Reaching For the Dreams....

*sigh* so much for getting in control...

I've gained soo much weight....

this morning the scale read....196...:eek: :eek: :eek: :eek:

I didn't think that i've been doing that badly, but maybe. SO that was the thing that is going to make me eat super super super good for the next 2 weeks....maybe it's just TOM bloat, maybe not... my body likes to spring TOM on me just a little differently each month, just to keep me on my toes...:D
 
well good news. I have controled myself today.
AND, when my coach brought in chocolate cake for a "celebration" I DIDN'T HAVE ANY! Yay for self control! :D
 
xorie said:
well good news. I have controled myself today.
AND, when my coach brought in chocolate cake for a "celebration" I DIDN'T HAVE ANY! Yay for self control! :D
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Now THAT'S worth shaking my pom poms for!! Woo Hoo!! WOW! What restraint! Super proud of ya girlie!
 
ok, so better news. The scale dropped back down to 192, so i'm happier. Not as happy as when I saw 189, but it's better than 196.

ok, so total food today...

Peanut butter crunch: 1 bowl
Turkey sandwich (with the good for you turkey)
PB&J after vb practice
and another Turkey sandwich for dinner. (if you couldn't tell, i'm addicted to turkey. :D

Anywho, I am doing better now, but, i'm still eating a lot, just so that there is no chance of me not having enough energy at the tournament. Wish us luck! we leave on Thursday!
 
Good morning girl!!

Congrats on the VB news - that is AWESOME :D And remember, weight fluctuates - going from 192-196 over a short period of time is NORMAL! It's the slow, steady, downward progression we're looking for!!
 
ok, so i didn't eat lunch today, then I went to the dinner for the team. Had pizza, chocolate milk, and "dirt" which is like heaven on earth... aka, oreo crumbles, whipped cream, butter, cream cheese, pudding and milk. But oh so yummy. But, afterwards, we rehearsed a skit, but it was actually the dance from the movie 'Superstar'. It's funny. We're all doing the robot, and it is preeetty cool!! :D :D!
 
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We lost both games. It was horrible... especially the first game. We would have won, but the refs sucked, and didn't see the monterously HUGE net that the other team had in a 14-12 5th game. It was soo bad. Then, in the second game, it was horrible too. I couldn't stand it. We pushed to 5 games again, but some pretty bad calls made us lose by 3... and i mean really bad calls.....

*sigh* sorry, but i'm a little miffed at the refs right now. but oh well. We made it to state, and I think I can safely say that no one ever thought that we would ever get that far anyway.

Eating wise=not so good. But I only saw a jump of the normal 3 lbs, so i'm not going to complain. I just wish I could get back on the band wagon here and make it work. I'll do it this week, starting tomorrow, as today is almost over anyway...


I'm going to go sleep for a week now :)
 
ok, so i'm 194 today, and I need to really jump back on this thing. I have let myself become a little lax for too long. Starting tomorrow, i'm going to go to the Y I think almost everyday, and I'm going to try and run at least 2 miles twice a week.
 
You go girlie. Get back in control. I know you know the sooner you do the more attainable your goal will become once again.
 
ok, so today, it's 193 That's ok for me. I went to the YMCA after school today, did weights, the eliptical machine, and ran on a tread mill for 25 min. It felt great. I am going to go at least 4 times a week, now that I have my Y card. I'm so excited.
 
well poop... i was so excited, then I went had to get sick. i had something, not much, it just made me throw up once this morning, and I got a "get out of school free" ticket. :D I was fine after that. I did want to go to the Y though. oh well, I will do it tomorrow. So, everything's looking good so far. Still at 193, and it's beginning to bug me that I can't make the darn scale move yet. I still tend to eat too much, and that gets to me as well, especially when I start kicking myself after the fact. I keep telling myself that tomorrow I'll start, but argh, I don't listen to my own advice! I just turn those tomorrows into other tomorrows, and then it just keeps going and i can't seem to stop it.

I WILL do good tomorrow, (since today is over and i'm going to bed now) eat a good breakfast, eat a smart lunch, have healthy snacks, and a well balanced dinner. That's my goal. Oh, and none of the sweets that they are going to be serving at my choir's "Jazz Feature Night" but that's just smart, because i don't sing until the second half, and you don't want to sing when you're throat is coated with suger and fat from yummy cheese cake and other sins...:D
 
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