Weight Loss Journal
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adeon
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It has been SOOOO long since I've been on here. I have a ton of stuff to update everyone with. I haven't navigated through the site yet so I don't even know if all my friends are still on here. I'm sure everyone will be shocked to see me back. Well I guess I'll begin
Well I am not talking to any boys anymore... The craziest shit happened with Chris and he realized he still liked his ex gf. A huge shit load of drama went down with that scene and I ended up telling his ex all about me because he was keeping her from me. I had stopped talking to Cory and gone to this guy for nothing so I was doing everything in my power to try and make this guys life as miserable as I could. Well no matter what I said to his ex she didn;t listen and her and him are probably happily in love once again.
I messaged Cory about three weeks ago after a month of not speaking to him. I went over to his house and spent the night. The weeks following I had moderate hopes in us talking again but when I asked him if he wanted to hang out again he said I dont know. So with that being said I just told him I'd talk to him later. He messaged me at 3 in the morning the other day telling me I should come there for some "fun". That made me realize that there is absolutely no hope in anything with him. I wouldnt mind being his friend, even a friend with benefits... but I am not going to be just a booty call to him.
I hit a very low point in my life and just threw everything I had worked up to away. I let myself go. I didn't care about anything and I just ate chicken wings for like a month straight and any other bad shit you could think of. I even stopped working out after a while. So I have ate myself up to 162lbs... the biggest I have ever been by 12 lbs. I don't fit into any clothes and I feel gross in all my shirts. I don't want to be intimate with anyone and finding a boyfriend right now would be nice but is out of the question.
Sooo that's the bad.... here is the good.
I graduated from school.... well kinda. I am taking one part time course on wednesday evenings and once I complete that course I will recieve my diploma. I have been searching like crazy for work with no such luck YET. I still have my fingers crossed.
After being sick and tired of looking in the mirror and seeing this huge blob of a human being just grow and grow I've decided to make this huge decision and join Nutrisystem. I started on Monday and am now on day 4 and doing really well. I had tried everything to get back into some good eating habits... I just completely lost all self control and willpower and all of my attempts would fail. I am really excited for this diet though. I have started working out again as well. I am just starting slow with some light jogging and incline walking. It's much harder to workout with an extra 28 lbs on my body.
Well that's the update I know it's super long... you don;t have to read it. All that matters is that I'm back. Maybe not everyday but I will try to keep everyone informed with how my Nutrisystem is going. Wish me luck!
Well I am not talking to any boys anymore... The craziest shit happened with Chris and he realized he still liked his ex gf. A huge shit load of drama went down with that scene and I ended up telling his ex all about me because he was keeping her from me. I had stopped talking to Cory and gone to this guy for nothing so I was doing everything in my power to try and make this guys life as miserable as I could. Well no matter what I said to his ex she didn;t listen and her and him are probably happily in love once again.
I messaged Cory about three weeks ago after a month of not speaking to him. I went over to his house and spent the night. The weeks following I had moderate hopes in us talking again but when I asked him if he wanted to hang out again he said I dont know. So with that being said I just told him I'd talk to him later. He messaged me at 3 in the morning the other day telling me I should come there for some "fun". That made me realize that there is absolutely no hope in anything with him. I wouldnt mind being his friend, even a friend with benefits... but I am not going to be just a booty call to him.
I hit a very low point in my life and just threw everything I had worked up to away. I let myself go. I didn't care about anything and I just ate chicken wings for like a month straight and any other bad shit you could think of. I even stopped working out after a while. So I have ate myself up to 162lbs... the biggest I have ever been by 12 lbs. I don't fit into any clothes and I feel gross in all my shirts. I don't want to be intimate with anyone and finding a boyfriend right now would be nice but is out of the question.
Sooo that's the bad.... here is the good.
I graduated from school.... well kinda. I am taking one part time course on wednesday evenings and once I complete that course I will recieve my diploma. I have been searching like crazy for work with no such luck YET. I still have my fingers crossed.
After being sick and tired of looking in the mirror and seeing this huge blob of a human being just grow and grow I've decided to make this huge decision and join Nutrisystem. I started on Monday and am now on day 4 and doing really well. I had tried everything to get back into some good eating habits... I just completely lost all self control and willpower and all of my attempts would fail. I am really excited for this diet though. I have started working out again as well. I am just starting slow with some light jogging and incline walking. It's much harder to workout with an extra 28 lbs on my body.
Well that's the update I know it's super long... you don;t have to read it. All that matters is that I'm back. Maybe not everyday but I will try to keep everyone informed with how my Nutrisystem is going. Wish me luck!
Ankebuzz
Well-known member
Hey darling! Welcome back!!!
So sorry to hear about the boy troubles... I can relate to your feeling vengeful!!
Aww, don't worry about the gain, you have shed weight before, it's no big deal. I am glad you are back on here and want to take care of yourself again!
I think I read something about Nutrisytem having premade meals sent to you? How does it work?
Ok, off for now, but will be back soon to check in on ya!
So sorry to hear about the boy troubles... I can relate to your feeling vengeful!!
Aww, don't worry about the gain, you have shed weight before, it's no big deal. I am glad you are back on here and want to take care of yourself again!
I think I read something about Nutrisytem having premade meals sent to you? How does it work?
Ok, off for now, but will be back soon to check in on ya!
adeon
New member
Hey Anke! I've missed you!! It seems almost everyone fell off of this site at the same time.
