Secretsof2113
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I guess stepping on the scale really made it kick in for me tonight. Seeing the 290 staring back at me. I always told myself if I got that close to 300 pounds, I needed a drastic change. And the time has come. I can't let the crap habits that I've gotten into cause me any more issues. I'm a college graduate and work full time, but my work hours vary a whole lot. I'm always on my feet and walking around. I actually keep a pedometer on me every day just to see how many steps I take on an average day at work. The small store I work in tends to bring in around 3000 steps a day.
I know where many of my problems lie. I live in a small house with my packrat mother, meaning there is no room in the kitchen to cook anything unless it's quick, so we opt to eat out much of the time. When my boyfriend is over, it's the same thing with the two of us. With my mom, it's usually fast food, and with the boy, it's usually a nicer sit down place. I try and control a lot of what I eat at these places, but a lot of it for me is portion. And also eating out of boredom. I notice I do that a lot as well, and I know I shouldn't be.
I've been trained to scarf down food in a short period of time. 20 minute high school lunches, 30 minute breaks between college classes, that sort of thing. So naturally, that habit has not ended for me.
I have come here to start tracking my daily activities. If I can take 10 minutes each day to record what I did and did not do correctly, I'll be able to keep tabs on my habits, and hopefully break the bad ones and keep up the good ones.
My goal is to get to a solid 200. I'm big boned, so I know I can't get much lighter than that. I'm also not going to set a time goal because I don't want to try and rush things. I'd like to say a year realistically, but it may be a little shorter, or longer than that. I certainly know my health will improve vastly if I start this.
So here's to keeping track of my journey to a new me.
I know where many of my problems lie. I live in a small house with my packrat mother, meaning there is no room in the kitchen to cook anything unless it's quick, so we opt to eat out much of the time. When my boyfriend is over, it's the same thing with the two of us. With my mom, it's usually fast food, and with the boy, it's usually a nicer sit down place. I try and control a lot of what I eat at these places, but a lot of it for me is portion. And also eating out of boredom. I notice I do that a lot as well, and I know I shouldn't be.
I've been trained to scarf down food in a short period of time. 20 minute high school lunches, 30 minute breaks between college classes, that sort of thing. So naturally, that habit has not ended for me.
I have come here to start tracking my daily activities. If I can take 10 minutes each day to record what I did and did not do correctly, I'll be able to keep tabs on my habits, and hopefully break the bad ones and keep up the good ones.
My goal is to get to a solid 200. I'm big boned, so I know I can't get much lighter than that. I'm also not going to set a time goal because I don't want to try and rush things. I'd like to say a year realistically, but it may be a little shorter, or longer than that. I certainly know my health will improve vastly if I start this.
So here's to keeping track of my journey to a new me.