Still the same old really, yesterday I didn't manage to hit 1000 kcal (again), and felt like crap all day. But I wasn't hungry, so didn't want to eat. I think my brain is trying to sabotage my weight loss!!
Have made it a point to get some fruit and vegetables yesterday though, and will try to include at least one piece of fruit and one portion of vegetables into my day, EVERY DAY, from now on. I know it's not much, but hopefully it'll be a start that leads me to further improve my diet.
302 lbs this morning - I was hoping to be under 300 by now, but looking at how things are going recently, I think I'm lucky that I'm losing at all, even if it's slow, so I'll try to look at the positives - it's a loss, and there are clothes that I can wear now that didn't fit a month ago. I have stocked up my wardrobe a little, and have gotten stuff that's actually reasonably pretty, and not just practical.
I work in a charity shop, and we get a lot of really high quality donations, often brand new with tags still attached. Until recently, we very rarely got anything in that would fit, since size 24 was about the biggest we got. Now, my boss and some of the other volunteers are really nice and supportive, and when I came in on Thursday, my boss had put about 10 items of clothing to one side for me to look at because she thought it might be stuff that fits me now. She still underestimates what size I'm wearing though....*lol*....got two really nice shirts and a pair of jeans though, all new, with price tags attached. If I had bought those things at the regular price, it would have cost me about £ 100. I still have to pay for them (it's a charity after all, I wouldn't want the stuff for free), but it was only £ 2.99 each, and we as volunteers get 20% off, as a treat because we work for free there. So it was really nice to get some new things. Even better, if they get too big (hopefully soon...*lol*) I can bring them back to the shop, and we might be able to sell them again, and I will hopefully be able to find something smaller. Win-win.
Anyway, I'm rambling. Today's not a good day. Had to take a rather large amount of codein last night so I would be able to sleep through. Slept reasonably well, but woke up with a migraine headache, can't turn my head to the right (my neck's been hurting for a while now), and am generally feeling out of it as a result of the painkillers. And that's why I don't usually like to take them. In addition, it's warm and incredibly humid today, which certainly doesn't help..
Right, I'm done rambling. Off to do something useful, even though I'm not entirely sure what that will be yet.
