199 And Counting Down... Cassy's New Story

Oh theres no doubt he'll be keeping me busy! Definately worth it to me though :D
I am doing better... the cravings dont seem to be creeping up on me so much and my weights finally slowly moving down... due to the calorie intake lately no doubt. I'm still feeling pretty tired but i'm doing my best to fight it but i'm sure the time change has something to do with it, especially since i'm not feeling quite sooo stressed anymore :)
 
You're doing SO well, and HANDLING the bouts of cravings and crappy feelings :) I can't wait until you get your puppy too! Have a good day and hope to see you back below 190 tomorrow :grouphug:
 
Thanks dear! the battles are getting easier and easier as i'm slowly learning to get used to them. I AM under 190 though... 189.4 today, 40.2% body fat. new lows on both counts :D
 
Congrats to getting into the 180's! You're looking pretty damn firm and good already, so I can't imagine how great you'll be looking with even more weight off. H really wont know what to do with himself!
 
ha ha he's already getting all these insecurities about me getting more opportunities to find another man... I'm like umm well first of all i'de have to be looking to care, and second I would have to actually leave the house lol
as for how I look, well my arms and legs look good and defined but its going to take a lot more to help my middle... since I carry most of my weight in my stomach and hips... I'm so out of proportion right now, well i always have been with the weight. my legs are normal size then i have fat on my hips that sticks out like 5 inches lol. then there was my normal size butt and i had like an inch of fat sticking out on top of it... im happy that for the most part that is gone..
I think thats what i hate the most about it, the fact that nothing fits right because i'm so out of proportion is the worst... when your legs fit a size 16 but you waist fits a 18-20, its not a good combination lol
I feel that a person who is proportionally big may be meant to be big, but someone whos so impropotionate when carrying weight like me is meant to be smaller. My sister in law probably has about 100 Lbs on me right now, but she makes it work, she makes it look good... she looks like thats what shes supposed to look like... lol anyway that my philosophy lol
 
so my running for today is screwed... my baby boy has some sort of somache bug and i'm busy keeping tabs on him... i dont want to start running and suddenly he's thrown up or has runny poop comming out of his diaper... I'm just glad he's not screaming anymore. I was worried I might not even be able to walk my daughter to school since he wouldnt stop screaming and was so obviously not doing well that i didnt want to bring him out into the cold even all bundled up... but he seems to be doing a lot better now. he's drank like 3 cups of water and eaten A WHOLE LOT of corn flakes lol, but its working for him and its gentle on his tummy so if he wants to eat a whole box of corn flakes i'll let him lol
 
Corn flakes GALORE! I hope he feels better, but I'm sure you're relieved he's eating again. A great sign as you know better than I.
 
Blancita said:
Corn flakes GALORE! I hope he feels better, but I'm sure you're relieved he's eating again. A great sign as you know better than I.
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oh yeah especially for him since he LOVES to eat... when he's not eating theres definately something wrong... he's also eaten a peice of toast with a little butter with ease so thats good. I have little bits of corn flakes all over my house lol. he still has very watery poop and though his temper tantrums are are a little more explosive his spirits are up so i'm going to assume his tummy is feeling okay :D. My daughter is going to be so glad she doesnt have to miss her last day of school before march break this afternoon... I need to get my excersize in this afternoon but I also have A LOT of work to do around the house...2 priorities in which i dont know how to order :S
 
I'm Absolutely freakin exhausted! just finally got home about an hour ago. We woke up at 7 this morning, I got in my shower and got ready and left by 8 we got to the airport by 9 which was some good time since we thought it would take an hour and a half to get there... we ran all over the airport trying to figure out where were supposed to pick up the pup, we finally found out we had to drive to the cargo building. So we finally got there and found out his flight was delayed by an hour and supposed to be there by 12:30 and he would be unloaded in about an hour after that... so we decided we would get something to eat and went to wendy's, I have the grilled chicken and a small fry (which was gross :ack2: just greasy) and diet coke. we went to some auto store since it was the only thing near by wich wasnt very entertaining. Finally we went back to the cargo building and after a little waiting got our beloved boy. we spent a little time getting to see him and then were on our way. We went directly to my mother in laws house where our kids had stayed the night to make the LOOONG adventure a little easier... we spent some time admiring and playing with our new pup and had dinner there. Then after dinner we got all ready to go to my H's grandmothers house for her birthday which was necessity since we havent seen them in a long while, where i also have some apple pie with icecream on top.
DAMN I feel tired and run down... and all the greasy food has me feeling greasy... I'm definately NOT hungry tonight. im pretty confident i didn't go over my caloric limit and i did get ina BUTT LOAD of walking. but since i really have no clue i'm counting this as a free day... I'm going to be needing another free day on monday since it'll be my birthday and I'm sure i'll be eating some junk that day but ill count monday for next week...
Ill be posting a few pics I managed to take today in a second :)
 
