hickgurltx
New member
Hi ya guys. 
I've been away for a while.
...I'm Back...
Boy Howdy do I need Support!
My family is not supportive/helpful, and sadly my hubby is not supportive.
It's hard when you're trying to lose weight and become healthy/revived & you have to do it alone.
The only friends I have are on-line and I've tried very hard to meet new people lately but that is not easy when you are starting from scratch..Where do I go? lol
I tried local meetup groups but they are too far away.
No one is in my area and the groups I tried never planned activities near me.
I'll keep searching for local groups that may fire up near me.
I have been in/out of major depression cycles and my emotional eating started up again.
Before C-Mas I reached a New Low of 170.0 lbs but during the holiday's I lost my groove and never got it back.
I had spurts of energy and will power but it quickly burned out.
I was gaining/losing the same 6-7 lbs. and never saw the 60's.
I have just had too many "give up" cycles caused by an assortment of reasons.
Now, I have blown all the way back up to the damn 80's.
I'm now 181.0
I look/feel horrible!
I need to break this horrible cycle and get control NOW.
I'm so tired of feeling like I'm living in an active washing machine.
Enough is enough!
All of my bulges and rolls are back along with my 2 chins.
My inner thighs make me want to scream as well.
I can't wait to get some weight off and hopefully have a much better pic to share next time!
*Wish Me Luck*
At least I haven't thrown in the towel and quit.
That's gotta count for something I guess.
4/1/08

I've been away for a while.
...I'm Back...
Boy Howdy do I need Support!
My family is not supportive/helpful, and sadly my hubby is not supportive.
It's hard when you're trying to lose weight and become healthy/revived & you have to do it alone.
The only friends I have are on-line and I've tried very hard to meet new people lately but that is not easy when you are starting from scratch..Where do I go? lol

I tried local meetup groups but they are too far away.
No one is in my area and the groups I tried never planned activities near me.
I'll keep searching for local groups that may fire up near me.
I have been in/out of major depression cycles and my emotional eating started up again.

Before C-Mas I reached a New Low of 170.0 lbs but during the holiday's I lost my groove and never got it back.
I had spurts of energy and will power but it quickly burned out.
I was gaining/losing the same 6-7 lbs. and never saw the 60's.

I have just had too many "give up" cycles caused by an assortment of reasons.
Now, I have blown all the way back up to the damn 80's.
I'm now 181.0

I look/feel horrible!
I need to break this horrible cycle and get control NOW.
I'm so tired of feeling like I'm living in an active washing machine.
Enough is enough!
All of my bulges and rolls are back along with my 2 chins.
My inner thighs make me want to scream as well.
I can't wait to get some weight off and hopefully have a much better pic to share next time!
*Wish Me Luck*
At least I haven't thrown in the towel and quit.
That's gotta count for something I guess.

4/1/08





