Positivity
This is the new attitude I'm taking when it comes to my weight loss. I'm not going to let anything bring me down. I'm on a new path. Riding back up to school, I got this sudden epiphany. It really just struck and I realized that this was the first time that I had actually set my mind to doing something, and I was actually achieving it. I never looked at it that way before and from there, I just started to put a lot of things into perspective. I'm feel so motivated to do things. I mean everything seems possible. I've been missing this feeling for a while now.
I guess you could say that I've been stuck in a bit of rut and had given up on myself. But now that I'm starting to get my weight under control, it's making me reevalute other aspects of my life that I kinda pushed to the back burner. I'm going to do it and take the plunge...I'm going to apply to med school. But not right now

. I most definately need a break and after about a year of not having to worry about school work, I'm going to take the MCATs and send in my applications. If I can stay focused and lose close to 20lbs in a little bit over a month, then that same focus I have can be channelled into getting into med. school.
Ok, end of my life changing post. On to exercise talk. I had a very good weight training session today. I've missed gym a lot and who would have thought that no weight training for 4 days would lead to me losing a bit of the muscle that I had already built up. I was a little sad because I couldn't bench press 85lbs anymore. Before vacation, I could do 3 sets of 10 at 85lbs. I come back from vacation, and I'm barely able to do 6. Hahaha, its ok, just something that I'm going to have to work back up to. I also got some great news. My friend that I haven't seen in about 3 years is finally coming down from Chicago to come and visit me in NYC during the summer.
We'll be heading off to see the Mermaid day parade together in Coney Island. I'm so excited. Also, both my older brother and my cousin will be stopping by to visit me at school. It should be so much fun having the 2 of them here with me. I'm so pumped about seeing them. Only 10 days before they arrive. This will be great. Oh, yes I'll post the new recipe I found later today. I've got to go and take a shower and get ready for the dreadied photography class.