Nutrisystem is basically a meal plan. That's it. It's 350CAD per month and I get shipped 5 weeks of breakfast, lunch, dinner, and dessert. I have to purchase my own fruits, veggies and dairy and just eat what the meal planner tells me to. For example, for breakfast it tells me to eat my choice of one of the breakfast entrees sent to me and also have 1 serving of fruit and 1 serving of dairy or protein. I just eat them and write them down in my planner they provided. It's so easy and it's going soo well. I really thing I will be able to pick up some good habits on this diet.
I did the body pump class on Thursday for the first time in over a month and I was SOOO SORE for 2 days!! i even reduced all my weight. My legs and ass were killing me. I think I'm underestimating how out of shape I really am. Today I am going to attempt a step class at the gym. Today is kinda like my "official" day of getting back to intense workouts. I'm not sure if I will be able to handle it but there is no backing down. I'm going to do it weather my body wants to or not. Tomorrow is my first official weight in and I'm really excited to see the results thus far. I might see if there are any challenges starting up tomorrow as well.
Nutrisystem is basically a meal plan. That's it. It's 350CAD per month and I get shipped 5 weeks of breakfast, lunch, dinner, and dessert. I have to purchase my own fruits, veggies and dairy and just eat what the meal planner tells me to. For example, for breakfast it tells me to eat my choice of one of the breakfast entrees sent to me and also have 1 serving of fruit and 1 serving of dairy or protein. I just eat them and write them down in my planner they provided. It's so easy and it's going soo well. I really thing I will be able to pick up some good habits on this diet.
I did the body pump class on Thursday for the first time in over a month and I was SOOO SORE for 2 days!! i even reduced all my weight. My legs and ass were killing me. I think I'm underestimating how out of shape I really am. Today I am going to attempt a step class at the gym. Today is kinda like my "official" day of getting back to intense workouts. I'm not sure if I will be able to handle it but there is no backing down. I'm going to do it weather my body wants to or not. Tomorrow is my first official weight in and I'm really excited to see the results thus far. I might see if there are any challenges starting up tomorrow as well.
adeon
New member
I'm one week into my diet and I am soo happy! I jumped on the scale today to see my official loss after one week and I'm down to 155.6!!! A loss of 6.6 lbs!!! Soooo stoked!!
I did the Billy Blanks tae bo tape yesterday because I thought the step class started at 10:30 but it actually started at 10. So I missed it!!! I struggled through the 45 minutes so it was probably good that I worked out in my own home. I'm going to be doing the tape again today and hopefully I can improve.
I went to the bar last night with my friends and managed to turn down all the drinks. I WAS going to have one but they didnt have diet soft drinks so I decided against it.
I was possibly going to hang out with Cory on Saturday night but he stiffed me. Last night I sent him a txt telling him he stiffed me and he just responded with "lol". So I blurted out in a txt "its starting to seem like your a bit of a dick naturally". Shit did that hurt him. He's pissed at me now but I don't really care... I kinda care.... but not enough to get down about it. Fuck that! He IS a dick so whatever! I either say it to his face or I just think it in my head. Either way I'm still thinking it.
May 25: 162.2
June 1: 155.6 (-6.6)
I did the Billy Blanks tae bo tape yesterday because I thought the step class started at 10:30 but it actually started at 10. So I missed it!!! I struggled through the 45 minutes so it was probably good that I worked out in my own home. I'm going to be doing the tape again today and hopefully I can improve.
I went to the bar last night with my friends and managed to turn down all the drinks. I WAS going to have one but they didnt have diet soft drinks so I decided against it.
I was possibly going to hang out with Cory on Saturday night but he stiffed me. Last night I sent him a txt telling him he stiffed me and he just responded with "lol". So I blurted out in a txt "its starting to seem like your a bit of a dick naturally". Shit did that hurt him. He's pissed at me now but I don't really care... I kinda care.... but not enough to get down about it. Fuck that! He IS a dick so whatever! I either say it to his face or I just think it in my head. Either way I'm still thinking it.
May 25: 162.2
June 1: 155.6 (-6.6)
adeon
New member
Well things are still going pretty well. I did drink on Saturday night though. I allowed myself to drink one night every two weeks and Saturday was the night. I woke up on Sunday at 2 still drunk and I had to eat my nutrisystem breakfast and lunch at the same time. Then shortly after I had the dinner. After work I decided that I was going to give into chicken wings. Honestly I think my nutrisystem food tastes better than the wings. I woke up at two this morning with an unbearable stomach ache probably from the wings. It was extremely painful!! I'm just glad it's over.
So I weighed in today and I was only down .6 lbs from my last weigh in. I will accept this number though since I did fuck up last night. I'm just glad it's a loss.
May 25: 162.2
June 1: 155.6 (-6.6)
June 8: 155.0 (-7.2)
So I weighed in today and I was only down .6 lbs from my last weigh in. I will accept this number though since I did fuck up last night. I'm just glad it's a loss.
May 25: 162.2
June 1: 155.6 (-6.6)
June 8: 155.0 (-7.2)
Alta818
New member
.....you are my IDOL....turning down drinks....having water at a bar....losing 6.6lbs in a week.....dong Billy Blanks....HOLY HELL woman!!! ....
...you are doing this....AMAZING!!!I could have swore by your pic up there that you were like 115lbs...REALLY!!
! Good job girlie!!!