Hi I used to post here but then fell out of habit of it , but I did find it helpfu having an online journal so I am going to try again. So I just had my sixth baby four months ago and my husband and I have decided we are done having kids now ( we are running out of space lol) so for the past 10 years I have been pregnant or nursing so I sometimes could get some weight gone and a lot of times I could not . It was hard to stay motivated when I knew I was just going to get pregnant again soon anyways . Now that I am not going to be pregnant again that excuse is gone so I am hoping I can start losing a little weight through diet alone since excercise other than walks with the kids doesn't fit into my life right now . I have gotten very heavy over the years , I am 5"2 and 205 pounds which is a lot to move around and my knees and back hurt a bit from I am assuming the weight . My husband is very fit which is awesome but sometimes i feel like he doesn't quite understand how hard this always is for me I am basically addicted to sugar and it is so hard to not reach for chocolate when I go on very little sleep . I haven't given up though and I am hoping that this time around the overhaul on my eating habits sticks and I can start feeling better so my kids always remember mommy playing.