Return of the Pepper Girl~

Morning.
Last night... errm..
I was bad.

I gorged on carnival food. Copious amounts of carnival food.
Since I'm being accountable...
a gyro
a corn dog
a brautwerst w/ kraut
1/2 a brain sandwich (fried grey jello - ick)
a lemonade
1/2 of a Kanagroo burrito (eh, it was just ok, tasted like ground beef)

and... 2 pieces of coffee cake.
Oh, an 4 caramels

Yipes.

I'm going to go slink off in shame now.
:(
 
Good for you for being here to talk about it. Usually I just pretend the bad days didn't happen.

I paused at the brain sandwich. I think this needs further description...
 
Hey! Penquin, Just dropping bye to say hello and welcome back! You got married:eek: Congrats! Nice to know you married Mr.Giggles. Bueno Bye!:seeya:
 
Blue Dog said:
Hey! Penquin, Just dropping bye to say hello and welcome back! You got married:eek: Congrats! Nice to know you married Mr.Giggles. Bueno Bye!:seeya:
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Wrong Dog, it's Red dog! Lost my password and could not remember e-mail because long time ago. Re-register under Blue Dog. Now I found my old password. anyway Hi!:waving::seeya:
 
HI!! I also am back on here for yet another stint.....WHEN DID YOU GET MARRIED!!??!?!? When I saw the word hubby i was like "WHAT!?"...and to think im only 6 hours away and could of come. :) Hope all is going well. I also had a gain...mine was more towards the 40lb mark though in a year....but i'll get back down there. Hope to talk to you soon. Good luck.
 
Come back!!! :)

Can't wait for pics of The Rocky Horror Picture Show partay!!! sounded like you had an awesome time.

-Sam
 
i just saw that you started this new diary. hope you continue and come right back on track. because you deserve it, and your husband is right. you need to get out of your shell. what's under it is a beautiful person.

i do know how you feel. i also slipped back into what i thought was comfortable. and it took me a week or so of coming here everyday to motivate myself again. its working. go through your old diary, and read all the pages. maybe you'll be surprised how you can inspire yourself. i know i did. :)

oh and congrats on the wedding. i would love to see the photos.
hugs,
Lena
 
Ermm... Hullo. :eek:

So I didn't make my November goal, in fact I didn't even get to go on the trip. Weight had nothing to do with it, "cut backs". So maybe next year. I whole year to get to my goal. That's much healthier an 1 month.

Today I find myself at 290. My favorite work pants feel like pantyhose and I can't seem to stick to this. One would think that health alone would be enough motivation to keep going, but that doesn't keep to be the case. I know it wouldn't take much people comment all the time, "Amy! Have you lost weight?" and think I'm lying or being modest when I insist that, no I've gain actually.

And I can't just throw my hands in defeat.
So back to baby steps I guess.
Lena- Thanks for the advice. I think I may just do that today.

Hope everyone had a safe & happy holiday! Thank you everyone for stopping by and the well wishes on getting married. You're no clue how much I appreciate it. And Red/Blue Dog! Long time no see!! :seeya:
 
baby steps sometimes is the best way :) hope you do find inspiration and motivation to change your life. health per se wasn't that motivating for me either, although it should be.

for me it was the fact that one day i want to be a mom, and i've spent 7 months around a pregnant woman who was fit to begin with. honestly i don't want to be a pregnant woman with fat covering my belly. i wanna show it off :D and take professional photos of me while i'm pregnant :D the fact that i couldn't do it if i got pregnant now was a wake up call for me.
another one was the fact that my doctor had huge problems with checking my abdomen and kidneys with the ultrasound because of the belly. it was so embarrassing. i promised myself that she will be able to see it the next time i come in. its in a year's time.

don't give up. because it is only up to you to do it. how about making a weekly plan of food and exercise and sticking to it? its a small start, but it can help you in restoring motivation you need. after one week reward yourself with a small gift (try to avoid food as a reward).

i'm here for you if you need any help :)
Lena
 
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