lush so ate it all. Jack had the crackeling too!!!
We then went back to the campsite, had a few games of pool, chilled then played poker with M&M's as betting chips........Not such a good idea as i scoffed quite a few!!!!
Then we had our BBQ.
I had a bit of an incident happen this evening. The campsite was full of loads of young adults staying for a surfy boozy weekend so it was quite loud etc. Anyway, we were camped infront of a bank about 7 foot high and above that was a large surf cabin where a load of loud drunk people were staying.
I was sat by the BBQ facing that way and there were a guy and a girl sat on the balcony facing us chatting, anyway this other girl came out the door and when she spoke i automatically looked up (as you do, it's just a reaction to a noise yes?) The guy sat there said 'your BBQ is infront of you, quit staring at us!' And i replied with 'Sorry, i heard a voice and automatically looked up. Sorry' He then mumbled something and i picked my chair up and moved it so my back was to them so they wouldn't feel that i was staring.
About 10 ins later I had moved my chair to the side abit cos the smoke from the BBQ was going into my eyes. Jack had gone off to scooter about and i heard this guy come out of the cabin from the door at the other end with a mate and said 'That one down there, she was staring at us and i had a go and she moved her chair. her boyfriend just sat there and didn't say anything' I was sat there friggin seething!!!!!
Then about another 10 mins later he came out the same door with someone else and bloody started again. I can't remember exactually what he said but he was like 'Look at them, they aren't even talking to each other' and other stuff. No we wern't talking cos we were both pissed off with these dickheads and Jack felt quite intimidated and i know i was!! Anyway, i looked round and stared at them and this twat was like 'oooh, look she isn't very happy' etc and was laughing at me. I wasn't trying to outstare him, i was just so gobsmacked that this twat felt that it was ok to be so horrid that i just stared in disbelief. He then went inside again and then came out again and, i don't know what made me do it but i passed my marshmallow stick to Jack and went over to the bank........
'Excuse me' i called up and twat and his mate came over to the balcony edge and i said 'Why do you feel the need to intimidate us?'
'You were staring at us'
'i said it was just an automatic reaction and i said that i was sorry but you still felt the need to come out and point us out to your friends and take the piss.....i am not sat here with my boyfriend , I AM SAT HERE WITH MY 12 YEAR OLD SON!!!!!' I then totally went off on one and absolutely let rip. Twat walked off leaving his mate to apologise saying that he was drunk and that he was sorry if his mate caused offence.
I went and sat back down and my hand was shaking as i took my marshmallow stick back off Jack and said to him 'was that ok?' 'That was awesome mum, really cool!'
About 5 mins later twat and his mate climbed over the balcony and came down the bank and i was like oooh shitttttt!!!! but he had come to apoligise and you know what? He actually seemed really genuine, he even clapped Jack on the back of the shoulder and shook his hand saying 'i'm truely sorry mate, i was drunk and thought it was really cool but i was totally out of order' They actually came across as quite nice too. Then about 10 mins later the other door opened on the cabin and this woman came out 'excuse me' i looked up thinking oh god and she asked if twat had apologised and i said 'yes, it's all fine' and she was like 'no, did he really apoligise cos he was bang out of order, we have all given him loads of shit about it. That was inexcusable!!!'
You might not think there is anything too big or impressive about that but for me it was huge because i actually got up and stood up for myself For the first time in my life!!!!! I sat there and thought 'ok, i'm not the huge fat blob anymore that should put up with this' and i actually got up and said my bit, and boy did i say my bit.
Normally i would have brooded over it for days, going over senarios in my head about what i SHOULD have said or should have done and it would have totally ruined my holiday but actually it totally bloody made my holiday cos i have never ever in my entire life actually stood up for myself!!! I know i don't like saying, or feeling that i am proud of myself but i really was and when i told Mark he was lovely and was proper proud of me too
I was one very happy bunny....I think i would have been chuffed that i had just said my bit but to have him come and say sorry and for that woman to come out and bitch about him too just topped it off....YAY ME!!!!!!!
Anyway, here are the pictures of my dinner andd a sunset too
http://weight-loss.fitness.com/image/id/283841/width/350/height/700http://weight-loss.fitness.com/image/id/283842/width/350/height/700
http://weight-loss.fitness.com/image/id/283843/width/350/height/700
Breakfast: 97cal crisps
Lunch: Roast pork and all the trimmings (see photo's below!)
Dinner: 3 breaded chicken goujons, dip and salad wrap and a burger and dip wrap!
Snacks: 97cal crisps,3 toffees, strawberries, biscuit M&M's, oh and musn't forget the toasted marshmallows!
Exersise: swimming and general twatting around in the water!
