<3Cerella's Restarting, Refocused and Remotivated<3

Thanx everyone for checking up on me and for caring...Well restartign didnt get off on a good foot...I do truly mean it and I will...I will fill you in on my life lately...

For starters I just finally finsished my last shift of nights that I have been doing for two weeks....this has screweed up my whole family life and my kids...my oldest is flying outta control cuz im not around and when I am I am sleeping and or exhausted. My youngest is all outta sorts as I am not really around...she doesnt understand I go to bed wh en I come home and she is always at the daycare adn so on and so on...lol...

it has become a true proven point - my household falls apar when I am not consistantly there...

Also and ok this is big and I am not sure how ppl will react but time to get it out there...

The x and I are seeign eachother again...things have been going really well...we are communicating and working together we are getting along and spending a fair amount of time together...he is beign a good father...an involved father...

We have gone out on a few dates and have spent family time together...he go over there to visit and he cooks and takes care of the kids...it has been nice...we have had a cpl mishaps of miscommunicationa dn such but he resolved it by talking through it and such - he hasnt run away and neither have I...

I am truly happy and we ahve decided that we will continue on as we are and let things progress at tehre own pace and naturally and see where it goes...I want this and he seems to be more serious than before and making efforts...I have seen some great positive changes...it hs been a cpol of months now...

IU honestly never thought I would ever go back...never ever...but here I am and it has been workign so far...Im pretty superstitious and havent wanted to jinx it so I havent said much to many ppl...plus we arent really offically back together just seeign eachother...

I honestly think if things can continue on as they have beent hat we honestly have a good chance of gettign back together...I can see it happening and I want it...and i really feel he does this time - like he is ready finally to grow up and make the effort...

He is the man I love and hte only man I have loved and wanted for years...only tiem will tell but so far so good...usually he sees Taneesha once he have sex within a cpl of days and he is gone...this has been a cpl of months now...and the sex is better than ever!!!

We have both told eachother htat our hearts cant take another round of everything in the past and are focusing on talking abt things and through them...

I will refocus and restrart on Monday - I need too...Im gonna cry when I post my startign weihgt i have gotten up there...crazy ass shifts rarely home and so on...

Anywy Im gonna start putitng my efforts back into the diaries of those I liek and who support me and on loosing weight by eating properly and exercising!!!

I am back!!!
 
HI Beautiful!
Don't fret the weight. I really hope that your children can behave themselves and I'm sorry the little one is having trouble not having you around :( Have a fun time with John and let us knoe how things go! :hug2:
 
Howdy Cerella,
Glad to c-ya back safe and sound,you sound like your drained but by MONDAY hopefully you will start to feel better and less sressed.As far as your "X" follow your heart you know if things don't workout he knows where the door is and if things do continue to work out that would be so gr8 for you and your kids.I am sooooo glad your back,Tammy:grouphug:
 
Hey cerella, you know how i feel about the x situation its all up to you and john to really make it work. So far things seem to be going great and while i know you don't want to jinx it just having the support from friends and stuff helps a great deal. Believe me most of my family wasn't happy when i decided to continue my marriage to dh but now that i am working on it and we are really happy again. I know that you and john can be that way too as long as you continue to work at it together.

I'm happy that your finally restarting working out and i'll help you in anyway i can as far as challenges or whatever you want to do. I'm so ready to say seeya to the 230's and hello to the 220's if not lower. So lets do this... i know we can.

heather
 
Hey Cerella, its good to see you back. Don't be too disapointed about the weight. You've gone through some major changes lately and you need to get used to things and find what strategies work for you with your new schedule. I'm glad things are going well with the ex now. I think Tammy was right. Follow your heart :)
 
hey girl don't worry about the starting weight we can get that down in no time as long as we work hard and keep each other accountable. i am trying to get down to where you are now and its been a long road but with friends and us supporting each other we can do this.. lets rock ok.. :party:

we are going to look hot and our men are going to love it.. as much as we do.. haha :coolgleamA:

heather..
 
Thanx guys - Joe it is great to see you!!!

7.25 miles elliptical and I will come back and record my food shortly...I am going to use that new ziplock steaming bag for roasted peppers and chicken...
 
Mmmm the peppers turned out great - yum - they didnt have the harsh taste of peppers...they were so yummmy...a little olive oil some parmasion cheese peppers and chicken strips and we had some kraft dinner as well...
 
Howdy Cerella,
"HAPPY MONDAY" and GL with your new start!
I am sure you are going to do great.I saw something about new
ziplock steam bags on sparkpeople but I haven't seen them at a store
yet unless I am overlooking them.How did the chicken turn out?
Have a fantastic day Tammy
 
Ok so my food today...

Breakfast

1/2 cup of raspberry vanilla yoguart - sooo yummmy!

Lunch

steamed peppers with garlic and parmasion cheese and chicken strips

1 cup of kraft dinner

Snack at a coffee shop killing time while van was beign fixed:(

Date square and frappicino

Dinner

A bowl of Chicken Noodle Soup

Snack

Parmasion herb pita chips...one serving

Exercise 7.25 miles elliptical and a 30 min walk

Water 2 liters
 
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2 litres of water! respect cerella :) i would be in the bathroom all day.
sounds like youre doing great so far and im also really happy that the sun is shining on you and your ex atm :hurray:
 
Thanx girly I use to drink way more than that...and the ex thing is the most unusual but good thing around...time will tell
 
Hey There sweetness!! I've missed you too, but I know the importance of getting stuff done at home first, that's a priority, I respect that in a huge way. I'm so happy your back now!!!! Your such a go getter when your on a roll, so I have no doubt it won't take you long to lose those feisty pounds you put on. I remember you busting it on the elliptical every day, it was amazing to me!! Plus, I must say your menu sounds MMM, MMM, GOOOD!!!! **Kim throwing some good weight loss luck to you this week*** even though I know your not going to need it. Hope your day is a good one!! and I hope the family is getting better!! Nice to hear you and the ex are getting along, thats wonderful news!! for you and the girls! Loves ya babes!!
HUGS
The Energizer. LOL LOL
 
Thank you ladies...Im hoping I can do this - well I plan on doing htis agian...i need to do this...i hate how i look and feel - before i was feeling great and sexy even though I am bigger so i need to start feelign that way agian:)

Im gonna share some halloween pix but I guess i have to photo bucket them first which i hate - lol...oh no - i dont need to I just need to change the size - i will play around later and see what I can do...
 
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