so, I've been slackin.

ChelsterBelster

ChelsterBelster

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I let myself get off track. Not too happy about it, but hopefully seeing the scale was really what I needed to get my ass back in gear.

So everyone who cared to read this, thank you. I just needed to share that.
 
That's a club I am a member of right now.

I am stuck in the destructive circle of binge, beat myself up, punish with restrictive diet and exercise, repeat.

I've put back on 20 pounds. Not enough to even really go up a pants size, but they are tight and I am seeing the weight going back on and it's scaring the hell out of me because even though I should be smart enough to overcome this I am spinning my wheels over and over again getting nowhere.

My sympathies on your troubles and best wishes of success with your return to discipline, the same one I need to make.
 
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Y'know what's the most aggravating thing about it? I am so close to having everything I've worked so hard far and now the only thing stopping that is me. I am so close and I can't believe that the biggest hump to get over now is the internal battles I fight within myself to maintain discipline.

One thing I know for sure is that I will not go back to how I was.

Thanks for all your support. Good luck.
 
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Oh God. I know exactly what you guys mean. I've gained 2lbs in the past week and I hate myself so much for it. All that damn rice milk and tofurkey. Whatever. I'm going back to my steamed veggie and soy sauce life =)
 
I know how you feel. I kept thinking I wasn't gaining too much weight, but I just looked at myself in the mirror and this is unacceptable. I'm going back to the diet I used to lose 46 lbs. Good luck to everyone
 
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