Well. Good morning. It's 7:55 and I'm at work. I'm working on a very mundane task of downloading files for our quality control department...VERY boring! But this morning, I woke up at the norm, 4:50 a.m., got to the computer for my morning check in to forums to see if there was anything new going on before my work out... nothing too much changed. So I get my clothes on and get ready to work out! Put on the Yourself Fitness program and get to working. It's Lower Body fitness today! Lots o squats and lunges. My thighs are on fire! Mind you, I'm a little down by mid work out because I'm sitting here thinking my diary is being ignored. Now don't worry...I'm not that insecure. Let me explain:
I know that this diary is for ME and to help me track my own progress. I'm trying my best to stay with the program and keep going. I've not stayed this disciplined with something on my own. In the army, it was forced on me. Any other time in my life, I didn't do anything to better myself. I've always had self esteem issues. I started comparing my diary to others who have the same amount of posts as me and double the views and I just...well... was getting a little upset. But now, in hindsight, realize that my reaction to it is very trivial. So.... I start anew... again. Sorry for the tangent
Back to this morning! Half way through my workout, I snap out of it and get serious! I start pushing it and really making it burn. And man...it was good! By the end, I was awake, strengthened, and ready to take on my day! I go to shave and get ready to prepare for my weigh in. Now, yesterday, I got on the scale yesterday and I broke the 230's. I was at 229 on Sunday! I was so excited!!!! I had my food for the day...then hopped on the scale hoping for the same number if not lower... 231 today. All I have to do is just work hard and I'll acheive my goals. No worries... I WILL lose the weight and I WILL continue to go on!
Had some kellogg yogurt bite bran cereal and 2 egg whites w/ms. dash! Yum. Forgot my fruit again (sorry MTM&K) and headed off to work. So I'd say this morning got off to a fairly good start! Lets hope I can keep it up! My goal today: No sweets today. Want to get some menthol cough drops though...supposed to help stem cravings instantly (tricking your taste buds...weird huh?) I'll post on some other diary's a little later!