Oh by the way I finally got my firtst genuin weight loss complement today completely unprevoked and without knowing I was even trying to lose weight! Of all people my H's not so friendly grandmother (though she's always seemed to take to me real well... not sure why... ) so yes i finally got definate confirmation that it's obviouse!
 
Wow Another Busy Day... I didn't get much sleep last night... and not because of the puppy between him and my kinds I probably got 3 solid hours and maybe 4 total... not good for me...
I had a hard time falling asleep last night and by the time i finally fell asleep around 1:30am id say 15-20 minutes later i had my daughter waking me up screaming about sore legs (damn growing pains). so i had a hard time falling asleep again but i did sleep about 3 more hours till about 5 when my pup started wimpering luckily he just had to go out so after that he went back to bed no problem... probably took me about half an hour to fall asleep then around 6 I had my son wake up crying so i changed his bum and got him a drink but by then the pup seemed like he wanted to get out so he was a little restless but managed to lay in bed dozing in and out till my son seemed serious about getting up too and i gave up on sleep lol...
Some more running around today went to petsmart this morning then visited with my H's dad till about 6, then we went to the park for a bit... ugh... tired lol but it's been nice to be out for a change but a bit much for one who doesnt go anywhere lol hopefully tomorrow should be a peaceful day...even though it's my birthday tomorrow i think i would prefer a slow day
 
Luckily I got a better nights sleep tonight I only had to get up at 6 to take the puppy out then got a little more sleep until 7 when he decided he needed to let out some energy... i think its the first time i've been up long before my kids and just watch some tv... it was kind of weird...
It's been a crazy couple of days... WAAAY too much takout... i'm probably holding onto some extra water from all that salt... I'm going to try to stick to mostly veggies till dinner time just to feel a little better... i sont know if its a mentality thing or if it really is the greasy salty food but i've been feeling pretty blah and quite greasy myself... i've been skipping breakfast too which is making me feel a little disfuntional.. Anyway I have to get in some food and try to get my run started... the pup is sleeping by my treadmill now so i dont think i'll start it quite yet but i definately have to sweat out some of the excess water...
 
He is so cute , how has he being doing since ya brought him home.Sorry to hear abt all the take out bu tit happens to the best of us from time to time, even ppl ya wouldnt expect:D:hug2:
 
cinderelly said:
He is so cute , how has he being doing since ya brought him home.Sorry to hear abt all the take out bu tit happens to the best of us from time to time, even ppl ya wouldnt expect:D:hug2:
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He's been doing really good! we keep him in a kennel in our bedroom at night he only wimpers once in the night about early morning to go out. you wouldnt even know he just left his mama. he has yet to poop in the house we've had a few piddles here and there the only thing we really have to work on is chewing which was expected given his breed and puppies like to chew as it is. he spends a lot of time sleeping so it's not like I have to be on him all day long lol i pretty much just put him down for a nap so i can get my excersize in and It was easier to get him to go to sleep then the baby lol.
Thanks for the encouragement... I'm hoping today is the last day of that... my body doesnt like it lol I guess i should be glad it makes me feel like crap then make me want to fall into old habits lol:ack2:
 
cinderelly said:
HAPPY BDAY BABE!!!

:hug2::hug2::hug2:
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Thanks :D... It was pretty much a normal day but after the crazy days i've been having, I didn't mind so much.

Blancita said:
Moving into the 180's I see! AND getting complimented for it by H's grannie!
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Yeah I've been hanging out at 189 this week.... moving steady at 1 pound a week... I kind of envy those who can manage to get 3-5 pounds a week but as long as its consistent i cant complain :)
And Grannie was my first REAL compliment... completely unprevoked or even aware that I was trying to lose weight... it was nice :D Especially comming from her of all people!
 
sigh... why is it if I don't lose any weight I feel just as terrible as if I were to gain 5 lbs... i've been eating crappy and lacking motivation, I feel really guilty and like I'm failing myself. i'm kind of stressed over puppy training, trying to get him to quit nipping and chewing... ugh... I need a nap lol
 
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