so here it is...1:16am...i know i have to go to bed but im so excited..its monday im starting my weight loss journey today...i know i know it shouldnt have to wait to be a weekday it should start whenever...but im one of those people that have to have it start on an even day..cant just be here n now...BUT here n now has come...im so excited. but im scared also..i have to know i didnt get this way over night. so its not going to just go away over night. its something im going to have to work on everyday...100% and im 150% ready. i owe it to myself to be happy. and this is the way to go...im ready to settle down...start a family. and if i cant love myself..then how can i love someone else the same? me first. so i can give my all to those around me n not have to worry wether someone is disgusted looking at me or not. just thought id share!! <3 <3
