now Aint that the truth!
I know for a fact that i will never fail in this diet because ive changed. I now look at the idiot i was and wonder why on earth i didnt do this before. If only i knew then what i knew now!
And what makes it worse is that i was teaching my kids the same bad habits. I was in denial! I used to go to the malls and snigger at fat people thinking 'i might be fat but at least im not as fat as her'. Only the current me looks at photos and goes 'OH MY GOD WAS I BLIND!' I was probably fatter! I cant believe i kidded myself and lied to myself so much.
I always prided myself on being very honest with myself - oh boy was i wrong!
Now when i see somebody overweight walking down the street i want to walk up to them and give them a darned good shaking up and teach them a few things!
This is why i know that i cannot possibly fail. Because ive changed - im not that fat person on the inside anymore. Im not kidding myself into thinking such utter crap.
Just to throw in another few ways i kidded myself so we can all have a laugh
1) I thought fat but my fat was proportionally spread so i didnt look as fat (pft!)
2) I knew i was fat but thought i was pretty active and fit for a fat person
3) I ate pretty healthy most of the time (sure i did, i just ate enough for 4 healthy people!)
4) I only ever bought stretchy clothes because they would stretch to my size so i could buy a size smaller, then as they stretched i would tell myself 'oh look how baggy they are now - i must have lost weight!' ( i now own a couple of pairs of non stretch pants!)