I know. It's not fair, eh? We'll turn it around. We're strong, capable women. This minor weight setback won't stop any of us in the long run.

Yay us!
I can't believe I can finally say this...
Matt will be home the day after tomorrow! Wow... These 4 months went way too fast. I hope the next 4 don't go so quickly. I hate looking back and wondering where the time went.
Also, I need these next 8 months to go by slowly because Matt has just been offered a job in Calgary when he graduates in May. That means that he'll be moving far away from me, but not just for 4 months this time.

*sigh* I think I'm heartbroken. I'm happy for him because it's a great job and great money and it will open so many doors for him for the future, but of course I'm also sad and a little angry. He wants me to come with him because I will also be graduating then, but I have a lot of things to consider before I could decide to move so far away. If I get into med school, then I definitely can't go with him... and that sticks me here for 4 years, while he's on the other side of the country. Uggghhhh... I shouldn't even be thinking about this right now. It tortures me inside.

For the past 2 years of the 4 we've been together, I've been certain that this is it... That we'd be together, get married, have babies, have grandbabies, retire, get old. Now I have no idea what will happen. I know I could just say, "Don't go", and he wouldn't go. But I can't do that. I wouldn't want to take this opportunity from him and I certainly wouldn't want him to resent me. Anyway, I'm not going to think about it right now.
Happy thoughts!