<3Cerella's Restarting, Refocused and Remotivated<3

I'm sorry to hear that you got a curve ball.

You can't make any decent decisions, treat yourself or anyone else the best way possible, or follow through properly on your intentions, while you are so tired. Get some sleep, and then get some more sleep and so on. When you have that better sorted, you will be able to make progress with the other issues.
 
Omg cerelly. You are so stressed out in your life but you still have time to post here. That hows how commited you are (unlike some people...:()....

I agree definitely on the sleep. I read an article saying that people who tend to not get enough sleep tends to be obese. I am happy to hear that you met someone, but I am sorry to hear that is he giving you so much drama.

Good luck with everything and i will try my best to be around more :)
 
oh relly, i am sorry you are stressing...deep breaths (in-out-in-out)

I think that its great that you made a list. That will help you refocus. Maybe print it out and keep it with you!!!!

Remind yourself how much better you feel when you take care of yourself...and be positive.....(practice turning your problems over to God or whoever/whatever...it takes practice but it really can be done...especially because we dont have control over others, only our reaction to them)

hugs girl
 
*UGH*

Thanx guys...

I think if corey and i cant come to a middle ground we will have to part ways.

we both know we want each other adn really like eachother but he has way more trust issues than i do...

two ppl with major trusst issues have alot of odds against them. We are working on things but somethings gotta give...we will see if we can come to a level playing field.

As for me...Im giving myself today as a cheat day and startign tomorrow im getting back on my diet and exercise band wagon and spending more time here.

I NEED TO BE HERE TO KEEP MY FOCUS!!!

And i need to support my faithful friends that always support me.

Im going to restart and refocus tomorrow.Im gonna focus on my protein shakes in the am veg and protein and my slim fast shakes>water too of course.
 
Im glad you guys are going to give it a shot hun, would be a shame to just give up on it all. Am also happy to hear that you are getting back on track, I know how good you feel when you get exercise.... add sleep and that's even better!...lol.. yeah i know, dont push it... ;)
 
brazenlysasse said:
Im glad you guys are going to give it a shot hun, would be a shame to just give up on it all. Am also happy to hear that you are getting back on track, I know how good you feel when you get exercise.... add sleep and that's even better!...lol.. yeah i know, dont push it... ;)
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I know but it has been a bit rough lately, I mean twice in one week talk abt break up...Basically we decieded we arent giving eachother enough...We need to talk on teh phone physically and daily at the end of our days...we text all day long all the time most days but it isnt the same...and we need to schedule time for eachother twice a week we decided...we are gonna talk more abt things tomorrow when we see eachother adn go from there...and stop pushing eachother away:(

What is great is Corey said he is gonna work on his diet as well...fruits and veg and proteins and such...
 
Wow, what a roller coaster girl! I'm glad you're going to try and get more sleep and healthy foods. What kind of slimfast shakes do you like? Have you tried the low carb one, its really good and only 2 net carbs. Now get some sleep!
 
Blancita said:
Wow, what a roller coaster girl! I'm glad you're going to try and get more sleep and healthy foods. What kind of slimfast shakes do you like? Have you tried the low carb one, its really good and only 2 net carbs. Now get some sleep!
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I drink the slim fast optima line...Chocolate Royale, I really like it is like a chocolate milk:)I drink it as a suppliment not a meal replacement...


Trusylver said:
Hang in there relly, and go get yourself some sleep NOW :D
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Ha ya I actually got some rest this weekend even thou it wasnt enough It helped, if ya gals noticed I put sleep on the top of my list:D
 
And sleeping doesn't mean with help... :D because that never works out to sleeping much...

I've been telling you for a long time doll, that you need more sleep :smash: Glad you're finally listening!
 
reluctantcabbie said:
And sleeping doesn't mean with help... :D because that never works out to sleeping much...

I've been telling you for a long time doll, that you need more sleep :smash: Glad you're finally listening!
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I know we did the sleep over thing once...LOL...and ya we hardly slept...well as you know...left me such much more exhausted...my fam was wondering if i was ok...LOL

Karl our situations are so polar opposite..I honestly just dont get alot of opportunity to sleep...


Karebare said:
good morning relly...not much to say just visiting my normal peeps...

i start my photoshop class today

YAY
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Heya sweetie, Ive really been appreciating your support as well, Im glad you are back around:D:D:D

Photo class sounds awesome my oldest and i wanna do it sometime together...
 
