FabulouslyCurvy
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Good Morning !!
So - why am I here? Well, I'm a 23 year old female. I have a three year old little boy, an 8 month old Doberman, and a wonderful boyfriend who couldn't be a better man if the God's fashioned him themselves.
But why am I here? I have everything I could really want... right? Well, as I said.. I'm 23 and I weight a little over 300lbs. I don't think I've ever really said that out loud to much. I weight 307lbs (last time I checked) and I couldn't be more unhappy. Now - the good news? I USED to weight 350lbs, but last year I dropped almost 50lbs. It was a great start.... and then I stopped. Why did I stop? Because I met my boyfriend and I decided time with him was more important. Even today... almost a year later, I always seem to pick him over me. He's in great shape! He goes to the gym 4 times a week - and for some reason, I can't seem to make it once. I'm so busy taking care of everyone else, I've let the one person who really matters down. Me. Myself. and I.
I'm here today... because I need to be honest with someone. I was on Herbal Magic last year and it worked in the sense that it taught me HOW to eat. What I should and shouldn't be eating and how to make it work for me. It worked while I was following my food plan, but now that I've strayed... it is just getting harder and harder to get back to being focused.
SO - here I am. 23 years old (24 in march) and I will be DAMNED if I'm going to walk around for another f*cking year feeling like this. I have a boy I need to live for. I have a man in my life who I can finally see living my life with and being 307lbs isn't helping anyone.
Wish me luck! I know I can do this. I've done it before - I just need to get my ass in gear.
So - why am I here? Well, I'm a 23 year old female. I have a three year old little boy, an 8 month old Doberman, and a wonderful boyfriend who couldn't be a better man if the God's fashioned him themselves.
But why am I here? I have everything I could really want... right? Well, as I said.. I'm 23 and I weight a little over 300lbs. I don't think I've ever really said that out loud to much. I weight 307lbs (last time I checked) and I couldn't be more unhappy. Now - the good news? I USED to weight 350lbs, but last year I dropped almost 50lbs. It was a great start.... and then I stopped. Why did I stop? Because I met my boyfriend and I decided time with him was more important. Even today... almost a year later, I always seem to pick him over me. He's in great shape! He goes to the gym 4 times a week - and for some reason, I can't seem to make it once. I'm so busy taking care of everyone else, I've let the one person who really matters down. Me. Myself. and I.
I'm here today... because I need to be honest with someone. I was on Herbal Magic last year and it worked in the sense that it taught me HOW to eat. What I should and shouldn't be eating and how to make it work for me. It worked while I was following my food plan, but now that I've strayed... it is just getting harder and harder to get back to being focused.
SO - here I am. 23 years old (24 in march) and I will be DAMNED if I'm going to walk around for another f*cking year feeling like this. I have a boy I need to live for. I have a man in my life who I can finally see living my life with and being 307lbs isn't helping anyone.
Wish me luck! I know I can do this. I've done it before - I just need to get my ass in gear.
