Saturday
Breakfast 9:00 2 weetbix (107 cal), 1/3 C diced peaches (~40 cals), 1C low fat soy milk (122cal). 1 slice wholemeal toast (70 cal) with minimal margarine (18 cal) and marmalade (12 cal) . Boiled egg (71 cal). 1/2 C tomato juice (25 cal). 1C coffee with 40 ml Hilo milk (20 cal).
Lunch : 12:30 2 thin slices wholemeal bread (?140 cal). Leftover veal parmigiana (108 cal). 1 C tinned pumpkin soup ( 75 cal)
Snack: 1 nice new Pink Lady apple (70 cal). 5 million almonds (280 cal).
Dinner: 6:30 2 roasted chicken thighs (164 cal) wrapped in streaky bacon (86cal) (I do not recommend this as weight loss protein) 1 roast potato (161 cal), 1 roast carrot (30 cal), 3 roast florets broccoli (15 cal). Oil ?(60 cal). 3 fresh dates (60 cal.) 1 tub diet apricot yoghurt (84 cal)
Total: 1818 cal
No exercise again.
So after all that food I feel over-full for the second night in a row. It has quietened my cravings. Two nights in a row of that doesn't strike me as healthy though.
I have been a bit less controlled in my eating and feeling much more inclined to eat badly than usual. I'm not eating heaps worse but the idea of eating the sweet things that made me fat was constantly on my mind, both today and yesterday. I do think it is related to being tired still and not properly over my bug. This week I have frequently had the feeling that what I am doing is effortful - that most things seem effortful - because I am weaker than usual. It's a physical thing and it's mental too. Though this is the weekend Saturdays are often exceptionally busy days and today fitted right in to that pattern.
I guess it will pass. I deliberately didn't exercise tonight - the day was too busy and I gave myself another night off. I am hopeful that tomorrow will turn out to be a really good catch up time - for rest and for exercise and that will probably help me feel more normal about food too.
I lost weight today. Well, that may not be true, but I weighed myself on the shopping centre scales and I weighed less than last Saturday. I have just about given up on the scales I bought for my house. I tried weighing myself this morning. 76.1kg first up in the nude. 76.8 after I had eaten breakfast. 77.4 after I had eaten breakfast, with my clothes on. So far so good? Then mid-morning I wanted to weigh again immediately before I went to the shopping centre and weighed there so I could be sure of the difference between these scales and the ones I've been using all this time. 77.4 it says - very cool think I. Are you sure? 77.4 kg. Really though - try again - 77.4. OK. Scales are sure. Five minutes later I try again (WHYYYYYYY!!?) In rapid succession I get 77.9 kg, 77.9, 77.1 kg, 77.1 kg, 77.6, 77.9, 77.6, 77.9. Right say I. I will ask the other scales at the shopping centre.
Why should I care? Can I not just say I weigh 77 kg. Forget the point? Not really, the difference of 0.8 kg is 1.75 lb. If I lost or gained that in a week I would think it deserved some attention...
Anyhow the shopping centre scales said 78.1 kg. I'll take that!!
Also, as the weather is noticeably cool now, I finally went today to buy more clothes to fit my new size. Actually I had been wondering if I was still that size, and whether the smaller trousers I bought before had always been as baggy as they seemed yesterday. And in fact it turns out I am another size down.

Aussie size 14 now. Two more sizes would take me back to the size I was as a normal weight young woman. I even bought smaller undies so that I have some that don't wrinkle up under the new trousers! I have only lost around 2 kg since I was excited to fit in to size 16's. I am definitely a 14 though - I tried a lot of things on and that was the size that fitted - in tops as well. Remembering back I thought I would need to be about 70-72 kg for this size - but I'm happy to be wrong about that.