Hey-Hey Sweetie-Pie. :D

Just saw your reply in my diary. ;)

RE: walking - I think it's a GREAT starting point for 'fitness energy.'

I know in my case, once home from a long and brisk walk, I am pooped but a good pooped and then I'm flooded with energy and my mood is so HIGH.
Exercise is such a great natural high.

The walking helps me really get all otheer forms of fitness kick started as well.. Just a Win-Win!

Keep me posted if ya start a walking routine!
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Have A Goal Reachin' Tuesday Doll!

<3 Stacy
 
Good aftanooonnnn..

whats shakin?

just making the rounds...enjoying my time off..i planted some of my flowers this morning that actually counts as activity points for weight watchers. So thats cool...anything is a bonus! RIGHT

well i hope all is great with you...
 
Ok so...Im not doing so great and although I dont really wanna talk abt it maybe I should just get it out there...

Im very upset and withdrawn and shut down...

After 12 fucking yrs of divorce Corey has decided to go back home to his son and ex wife. Appearantly his son asked him to come back home so he is cuz he cant so no to his son...WOW

I can not even begin to tell you how I am feeling...

A whole bunch of mixed emotions everywhere...

On Monday he told me that he wanted me and us and we were gonna figure out what it took to make things work out, stop pushing eachother away and etc only for me to find out that he had already talked to his ex abt coming home...

UNFUCKING BELIEVABLE!!!So I guess I was his reassurance that if his ex didnt want him back he would kepp me and i would be non the wiser right.

Im so upset and hurt...so pissed off!!!

I dunno even know what to tell you...From Sun to Tues he strung me along waiting to know for sure if he was going back home...WHAT AN ASSHOLE!!!

He called me tonight...I dunno why...He said he was sorry...Im like so your sorry what is that supposta do make you feel better cuz it changes nothign on my end.

Oh he didnt expect it yadda yadda yadda...

I dont even have words to talk abt this or explain it but I am so fucking sad and hurt...trying hard to not get depressed...or too withdrawn but ya know it is happening...

Im giving myself time...Im not making myself do anyhitng I dont feel like doing or wanting to do...

Im not setting up a must do or follow list for anyhting...im focusing on more proteins exercising when i feel like it or can...but i dont care...i need to deal with this first...

I cant stop crying...

:cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:

Im fucking done with men...this is why i dont have men in my life...I have yet to find one that treats me with respect...I dont even know what i do wrong...Every man that has ever been involved in my life has screwed me over in some way or form, has crossed the line, has always expected more from me whatever...I hate men...I dont accossiate with them for this reason

However on a lighter note...On Tuesday John (my ex) Held me while I cried and let me cry...It was nice to see a decent side of him...to see some care and compassion...a side i dont think ive ever really seen...Once he wrapped his arms around me and hugged me that was it I lost it, he just hugged me tightly and let me cry I must have cried for an hour...even he thought it was bogus what Corey has said and done...and that says alot coming from John...
 
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Awww Cerella, I am so very sorry to hear this about Corey. Yeah men can be real creeps, but it does amaze to find out just what big jerks they can really be. What a total liar though, my goodness! No ethics whatsoever! Dont worry though girl, things will look up! But I feel for you right now and I'm glad John was able to grow and be nice to you. Coming from your child's father that's more important anyway. Screw Corey, he is a creep who doesn't deserve a woman like you.
 
Girl, this breaks my heart. I am very sad to hear what Corey did to you. It was very very selfish. I am not going to call him mean names or be a bitch… because you cared about him and that will help nothing…. But I am sorry that he was not looking out for your feelings…. That is how is should have been.
Please please PLEASE remember that you are BEAUTIFUL, FUNNY, TALENTED, and have a HUGE HEART. You will find a Good Guy…… but for now… take care of you and your gorgeous little girls… that is what will always always be there for you.
Love you much and please write me if you want to talk. I am willing to listen and although I am in another country hehe….. I will let you virtually cry on my shoulder anytime.


<3 hang in there sweetie!
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He certainly wasnt the right man for you - or he would never have dreamt of treating you like that. There will be a good one out there somewhere - I hope that he comes along soon for you. I dont blame you for wanting to be on your own for a while - as a girl needs to lick her wounds in such circumstances.

I am so sorry that you are going through all this.
 
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