gelatinous
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This is going to hurt, not in a physical sense but more on the emotional side.
I just stumbled upon this place, and immediately signed up after having discovered the before and after forum. It encouraged me to take my camera, and at 2 in the morning (right now - and looking very crappy), snap pictures of myself. I've always been camera shy, but this one was just the one moment my stomach dropped full of lead. I've never been more scared in my life of something than this, but I figured that if I post my images here - I am committed to exercise and diet if only so that I can not fall off the bandwagon, replace them later
I seem to do that a lot. I've a hard time figuring out how to start and most importantly, how to keep going. I'm currently a college junior pursuing two majors and a minor, and so more often than not my meal times will find me in the studio (fine arts is one of my degrees), or in the library with my nose in a book.
So here's to me hoping that I can make friends here and find the right way around getting back my life - I'm engaged and about to marry in two years- and while that wedding gown is part of my motivation, i want to lead a healthy life.
Without further ado:
I just stumbled upon this place, and immediately signed up after having discovered the before and after forum. It encouraged me to take my camera, and at 2 in the morning (right now - and looking very crappy), snap pictures of myself. I've always been camera shy, but this one was just the one moment my stomach dropped full of lead. I've never been more scared in my life of something than this, but I figured that if I post my images here - I am committed to exercise and diet if only so that I can not fall off the bandwagon, replace them later

I seem to do that a lot. I've a hard time figuring out how to start and most importantly, how to keep going. I'm currently a college junior pursuing two majors and a minor, and so more often than not my meal times will find me in the studio (fine arts is one of my degrees), or in the library with my nose in a book.
So here's to me hoping that I can make friends here and find the right way around getting back my life - I'm engaged and about to marry in two years- and while that wedding gown is part of my motivation, i want to lead a healthy life.
Without further ado:
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