Well, here it is, 11:30 p.m. on 6-7-09 and I weight approx. 295. Yeah, that's almost 300. Its funny how a person can gain weight so fast and not realize it until one day their oldest child (6) asks, "mommy, why are you fat?" My pants don't fit, my back and feet hurt and I AM DONE BEING FAT. The only thing is that loosing a lot of weight for me will be like loosing a part of myself. I have always been big, it's sad to think about, but I would be super happy to just weigh 200 lbs. again (what I weighed before my first pregnancy, now my third child is almost 2) I'd love to blame pregnancy, but I think most of it is just eating the wrong stuff and when I get off work, its like, cook supper, eat and then sit....period. I have to get off my butt and do this, NOW, or I'm in serious risk of diabetes or high blood pressure, which both of my parents have. I know all of this, I know....I just have to do something about it. I need some encouragement.....