<3Cerella's Restarting, Refocused and Remotivated<3

That is really shitty for you, Cerella. I'm very sorry for how this is making you feel. It sounds like he must have reached a place in his life where he was wanting to make some changes - so he got involved with you - but he clearly didn't have his head straight about it all. Possibly his involvement with you actually stirred up other issues for him and for his son. You were fully entitled to expect a lot more stability from him. This is NOT about what kind of person you are. That you were warm and loving, and open to a responsible relationship is a good thing. This pain now is more about some of the uncertainty that is a frequent part of new relationships. I'm so sorry it didn't work out more happily the way you deserved.
 
I'm so so sorry Cerella. People can really suck sometimes. Just remember this has NO reflection on YOU. Corey is the douchebag and it is his loss.

I'm gonna give you the same advice I gave MGB, and I apologize for the crudeness but sometimes the situation calls for it. Tell Corey to EAT A DICK and move on with your gorgeous self.

Here's something that may cheer you up. You know, this CAN be arranged...



I hope this made you smile a little!
 
Oh sweetie! I cried a little reading your post on Corey. I feel for you, sweet heart. I haven't been there and I wish you hadn't either. :( You don't need this in your life. I feel mad at him. I spent all this time telling you to go for it if he's a decent guy and enjoy yourself. Now this!? It's not fair! I was hoping you'd have a great time. None of this heartbreak b.s. I'm so sorry, sweet heart.

I'm won't use cliches or anything. But you need to remember that you are amazing! **big big big hugs!!!**
 
Hey Cerella. Just popping in to wish you a happy memorial day! (If people usually say such things to each other I am not sure.) Hope today you can pick up your chin and enjoy the (hopefully) great weather. ((Its beautiful here, not sure about where you are))
 
i dont really feel like posting but ive been awall for awhile i guess.

Im still dealing with the corey shit the hardest thing for me is we were in constant contact.We texted all the time all day long most days all the time...we were always in communication.so as you can imagine that has been really hard on me:(Plus i just dont get any of it ya know.

We both felt the same connection right away we both fed off of it we both wanted it and went with it, it makes no fucking sence at all...it is hard...i honestly thinght i had a future with him, he reassured me of that just as i him...i thought i would be looking for a house to buy and planning a wedding:(not mending a broken heart and being angry all the time.i was so happy...

I guess for Corey it was easier for him to go back to what he already had then to have to start over again...the house he either bought or is still paying for, she already has/had a ring...whatever...


i need to find a way to get my mind off of this stuff...it just makes no fucking sence as all, i feel like i have lived through a bad dream it is still surreal...

John was supportive breifly now he is back to being an asshole agian which is good...i told him if he is gonna be an asshole and call me names he isnt allowed over here and i dont wanna see him. I will be going to water areobics on tuesdays but will be here for an hr before i need to leave and he is here...
 
I went to the beach yesturday we decided we shoould take advantage of some of our good weather it has been such crap lately we are actually getting a week of non stop sunshine...smoking hot - lol. So kaylea and one of her friends, taneesha my cous my granny and my aunt and uncle all went out to hang for the afternoon at the beach. it was nice we played alot of volley ball taneesha spent all her time in the water and we packed a picnic. went back to my aunt and uncles for a bbq and i played cards with the teenagers, it was nice...

my mind is still on things but not as much as before...

im gonna give myself 3 months, im gonna restart p90x and stick with it...and see how i look and feel after 3 months of p90 and tennis...then i think i will look into dating agian...

im thinking abt joining a singles club...it is really neat adn it isnt a hook up club, it is a big group of ppl that branch off and participate in the activities of their choice and do it with other single ppl...they also do single parent events as well.

the do some pretty cool shit...like white water rafting, flying lessons, zip lining, to wine tasting and making, board game nights bowling and etc...it is 31 a month for 3 months...and as a member you can go to as many events as you want per month...

Im gonna look into it, it was tons of exciting shit that is right up my alley...oh and tennis too
 
Sounds awesome! I'm glad you seem like you are feeling a bit more upbeat.

I know you are hurting. I also know that you are amazingly strong, whether you want to be or not. I'm hoping for the best here...
 
Being strong has no bearing no broken promises broken hearts and being disrespected. I'm not in any better place than I was.I'm still very emotional hurt and upset.crying constantly at the drop of a hat.I hate this.this is why I stay away from men:(
 
Poor girl! You didn't deserve this..just know we've all suffered through these disappointments. Happens to the best of us unfortunately, though it always seems we're the only one being screwed over by some moron. I must say I was very pleased to read about this singles club thing! Sounds awesome! Can't wait to hear about your first event with them. DO IT!
 
It is only natural that you will hurt for quite a while.

Under the circumstances it sounds like you had a nice bank holiday day out with the family.

I agree that the singles club sounds really good. I would definitely be looking into it if I were you - when you feel strong enough. In the time frame you mention - you will be so fit - you will hit them like a storm!
 
Sorry about the relationship mishap. I was afraid for ya when it was going so big so fast but you were so happy I didnt want to warn ya how most men are, and I was hoping that it was the real deal. Hey look at it this way, You are an attractive person and guys are gonna be attracted to you. The more you focus on fitness and health, the more it will happen. Even though it was not a keeper, still it was nice to feel young and in love (puppy love anyway) again. And whatever does not kill you makes you stronger. We are still you friends. I just had a nasty kidney stone last week. (see mt thread) maybe you can visualize Corey having one of those babys!
 
HUNNIE!!!!!!! I have missed you sooooooo much! :bigear: Never used that smiley before so i figured i would!

Saw your pretty beach pics on facebook!!!! :) looks like a sweeeeeet ass time! hehe.

Girl do that singles thing!!! DOOOO IT!! Just for the social life and fun! Dont worry about the pressure of the dating scene like you said for a good 3 months! relax and get your head together... then go for it again!


The blessing for you is... you have two gorgeous little girls who im sure still light up your life. Through all the hurt and pain.... they are always there :) At least we can thank their daddy for that at least hehehehe.


love you girl!!! Stop by sometime! I understand you have been bumming though so thats ok! But I MISSSSSSS YOU!!!! I NEED ME SOME RELLY!!!!!!!
 
Thanx so much everyone for the great support and such.I'm doing alright I guess.my dad is in the hospital and us pretty sick so I took emergency time off and am on the island.my poor mom at the same time they lost internet connection and phone so I knew I had to get here fast.so here I am I needed some time anyway to recollect a hell of a way to get it but I got it.not due back to work till June 8th.
 
After I get home I will throw myself back into my diet and exercise I'm tired of this weight and ready to get the fuck rid of it!my oldest went vegetarian and we are thinking about all becoming vegetarian
 
You can do it. Why wait till you get home. I say at least do a little something.
Get a punching bag and put that dudes picture on it (juvenile but oh so satisfying)
 
Well my mom has an elliptical and I brought my weights and yoga for dummies book also my ball book cuz mom has a ball.right now I'm spending 90% of my time in the hospital and dealing with a stressed out mom and tired emotional cranky kids lol.I plan on doing something but I'm not pushing myself.I'm taking this time for me I'm taking a break which is why I haven't been posting.we also brought or tennis rackets
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Back
Top