snowbabetrina
New member
Hey everyone. I just decided to start my own weight loss diary. I was reading someone else's and felt motivated, and that's rare. I am currently 18 years old and 173 lbs. Throughout high school I held a weight in the 150s. I have always wanted to be in the 130s but my eating is holding me back.
I was a cross country runner freshman through junior year. I occasionally dropped into the high 140s and I would be ecstatic. However, my senior year, my coach kicked me off of the team because I was unable to make summer training. I only missed summer training because I was out-of-state with my mom, who was having surgery on her hand because she nearly amputated it the year before. After my coach did that, I really gave up. This past year I gained 20 lbs.
I am starting college in September and am very afraid of the freshman 15. I feel as though I have already lost myself. I just don't know what to expect, but i know I am expecting the worst.
My mom and I run every day. We run between 2-3 miles. I am so proud of her, because after having 6 children she stopped worrying about weight for a long time. Now she is trying to lose weight, I figured I could use her as motivation. However, I find myslef eating ice cream and anything junk food like around the house. This even happens when I put myself on a diet when I eat 5-6 meals and I am full all day. Whether I am full or not, I find sugar and eat it. I regret it deeply afterwards, but I still continue to do it. I just think to myself, well all that hard work i put into running this morning was just wasted, but obviously that doesnt help much either.
I'm excited about my new weight loss diary. I am hoping this is something that will help me stay on track. I am also looking for a lot of support and motivation (none will be turned away)!
I was a cross country runner freshman through junior year. I occasionally dropped into the high 140s and I would be ecstatic. However, my senior year, my coach kicked me off of the team because I was unable to make summer training. I only missed summer training because I was out-of-state with my mom, who was having surgery on her hand because she nearly amputated it the year before. After my coach did that, I really gave up. This past year I gained 20 lbs.
I am starting college in September and am very afraid of the freshman 15. I feel as though I have already lost myself. I just don't know what to expect, but i know I am expecting the worst.
My mom and I run every day. We run between 2-3 miles. I am so proud of her, because after having 6 children she stopped worrying about weight for a long time. Now she is trying to lose weight, I figured I could use her as motivation. However, I find myslef eating ice cream and anything junk food like around the house. This even happens when I put myself on a diet when I eat 5-6 meals and I am full all day. Whether I am full or not, I find sugar and eat it. I regret it deeply afterwards, but I still continue to do it. I just think to myself, well all that hard work i put into running this morning was just wasted, but obviously that doesnt help much either.
I'm excited about my new weight loss diary. I am hoping this is something that will help me stay on track. I am also looking for a lot of support and motivation (none will be turned away)!
