So i just came on this forum again and I am sure that no one really remembers me...i was on about a year ago....so let me catch you all up....i used to be around 142lbs with no muscle or definition...i got down to 130....felt amazing but still didnt have any mescle or definition.....because of college, stress, big changes in my life....i began to lose my passion for the gym and healthy eating....i got up to 145lbs....and felt disgusting...none of my clothes fit but i REFUSED to buy new ones...so i just wore sweats all the time...i didnt feel sexy, pretty...nothing....so...i started to skip meals...go on crash diets....and when i lost i just gained again....so i got up to 147.....THEN i read Tosca Reno's book about clean eating...fell in love with this lifestyle and now i am at 136-137....so i am not going to post anypics from by 140's because i simply refused to take any....so i am starting new again....at 136ish....here are my before pics...my goal....in 120s with muscle, low body fat......i dont mind criticism....i dont mind you being tough on me...go for it....
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These pics are horrible, just got back from the gym, no makeup...ill post better ones when i improve some more
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These pics are horrible, just got back from the gym, no makeup...ill post better ones when i improve some more