I do appreciate your comments. I am trying to stay motivated because I did so well the last time and failed. I was sure that time that I had 'finally' found the program which was right for me. I had changed my habits, I thought I'd never slip back into the hell of overeating and becoming ridiculously fat again. But, little by little, all my new, nice clothes became too small and now sit in my closet unused. I threw away all my fat clothes because I just knew I'd never need them again. I know how difficult this is and I suppose sometimes I think, what's the use? I have, however, been doing well since my initial post and am taking it one day at a time. Thanks.