Risty's Diary (Christina)

hey Cristina...just replying to your post like I said I would lol....but yeah...my diary started out small :p eh....it'll get better
 
hi there! Hope u get enuf rest and in good shape for surgery! do get more days off work if you can. Yr body will appreciate the good retreat. :)
 
Hey Christina - wow that is fast and soon - Wednesday - however it is somethign done routinly right that is why you got in so fast and such...Im sure all will be fine and does anyhtign irritate it or make it flare up - cuz if so you could make it flare up right and if not - ya know the doc knows what he or she is doing ... you will be in good hands :):):)

Oh and crazy girl at least take Thursday off...
 
Morning Risty!! Hope your day is a good one!! I agree with Tom, Burn those incense and fast!! Hey, it's worked wonders for me in the past. HAHAHA :jump: Your doing great, so keep on going!
Kim
 
Well, I feel like a complete blob and a failure really. I still haven't started eating well and I've not been going to my classes since Fri. The only good thing I have to say about myself is I went on a walk during my lunch hour and my eating went well until supper. I'm just doing so horrible and I can't seem to bloody control myself and it's really upsetting to me. I really hope I can start doing as well as I was before, I really want to get back to that because for a while I was doing so awesome and now I seem to have lost that.

I think I'm just kinda out of it and getting into the whole "I dont' feel like doing anything" mode. So I have to stop that, cause last time I got into that mode it took months before I got myself out of it.

I'm also worried about tomorrow which is my surgery if it happens. The Dr's office left a message today for me to phone (by the time I got home it was too late) but everytime they've called was to reschedule. So it better not be that because this will be the 4th or 5th time that they've rescheduled. I just want it done and over with so it's gone and I don't have to worry about it anymore. I'll be very angry and upset if they reschedule it, so it better not be that. I'll find out tomorrow morning when I call.

Hey Sun! Thanks for posting! Too bad you have to see me at such a weak point!
 
I was about to ask how did yr surgery go... then realised we are in different time zone lol. It's Wed afternoon here. Anyway this silly gal hope u be back soon to chat! Stay healthy!:)
 
Heya Risty - dont stress too much about the eating, try and fill up on veges and fruit though - see if that helps :)

Alternativly set yourself a 21 day goal :D
 
Oh, you poor thing. It really hasn't been great, has it. You're probably stressing about the surgery subconsciously (remember the dream). But as out of control as you felt, you still did good by going for a walk and not giving up in despair.

You WILL be able to go back to doing as well as you've been. Remember you're still pushing through the plateau barrier. I'm sure that once you recover from the surgery you'll be able to get back to it. The only thing you can do now is try to plan your meals for the next couple of days so you can at least feel there's some kind of structure - that out of control feeling drives me mad so it helps when I do something little like plan the day's meals so I don't feel it's all going horribly wrong. You know I'm still climbing out of that pit.

Good luck with the surgery, and get plenty of rest. IF you feel the need to exercise, take a walk, but definitely nothing more strenuous. Virtual hug coming your way. (})
 
Howdy Risty,
I am sure the surgery will go just fine,it's normal
to get a little jittery.Get plenty of rest and H2O have a nice day
TAMMY
 
Hi Risty. I know today's the surgery. Don't worry too much -- I know everything will be OK, and you'll be back to normal very quickly.
 
Awww thanks you guys. I'm more worried about it not happening today than anything. I want it gone and everytime the dr's office calls it's to change the appointment and I don't want that to happen. I had another bad dream about the surgery, basically they cut it open but did nothing, they didn't remove it cause they said it would just back and they didn't stitch it back up either. My brain is so stupid :p I think that dream just reflects my worry of them changing the surgery appointment, and I don't want that happening. So I'll find out in a couple hours if it's just a reminder call or if they're chaning my appointment for the 5th time :p

Thank you all for the support, I've just been in a little rut!

Rho, you need to stop makin me cry! First your diary and now mine... geeze! I think I need more sleep, didn't sleep well... lol.
 
Hey Risty!! Get some rest my friend. Sorry to hear about your bad dream, I hate those suckers!! But, your right you were just wanting to get this whole thing behind you and they call up and reschedule, just makes your mind go nuts for a little bit. But, that's all it is. And if your doctor thought it was something serious, he wouldn't be rescheduling it on you. So, don't sweat it, it will soon be behind you once again, and all things will be good again!! Sleep, Sleep, we all need that!! Have a good day girl. :)
Kim
 
Risty good luck with your surgery today! Do not worry, we're here to help you through this rough period. I'm feeling this way myself and I don't have a surgery to be concerned with. Look at it this way, after my surgery, I had some time to reflect and think about what I could do in the next few days to make my life better, which turned into a goal for the next month, and now for the rest of my life! So just know that we'll help you through it and we're here to motivate you and I can't wait until you post next and let us know how the surgery went. You'll come through this and get back to your energetic self after a period of good rest.
 
Hey Brianna, I was having surgery to remove a cyst from beside my right breast. It was painful and it would fluctuate in size, at it's biggest it would be the size of almost a quarter and when it was at it's smallest it would be like a pimple could hardly feel it at all.

So I think they were just reminding me of my appointment. I tried calling all day and couldn't get through so I just went to the hospital and when they registered me I was like.. I guess I'm getting it done.

The doctor was really nice, I talked to him the whole time, lol. They only did a local and the most painful thing was the freezing. He's like I'm going to poke in 3 and when he poked it hardly hurt and then he says you'll feel some burning and boy did it burn... multiple times. That was not pleasant at all!!! The actual surgery itself was ok, though I was scared the entire time! I was worried that there wouldn't be enough freezing and at any time I would feel the cutting or the stitches! Thankfully it wasn't that way, lol. At one point he left to go get something and I looked down and I saw the open wound, it looked so kewl. I could see the fat under the skin and that looked so kewl, it was just like when I watch the surgeries on tv except it was so weird to see it in real life and having it be myself, lol.

So as scary as it was it went well and I asked to see it after. He showed it to me and it looked cool, I think it may have had a fat layer around it too cause it kinda looked like that.

Sorry if I'm grossing anyone out, lol. I just think that kinda stuff is kewl.

Thanks for the support everyone, I hope it's not too sore once the freezing goes away. I'll see how I feel tomorrow for work. Oh, and I can't do my kickboxing for 2 weeks. So I'll have to stick to walking or cycling at the gym.

I really appreciate everyone being here for me, it really helped a lot.
 
Awww, don't worry about it...we all have times like these...just don't fall off the horse....lol
You'll be fine
 
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