This year I will finally complete my goal!

Dandelion5

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Hi everyone!!!

What brings me here today? I need motivation and support. Here is my story...

I used to naturally be a healthy weight. All through my teens I could eat whatever I wanted and nothing changed. When around age 17-18 I began working as a cook, I started to gain a bit of weight. Not that it bothered me very much but it was noticeable.

At age 23 I had my first baby. Never did loose the baby weight. At age 27 had my 2nd and final baby and gained even more weight!

June 2012 we moved and I did most of the packing and moving of the boxes. For the next 2 years I had EXTREME sciatica!!!!! Nearly had back surgery! Turns out I ruptured a spinal disc! It is/was? protruding 1.3 centimeters to the right into my sciatic nerve. My right hip, leg and foot felt like I had been hit by a bus. Medication made zero difference :(

It scared me a lot and I was in so much constant pain that I decided to seek out a healthier way of living because I believe that the body has the ability to heal itself and is constantly trying to do so. It just needs the proper building blocks.

I started eating lots of veggies, making fresh fruit and veggie juices, vitamin supplements and some moderate exercises. I do not drive yet so I walk everywhere. Sciatica is still there but is barely noticeable now. Just enough to remind me to be aware of my back.

January 2015. I decided to finally loose the extra weight. I did at least an hour of fast paced treadmill walking (easier than running on the joints, still paranoid about my back) 6 days a week and I really watched what I ate. The more results I saw, the easier this way of living was becoming. I got excited to exercise.
I did this for about 5 months and lost 20 pounds!! Everyone noticed and I felt pretty good about myself.
But my relationship with my husband has been strained since the discovery of his porn habit. (long story)
I took a really big hit to my self esteem. Im still having a hard time with it but im slowly getting better as I start focusing more on myself.

I hopped on the scale this morning and I weighed in at 174 :( gained it all back and stuck in a rut.

My goal is 130 pounds. I hope by coming here often to update my diary, it will give me accountability. No more excuses.. this year I will reach my goal!

I look forward to posting with all of you and hope I can contribute positively to this forum. Thanks to all who took the time to read this and good luck with your journey towards better health!
 
Hi Dandelion & welcome to the forum. I'm sure you can contribute positively & you already have. Welcome to our fold.
Finding out your husband has a porn habit would have been a big shock. It may be that he was addicted to porn a long time before being with you. I am so sorry that your self-esteem took such a hit. It would be very hard but try not to take his problems personally.
You are right to focus on yourself & your health & well-being. I am really glad you found us. There are so many really good people in this forum who will offer you support & encouragement. Thank you for sharing so much. It helps us get to know you, xo Cate
 
Welcome to the forum from me too Dandelion! You have some pretty great assets for weight loss: two little ones to set an example for, cooking skills and the knowledge you can really do it because you already have done it once. Good luck girl!
 
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