Hey! Thankyou for the replies
A couple years ago my sister asked me to be in her wedding and I used it for motivation to drop some weight as well. I ordered my dress 2 sizes smaller and when it came in it didnt do up - I hung it in my room and every day when I woke up and went to bed I reminded myself that I would have to wear that dress and get professional pictures taken that would hang on someone's wall in their house for the rest of their lives. I got down to 160 pounds the smallest I had ever come close to and felt so good that day! I later gained some of it back - but now it's my wedding and time to get in even better shape because this time it will be me with the pictures on the wall for life! I'm glad you said yes to your friend because it's going to be a very special day for her and you! I look forward to keeping up with your journal and reading more!
I am really glad I said yes too - I have a real tendency to be shy and miss out on things I want to do because of this. It still makes me feel anxious every time I think about it - But this is a good thing, i'm sure, a driving force - your wedding story shows that it works anyway

Congratulations on getting married! You will look amazing, i'm sure.
I think having something to lose for is a great idea, so I'm glad you said yes to being a bridesmaid. When you feel like cheating or not exercising, you have that to think about. I don't know when the wedding is, so I don't know if you can reach your goals by then, but every little bit counts and I'm sure you'll be much closer.
As far as not having a scale, is there a gym or a clinic on campus at your university? Either place might have a scale. In the case of a student clinic (or even just a nurse's office) I bet they would let you come in once a week to weigh if you explained to them what you are doing. Worth a shot anyway, the worst they can say is no.
Good job on your weight loss so far!
It is one of the main things that is keeping me going with this. The wedding isnt until late october, so I have over 6-7 months I think.
In an ideal world, I will have hit 165, but on a more realistic level, anything below 180 would be good. Doesn't stop me from trying for 165 though.
There are scales on campus, I guess part of me is just too concious to weigh in public - I'm home every other weekend anyway usually, so it's not a huge problem really. Plus whilst at home I weigh every day, so i'm trying to cut down.
The last few days have been much much much better with regards to my dieting efforts.
On a more short term note - I really want to get under 200 as soon as possible.