We went to the waterworld at Minehead Butlins today. You would have been proud of me cos i didn't feel like 'oh god, everyone is looking at me cos i am mega fat' i was more like 'i am a normal size now so it's all good!' We had a great time on the waterslides and generally messing around in the pool. We then stopped for lunch at a place near where i normally go camping cos they do amazing food. Again, Jack wanted to go there cos he wanted a prawn baggette and i had a scrummy roast pork (i had pork cos it was better than beef or lamb calorie wise...get me!) It was massive but as you can see by the leftover picture (yes, i know, total loser lol) that i was a good girl and ate most of the veg and only had 1 roast potato. I was only gonna eat half of the roast parsnip but it was totally lush so ate it all. Jack had the crackeling too!!!
We then went back to the campsite, had a few games of pool, chilled then played poker with M&M's as betting chips........Not such a good idea as i scoffed quite a few!!!!
Then we had our BBQ.
I had a bit of an incident happen this evening. The campsite was full of loads of young adults staying for a surfy boozy weekend so it was quite loud etc. Anyway, we were camped infront of a bank about 7 foot high and above that was a large surf cabin where a load of loud drunk people were staying.
I was sat by the BBQ facing that way and there were a guy and a girl sat on the balcony facing us chatting, anyway this other girl came out the door and when she spoke i automatically looked up (as you do, it's just a reaction to a noise yes?) The guy sat there said 'your BBQ is infront of you, quit staring at us!' And i replied with 'Sorry, i heard a voice and automatically looked up. Sorry' He then mumbled something and i picked my chair up and moved it so my back was to them so they wouldn't feel that i was staring.
About 10 ins later I had moved my chair to the side abit cos the smoke from the BBQ was going into my eyes. Jack had gone off to scooter about and i heard this guy come out of the cabin from the door at the other end with a mate and said 'That one down there, she was staring at us and i had a go and she moved her chair. her boyfriend just sat there and didn't say anything' I was sat there friggin seething!!!!!
Then about another 10 mins later he came out the same door with someone else and bloody started again. I can't remember exactually what he said but he was like 'Look at them, they aren't even talking to each other' and other stuff. No we wern't talking cos we were both pissed off with these dickheads and Jack felt quite intimidated and i know i was!! Anyway, i looked round and stared at them and this twat was like 'oooh, look she isn't very happy' etc and was laughing at me. I wasn't trying to outstare him, i was just so gobsmacked that this twat felt that it was ok to be so horrid that i just stared in disbelief. He then went inside again and then came out again and, i don't know what made me do it but i passed my marshmallow stick to Jack and went over to the bank........
'Excuse me' i called up and twat and his mate came over to the balcony edge and i said 'Why do you feel the need to intimidate us?'
'You were staring at us'
'i said it was just an automatic reaction and i said that i was sorry but you still felt the need to come out and point us out to your friends and take the piss.....i am not sat here with my boyfriend , I AM SAT HERE WITH MY 12 YEAR OLD SON!!!!!' I then totally went off on one and absolutely let rip. Twat walked off leaving his mate to apologise saying that he was drunk and that he was sorry if his mate caused offence.
I went and sat back down and my hand was shaking as i took my marshmallow stick back off Jack and said to him 'was that ok?' 'That was awesome mum, really cool!'
About 5 mins later twat and his mate climbed over the balcony and came down the bank and i was like oooh shitttttt!!!! but he had come to apoligise and you know what? He actually seemed really genuine, he even clapped Jack on the back of the shoulder and shook his hand saying 'i'm truely sorry mate, i was drunk and thought it was really cool but i was totally out of order' They actually came across as quite nice too. Then about 10 mins later the other door opened on the cabin and this woman came out 'excuse me' i looked up thinking oh god and she asked if twat had apologised and i said 'yes, it's all fine' and she was like 'no, did he really apoligise cos he was bang out of order, we have all given him loads of shit about it. That was inexcusable!!!'
You might not think there is anything too big or impressive about that but for me it was huge because i actually got up and stood up for myself For the first time in my life!!!!! I sat there and thought 'ok, i'm not the huge fat blob anymore that should put up with this' and i actually got up and said my bit, and boy did i say my bit.
Normally i would have brooded over it for days, going over senarios in my head about what i SHOULD have said or should have done and it would have totally ruined my holiday but actually it totally bloody made my holiday cos i have never ever in my entire life actually stood up for myself!!! I know i don't like saying, or feeling that i am proud of myself but i really was and when i told Mark he was lovely and was proper proud of me too
I was one very happy bunny....I think i would have been chuffed that i had just said my bit but to have him come and say sorry and for that woman to come out and bitch about him too just topped it off....YAY ME!!!!!!!
Anyway, here are the pictures of my dinner andd a sunset too
http://weight-loss.fitness.com/image/id/283841/width/350/height/700http://weight-loss.fitness.com/image/id/283842/width/350/height/700
http://weight-loss.fitness.com/image/id/283843/width/350/height/700


'A true success story' bless you. I hope so lol, i really do. You ain't too bad yourself sista!!!
WELL DONE!!!!!!!