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No ya were not a miserable old maid, maybe an occasionally grumpy princess? It is wonderful to see you happy, and yes YOU DO deserve it. He sounds really nice and im looking forward to meeting him. Hugssssss
Michelle :D
 
No ya were not a miserable old maid, maybe an occasionally grumpy princess? It is wonderful to see you happy, and yes YOU DO deserve it. He sounds really nice and im looking forward to meeting him. Hugssssss
Michelle :D

Grumpy Princess!It is a good thing i like you...

I cant wait to show him off to everyone!For everyone to meet him.Im very proud of him, i did good!
 
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It was nice, we just cuddled on the couch watched a video (Joe Dirt) Damn I loved that movie.

ugh. my boyfriend is obsessed with this movie as well lol... ridiculous. I feel bad for the dog whose balls froze to the porch!!! hehe

Then we went to bed adn cuddled and talked lots, had sex like all night, every cpl hrs...LOL, even in the early mornign sun listening to the birdies...

:rotflmao:

the birdies??? i dont think i can have sex to the sound of birds... sounds.... awkward LOL







Im NOT taking good enough care of myself.

YOU BETTER START!!!! IM GONNA KICK UR ASS OTHERWISE!



Im not really eatign at all, and when i do it is fast easy crap...Im not havign protein or my smoothies or my fruit or veggies...or even my water...Ive been drinking pop galore cuz of how tired ive been!

you need energy for those sex sessions!!!! No wonder you're pooped!!!!:willy_nilly::boxing:
 
Earth shattering news here!LOL!

I actually exercised today, nothing exciting or major but after a week long break pretty much, I finally exercised.

I last exercised on Wednesday and was too tired and sore on Thurs, still sore and tired on Fri and then exhausted on Sat but the girls and I did play 60 mins of tennis on Sunday.

So today,

30 mins ( 5 miles bike)
45 mins Yoga with Weights

I actually ate today, got some sleep, fresh air and exercise adn i feel pretty good thus far:)
 
HEY RELLY

I am HOOOOMMME

I see you are um "gettin bizzzzay"....maybe I only read as far back as cab's post and it sounded like the inuendo was that.....

it does burn calories..but you need to do it more than 15 minutes for it to truly count ;-)...put the pressure on him....

hugz
 
Yeah fitday has that one all wrong...

Defintitely burns way more calories than they say!

Hey Doll, how was your ... visit... :biggrinjester:
 
Hey Doll, how was your ... visit... :biggrinjester:

Havent been yet going over tonight before work (Thursday)

We had plans for like 9ish but once I told him the ex was coming over he invited me over earlier...so I will go for 7ish and stay till I need to leave for work at 11:30...

Im unsure how things will go as we had a bit of trouble in paradise, something Im not gonna get into here but my trust is broken and Im not sure how Im feeling at the moment...

Just need a bit of time I guess...Im going over cuz he invited me over and wants to see me, Im a lil unsure of how to expect things to go but if Im a lil cold that is his doing ha!
 
ok so it turns out that corey has been freaking out abt meeting the kids> not abt having to meet them but abt weather or not they will like him.

I told him i have no doubt that the girls will like him and even if they didnt which wont happen \i wouldnt toss him aside just cuz of that. it would need to be somethign we would have to work on.
 
What an exciting time! Remember to find a bit of space in your mind to take care of yourself. It's just lovely to see you happy and busy about something so positive.
 
So confession time here...


Ive been taking really shitty care of myself...

I cant remeber the last time i got a decent sleep, i slept last night (Fri) but it wasnt nearly enough after a long sleeples week and it was sleepless, i think i prob got a total of 10 hrs...


im stressin over tons in my life right now and corey has been adding some as well...

the other day he wanted to break up with me:(and he went from wanting to break up with me and not having enough time for someone special in his life to doing a 360 and wanting me and wanting to see me the next day to clearing his whole evening so i can be there when john was here and wanting to meet the kids and so on on Monday.

He made my head spin...now im a little stuck, i know i want him and i beleive he is who i am gonna spend my life with however...that was a big curve ball he threw me...know im a little unsure ya know...i know him saying these things and doing them is him proving to me that he is serious ya know but i was a little put off surprized and hurt:(lol

He told me he isnt going anywhere and i know that i thought it before but now im unsure.

Im stressing stressing stressing in general.

My health has taken a shit kicking..

im not drinking water
im drink tons of pop and sugary drinks
i havent exercised in forever ive just been way to exhausted...

I need to focus on SLEEP (top of the list)

EATING...Eating properally (fruits, veg, protein, eliminating carbs)

EXERCISING reprioritizing it and using it for energy

ELIMINATE SUGAR!

MEDITATE again

YOGA

I cant and wont allow the fact that i have a man in my life take away from the important things i need to do for my health and well being...LOL

And John is now pushing his way back into my life

*SIGH*
 
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