Big day for me.
I took my D.O.T. physical. I'm certified by law having met ALL health requirements to return to the industry that left me in dire health - check that, that I left myself get into poor health.
I closed a couple doors by taking the leap of faith. I pretty much entered a paper trail that says I'm no longer disabled. I'm pretty much committed to seek out the real world like the rest of you now that I pulled the parachute cord.
This may very well say I'm not considering school anymore either. I wish I could say why I won't take this opportunity because it did seem enchanting - for awhile. It's just not where my heart is leading me though. Time is not on my side. 27 or even 37, I'd probably jumped all over this - 47 changes things considerably. The one thing that school can't change is my need to be an earner much more sooner than 2 or 4 years from now.
I feel good about my decision. I love driving those big trucks and until you do it, you'll never understand it. It was what I was meant to be, I believe. I worked hard to get back to what I loved. Though I'm not at my 'goal' weight, I feel I've come full circle. To me there is no bigger success than what I did today.