Rottengirl is bringingsexybac!! Getting focussed! Need support!

Well my weekend brings me needing to focus at a different level. I am working on my Masters in Counselling and the last hurdle for me is a major project that is looming over my head. Through all this BS with the BF, I have had a hard time really focussing on it! So I decided to stay at a hotel this weekend to have some space from the BS with the BF, and to allow me to focus on my work. I have a major 50+ page paper to work on this weekend. I am hoping to have it completed in the next ten days. (I have promised the editor that she would have a start copy by May 15!!!:eek: )
So that is what this weekend is bringing me!!
Lots of focus on working hard! I have already ordered my breakfast at the hotel for tomorrow morning through room service! It is a fruit plate for $8.95! Let's hope it's worth it and it doesn't leave me wishing for more! Although my biggest focus this weekend is on my project, I don't want to allow my eating... and um.. smoking... to take over on me! I am going to be good!!!
AND GET A LOT OF WORK DONE!
WISH ME LUCK!
P
 
The weekend at the hotel was a success! It allowed me to get quite a bit of focus and work done! So that was great!
Another bonus to it, was that the bf said he missed not having me around. That's a good sign, I'd say.
He has a second counselling appt. tomorrow, and the hope is that this will bring more clarity to the situation for both of us.
RE: my weight loss journey.. well I weighed in this morning and had lost another pound and a half, so I am at 200 pounds!!!
This is great for me! I feel good about it!
Also, the smoking this is going well... not even a drag for three weeks now.
If that all weren't enough, I have been thinking about stopping the diet coke too! I noticed last week by looking at my recycling bin at home that I have been drinking quite a bit of it lately. I also noticed that if I don't have any, I get a major headache. This tells me that I am addicted!!
I went yesterday all day without it! It wasn't too hard but I did have a major headache by the end of the day.
So we'll see where this leads me... drinking more water now! Back to the ol' 3-4 litres a day! peeing every minute!:p
 
Things in my life have changed dramatically this week.
The bf. left on Saturday. We are done. I am so sad, and suprised.
The stress diet works though, I am down another 4 pounds this week!
I know that I have a lot to offer any man, and any relationship but my heart has to do some mending... I am okay, just sad.
I am not going to let myself get unhealthy again because of this... I need to spend the next while focussing on me and my health.
Sorry that I have been absent from everyone else's diaries... I just haven't had the cheerleader spirit in me...
Hope everyone else is doing good?
Now... I have to pull it together and get this fricken paper done for my masters. I have about 15 pages left to write... I want it done this week!
 
well - as the old expression goes - theres plenty of fish i nthe sea and fish are damned tasty :) so have some fun beautiful :)

you are an awesome woman -any guy would be lucky to have yo - it's whether or not he's worthy og you that's the question :D

take time for youorself - to heal and to pamper yourself for a while - when you're ready -t he boys will be waiting :)

hang in there and good luck with the paper :)
 
Lost another two pounds!
I have been trying to stay on track this week, despite it being one of the hardest weeks of my life!
I'm feeling a little alone here folks!
The boyfriend came and moved all of his things out this past weekend. I went to a spa with friends while he was here. That was a good distraction but it was hard to come home to all the empty spaces around the house.
Man does Love stink!
:(
 
Love stinks but there's a bright future ahead for your sexy gorgeous self :)

glad yoou got some pampering in with a spa day - you earned it :)

Have yourself a wonderful day :)
 
Hi Paulette. Sometimes love stinks. I think the song goes something like, love hurts, love wounds, but I really learned a lot..... For you, maybe now you really know how strong you are. Despite all of this, you have been able to accomplish a very important goal in writing your paper and keep yourself on track with your diet and your smoking. Heck, any one of these could derail somebody and you are just cranking along. Clearly, you are bringin' sexy back. You GO girl!
 
