Cerella - Yes. It was a bonus. Then today my girl was asking for the cannelloni she tasted last week, and I got to make just one meal for everyone again today! A two day bonus!!
Lena - I do somehow enjoy that stair climbing, and don't regret it despite the hash I made of today's exercise (ie by not doing it), and the price I'm paying in sore muscles.
It is a bit weird that I do like it though, and I don't exactly know why I started. I was just looking for add ons to my walking at one stage and this is where I ended up. Maybe I like them because climbing them so strongly reminds me of the progress I've made. They used to puffed me so much, that I would make sure I had both feet on one step before I took the next one. I clearly remember attending a party this last January and noticing that I had climbed a flight of about 6 steps with just one foot per stair and being pleased at the progress.
It's very strange to have made such a big change. I know I was different but it's hard now to grasp how different. I think it's worth continuing to remind myself about the other me so that I don't morph back into her again. I'm quite conscious of all the little things that creep in to my day which are part of my old behaviours and could start to lead me backwards. There is a part of me that feels that I have always just been the same person, but how could I be the same and look so different and behave so differently? Another part feels I always was the way I am now but that my body was different, and that my current one is more like the real me I always thought I was. I thought I was like this, but I was not. Perhaps if I had more thoroughly taken in just how fat I really was I would have made this change sooner. Maybe not. I still get a bit surprised when I walk down the passage and look up to see myself in the mirror.
Nice things from today.
Walked past a shop that has started to show some new season's clothes, and didn't try them on because I don't want to spend the money. NOT because I knew they would look totally different in my size, and probably didn't even come in it.
I got back a fasting blood sugar reading that was significantly lower than any I've had for quite a few years. It wasn't wonderfully low, but was a lot better.
5.4. My last few were around 6.0- 6.1. 6.1 is the old line where they would send you for a glucose tolerance test. Now it's 5.5. So yes, I'd like it to be better, but still it's progress.
Wednesday
Breakfast 11:00 2 weetbix,. 1C lowfat soy milk. 1/3 C tinned peaches. 1 slice wholemeal toast with plum and cinnamon jam. Boiled egg. 2 C coffee with 40 ml Hilo milk.
Lunch: 4:15 Toasted sandwich: 2 slices wholemeal bread. Lowfat hard cheese. Coffee with milk.
Dinner: 7:15 Cannelloni : 4 tubes, ~ 65 gm ricotta cheese, spinach, egg white, tinned tomato, EVO oil, ~ 15 gm parmesan. (+ 15 gm extra cheese, cos I forgot to adapt my bit of the recipe). Microwaved carrots and broccoli . 1 slice watermelon. 8 fresh dates. A bowl of sugar snap peas in front of the TV because I felt like snacking. 1 sip green tea before I fell asleep.
Snack: 11:00 Caffeine free diet coke.
Exercise: Well I stayed in bed forever, finally got all the paperwork and signatures completed for the passports, shopped for tonight's dinner, and cooked it, and ate it, and fell asleep. That was my entire day. No exercise. And did I ever need tonight's walk!!! My legs are about 99% seized.