BlueBean
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Been a while since I last updated. I have the flu, boo to that! I dislike not working, and had to rearrange several appointments because of this nasty bug. I always feel like I am letting the team down when I call in sick (which is rarely), but I just could not manage to comprehend life yesterday, let alone work around animals.
102.8kgs this morning, although I am not taking it seriously. I was 103.6kgs two days ago, and I tend to bounce my weight around when sick (even though o/h forces me to eat). Just seeing 102.8kgs makes me realize this is possible, I can actually get lower numbers. Exercise hasn't existed, I haven't had the time.. which I know is a very, very poor excuse. Food wise I've been good - I've had a full bag of crisps (or two...) this past week, which obviously isn't great for my salt intake. At the moment all I can taste is salt, fat, and strong flavors (mildly), so everything is getting salted for flavour and electrolytes. I made some 'bliss balls' (raw), and these are TOO YUMMY! Why have I not been introduced before??? I made some more today, added a bit of extra salt and boom - deliciousness!!! These are my new favorite snack - and they don't make me feel sick. Winner! I am excited to play around with the recipe (when I'm feeling better), but the basic one is just to yum!
Next week is full on, sick or not, I have a tonne of work that I cannot avoid or move. So I am sleeping as much as I can (I get horrible dreams/restless when I take medication) in effort to be better for next week. My 2nd degree burn is now at a point where I don't have to have it bandaged, and am desperately trying to get that to heal faster as well.
My partner showed me a before/after weight loss journey, and boy was she inspiring! It's hard to believe there is a skinny me under this fat suit.. some days I just don't believe she exists. Other days, I can hear her crying to get out.
I will be double digits by Christmas - that is my first goal. I don't care that I am taking longer than I should to get there, this is my journey, and I'm feeling great for it. I no longer flinch at the chance of chocolate/sugary sweets, this I am proud of!
over and out! x
102.8kgs this morning, although I am not taking it seriously. I was 103.6kgs two days ago, and I tend to bounce my weight around when sick (even though o/h forces me to eat). Just seeing 102.8kgs makes me realize this is possible, I can actually get lower numbers. Exercise hasn't existed, I haven't had the time.. which I know is a very, very poor excuse. Food wise I've been good - I've had a full bag of crisps (or two...) this past week, which obviously isn't great for my salt intake. At the moment all I can taste is salt, fat, and strong flavors (mildly), so everything is getting salted for flavour and electrolytes. I made some 'bliss balls' (raw), and these are TOO YUMMY! Why have I not been introduced before??? I made some more today, added a bit of extra salt and boom - deliciousness!!! These are my new favorite snack - and they don't make me feel sick. Winner! I am excited to play around with the recipe (when I'm feeling better), but the basic one is just to yum!
Next week is full on, sick or not, I have a tonne of work that I cannot avoid or move. So I am sleeping as much as I can (I get horrible dreams/restless when I take medication) in effort to be better for next week. My 2nd degree burn is now at a point where I don't have to have it bandaged, and am desperately trying to get that to heal faster as well.
My partner showed me a before/after weight loss journey, and boy was she inspiring! It's hard to believe there is a skinny me under this fat suit.. some days I just don't believe she exists. Other days, I can hear her crying to get out.
I will be double digits by Christmas - that is my first goal. I don't care that I am taking longer than I should to get there, this is my journey, and I'm feeling great for it. I no longer flinch at the chance of chocolate/sugary sweets, this I am proud of!
over and out! x