Love Stinks was J Geils - awesome song to see live in concert -the lead singer would be handed a bouquet of red roses at the start of the song -and sometime during the song he' slam the bouquet into the stage sending up a 12 foot shower of rose petals :)

You love her
But she loves him
And he loves somebody else
You just can't win
And so it goes
Till the day you die
This thing they call love
It's gonna make you cry
I've had the blues
The reds and the pinks
One thing for sure

(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah

Two by two and side by side
Love's gonna find you yes it is
You just can't hide
You'll hear it call
Your heart will fall
Then love will fly
It's gonna soar
I don't care for any casanova thing
All I can say is
Love stinks

(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah

I've been through diamonds
I've been through minks
I've been through it all
Love stinks

(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah


Love Hurts was nazareth -
Love hurts, love scars,
Love wounds, and marks,
Any heart, not tough,
Or strong, enough
To take a lot of pain,
Take a lot of pain
Love is like a cloud
Holds a lot of rain
Love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts

Im young, I know,
But even so
I know a thing, or two
I learned, from you
I really learned a lot,
Really learned a lot
Love is like a flame
It burns you when its hot
Love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts

Some fools think of happiness
Blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves I guess
Theyre not foolin me

I know it isnt true,
I know it isnt true
Love is just a lie,
Made to make you blue
Love hurts, ooh,ooh love hurts
Ooh,ooh love hurts


and that's our musical interlude for the morning :D
 
bringingsexybac said:
Another thing that I am really proud of is that I haven't smoked this whole ugly stressful week either!
15 DAYS SMOKE FREE! :cool:
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This is excellent!!! Congrats to you tha tis major!!!:):):)

bringingsexybac said:
The weekend at the hotel was a success! It allowed me to get quite a bit of focus and work done!
RE: my weight loss journey.. well I weighed in this morning and had lost another pound and a half, so I am at 200 pounds!!!
This is great for me! I feel good about it!
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Im glad you managed to get away and get alot of work done that is awesome...I too drink alot of diet pop - I stopped drinking it and all caffine altogether but hten restarted for caffine reasons - lol - Now I am drinking alot of it...Awesome on the 200 lbs - I have yet to experience that


bringingsexybac said:
Things in my life have changed dramatically this week.
The bf. left on Saturday. We are done. I am so sad, and suprised.
The stress diet works though, I am down another 4 pounds this week!

I am not going to let myself get unhealthy again because of this... I need to spend the next while focussing on me and my health.
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Oh girl I am so sorry to hear that...*HUGS* Yes in deed take care of you even though it is super hard - when my x left me with two kids I gianed like 30 lbs - I just couldnt really function and went into a bad depression but now i can handle things much better finally after 3 years *UGH*

Just watch your dramatic weight loss...

bringingsexybac said:
The boyfriend came and moved all of his things out this past weekend. I went to a spa with friends while he was here. That was a good distraction but it was hard to come home to all the empty spaces around the house.
Man does Love stink!
:(
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Oh girl - I can so relate here and I am sorry - it is super hard Ive been there done that - my x actually came into our house when we were out and pretty much cleaned us out...it was the most awful thing to come home too...Love sure does stink I will second that!!!

Just please remeber to take care of yourself and try not to drop too much weight to fast...

the best reward for yourself is to get into shape and get to a great place , physically and emotionally it is also great revenge...

time heals all wounds girl you can and will do all of this:hug2: :hug2: :hug2:

I wanted to drop by and offer you my support...Ive been meaning to since you returned...You were a regular on here when I first joined way back...I will keep you in my thoughts...:):)
 
I did it again too

Hi!

I guess I did it again too. I joined this forum last year. It helps me a lot but I ran away after a while. I didn't changed my name and I feel embarassed. :)
I want to have fun this time and make some friends. I started the summer challenge and hope to loose at least 20 pounds between June and August :confused: !!!!

chimistar
 
Ups

Sorry!! I just reply to your first day writting. I didn't read the rest and aparently you are going through a hard time. I just want to let you know that this happen to me and it is one of the reasons that I gain weight after pregnancy.

Stay strong and focus!!

chimistar
 
Thanks for all your support guys!
It sucks big time, but I am doing okay.
I am still focussing on the paper, it is a good distraction.
I will probably finish it tonight!
I appreciate everyone popping by.
Thanks
P
 
I haven't checked in for a while.. I do really want to be part of this site again!
I have joined the Fall for Fall challenge, so that will help to keep me committed.
I didn't lose anything this week, but I didn't gain, so that's good!
Life is going okay...have moved into the angry stage of grief, so that makes things a little easier to cope with.
But the eating is going pretty well.
No struggles in that department! So that is good!
P
 
Howdy Paulett,
I am sorry your going through a rough time right now.
Things will look up again,thats a promise.As for you congrats on losing
11lbs already,your doing great and you will continue to do gr8.Just remeber
to keep taking care of you and that will keep you strong and feeling better.
Hope you have a nice weekend,Tammy
 
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