Day # 343
I've been on that "cleansing" no preservatives, no sugars, no dairy diet for 8 days including today. I got on the scales this morning and have lost 8 or 9 pounds in the last week, depending on which scale I believe...new or crazy scale. I'm inclined to take the lower number. So, I'm officially stating I have lost an additional 8 pounds since last Monday. WOO and HOO. I am done with the "cleanse" on Wednesday and will add milk back in on Thursday. The only thing I've really missed is my diet soda. Or, anything other than drinking water. I miss me some iced tea with lemon and a pink packet. But, other than the drinks, the food I've eaten has been more or less what I had been eating, minus some preservatives. I'll weigh in again on Thursday morning to see what the 10-day diet really did in total and let you know.
I am down to my lowest weight since hmm, early 2002. It was during that nasty job that I began in 2001 that I began my descent into monster eating. I was so depressed there and hated it so much. I worked there from October 2001 through end of July 2004. During that time, I managed to gain back all that I had lost originally and then some...and then some more. (But, I'm not dwelling.) I knew what I was doing every time I downed pasta or a piece of tiramisu. Just drowning my misery in yummy delicious (oh so scrumptious) foods. I'd wager I have about another 40-50 pounds to lose before I'm back to what was my absolute thinnest ever....and that was still about 25 pounds over my overall goal. Still a lot, at least in my own head. I think that list of what is acceptable weights for your height is seriously off. If I weighed the 140 it says I should for my near 5'9" self, I think I'd be near anorexic. I have no intention of ever getting down that low. I think my head would look way too big for sure!!!
Today I slid into a brand new pair of capris that I had bought on ridiculously low sale once like three years ago that never fit. I just took the tags off this morning. And, I have to say, I was pretty proud as I slid them right on. They are not cutting off my circulation. I can move in them. And, they don't look skin tight or hideous. A good day. Eight pounds less....and new pants....a great day. And, I'm so happy that my bras are feeling much looser. Breathing easy and not fidgeting is always a good things. I know you ladies will understand this!
Did well all weekend with food. Kept really tight to the diet. I was very proud of that considering I was at Mom's house...the haven of all foods bad for you. I had eggs for breakfast on Saturday. I had tuna and fruit for lunch. And, then for dinner salmon (thanks for sharing, Nate!) and grilled veggies. Those were very tasty indeed. Then, sisters and I went to Eat 'n Park at 10 p.m. and stayed for three hours. I am happy to report I managed to suppress my desire to inhale the two plates of onion rings that were on the table or my very favorite - Grilled Stickies A la Mode! That one was hard to resist. Yesterday I had eggs again for breakfast. For lunch/dinner (all in one meal) I had baked chicken with herbs that Jess made and some fruit. The chicken was very yummy. I bought some spices last night and will try to recreate for myself to eat the next few nights. And, even though candy was surrounding me at the play we went to see at the Benedum - M&Ms to my right, twizzlers and milk duds to my left - with Em trying to cram twizzlers into my mouth, seriously, she was trying to - I resisted temptation. And, I so do love the twizzlers. Perhaps that's why Em was so pushy? She knows I love them.
So, I made it through a really tough food weekend at home. Today I had...what else? Eggs again for breakfast. Although, I did find some fresh homemade salsa at the grocery store last night with no preservatives. I put some on top. OH yum! I love salsa!! For lunch I have my homemade version of vegetable soup, tuna, and cantaloupe/strawberries. I need to start walking more consistently. I did walk Friday, but skipped Saturday and Sunday. I'm planning on walking tonight as well.
Hope you're all doing well.