Ooooooooooooooookay... Mixed emotion morning. And I'll tell ya why.
For all the women that have been pregnant...with heartburn, knows how sleeping laying down does NOT work. You have to sleep at an incline. So MTM&K has been sleeping on the couch for the past two nights... I look at her and I feel so helpless. She's in SUCH pain... and I can't do anything to help... except tell her that I sympathize (because..as a man...I DON'T understand what her body is going through). Well... she's just about bedridden now... she spends most of her days either laying, forcing crackers and ice water down, or having a conversation with the porclean god. But theres another dimension to this... she may be on the verge of a miscarriage. She had some spotting the other day... and she has been having some severe cramping as well. And We're STILL waiting on medicaid. But we're gonna probably go to this one place that does free sonograms. I just want her pain to go away. In the 7 years I've know her...I've never seen her this sick... and all I want to do is take away her pain. So... we'll see what happens over the next few days, and hope and pray for the best. We know that all things happen for a reason, we may not always understand them...but it will all end up working out for the best...either way.
On a side not...I was up and did my exercise this morning.... it was good... and I lost another 2 and a half pounds! So I'm almost to the 2teens! That makes me INCREDIBLY happy! I think that the muscle mass I'm building is really kicking in and burning fat faster now... I won't complain

More later!