oh man, what a day.
I woke up really early this morning and elated to see it was 65 degrees at 5:45am. I just knew I had to get out and walk early because I just <3 those morning walks
I cranked out a 5.5 miler and came home and put the coffee on. While sipping java and contemplating the remainder of the day, I had a very enriched MSN conversation with a very empowering lady who has been with my journey since day one - literally. As always, we walked inside each other's heads and the effect it had on me (all told) was to get back out on that trail and do it again.
So I did, and I'm glad I did. Some days are more rewarding than others and today is right up there in the top 3 for me - maybe even the best yet.
It isn't always easy to explain why a number (weight) plays evil games with us in proportion to clothes size, why one looks heavier when they weigh 10 less and the countless other mindfucks this weight loss does to us. But I do hold tightly to my success (as far as gauging myself) in appearance of body parts that have been troublesome and stodgy. I kid you not when I say my lower abs are losing the battle they so defiantly wage against me. I really am pwning them now. They can't keep up with me, those mofo's are just finally giving in to my brutality to defeat them.
I was having second thoughts that I was going to have to have surgery, I no longer think that way. I have struggled for two months letting them win, now I know my lower abs
can't win this battle.
A new record was established today:
12.5 miles
hell yes !!
I'll bet some of you get sick of me writing like I'm either bragging or being some kind of forum warrior but let me tell you this:
I write here for ME. Go BACK to post one. I told you all this IS a battle and a promise. I DON'T want to be a 95%'er. I don't EVER want to be obese again - ever !! This is MY dream. This is MY passion. I AM the one who works at this every single day, even when I get it wrong I never give up.
Debi is right, I don't like weak links at all, but I just expect that from myself.
Check yourself people and step up to the plate, or step aside and let me through.