Reaching For the Dreams....

oh my uber goodness...

was I bad today.. lets see...

cheese toast,
PB&J sandwich
Apple
Banana
Turkey Sandwich
another PB&J
pasta
and 2 pieces of Pizza...


:eek: :eek: :eek: That's not good at all. I don't really know what came over me. I just couldn't seem to stop eating. But oh well. to quote Batman, "Why do we fall? So we can learn to pick ourselves back up" :D I love that movie.

I plan on doing super good for the rest of the week, and plan on going into the championship game with lots of energy from eating right. Plus, i'm losing my tastes for candy, though the few types still get me, like suckers and certain chocolates... but hey, i'm a girl..:D
 
*sigh*

Who invented Halloween as an excuse for candy night? Cause it pretty darn well worked. Though, I ate cookies rather than a bunch of candy...not that that's any better. Also, I had a pb&J, and pasta for dinner...wow... not good. Well, now, i plan on eating completely better and behave until Thanksgiving so that I will be able to actually lose weight... :D
 
I kno, omg! I ate so many sweets... I kept talkin my little cousins into giving me more and more of thier trick or treat candy. It was pretty funny though, cause I think I ate like all of it:D .:D
 
Hi xorie. Halloween is really hard, but at least its over. :) Hope things are going better with the food today. And congrats on getting to the chamionship game. :D
 
Well yesterday was better. Not amazing, but not bad, so hopefully today will be much better. *crosses fingers*
 
ok, this morning over the course of a few hours I had cheese toast for breakfast, and a turkey sandwich to munch on during the first 2 periods of school today, then, for lunch and the rest of the day, I think I split 3 granola (good for you ones) bars over the last 3 periods of the day, trying to spread everything out, keeping my metabolism going, and my energy high for volleyball practice. Dinner's going to be something small, and then i'm done for the day.

p.s. on a random tangent... my middle finger on my right hand is very cold... the rest of my fingers are warm... how strange... :D
 
Sounds good girlie! Odd about that finger though...maybe it wants you to hold it up. Who do you feel like flipping the birdie at? :p :p
 
Ok, so today, something very exciting happened to me.

I was walking past one of the full length windows at school, you know, the ones that you can easily see you own reflection in? Anyway, I was walking past one such window today at school, and I looked over at myself...

and I didn't see a fat lump. I saw a girl who was showing more curve, and looked good in the size 14 jeans that she was wearing. I believe that I've passed a mile stone in my weight loss journey. No, i'm nowhere near where I want to be, but my mental attitude seems to be coming along nicely.

I love feeling like this! :)
 
Ok everyone! today is the big day! Championship game against shorecrest!!!! I'm soooo excited, you have absolutely no idea! I went to bed at 9 last night, and I wasn't planning on getting up until about 8, but it's 7:18 right now, and I can't get myself to go back to sleep! I'm sooo pumped!!! wish me and my team luck!
 
OMGOSH!!!! WE'RE GOING TO STATE!!!!!!!!!


wow... I'm totally pumped up right now, and I have sooo much energy. We beat out the previously undefeated Shorecrest Scots to take the first place in Districts! We are now officially district champions!!!! *dies of happiness*

I think i did ok on food, but, my coach did bribe us with candy, (it's a thing with my team, we seem to play better for food! :D :D :D) and I had some peanut M&M's and a 3Musketeers bar. For breakfast I had 2 pancakes and some eggs, lunch(pregame fuel) was a trail mix bar and a bagel with cream cheese. And dinner was half a french dip sandwich, a diet pepsi, and like, 4 fries. Plus one scoop of ice cream because it was my coaches birthday. Probably could have done without the ice cream, and definately could have done without the candy, but I gave in to a moment of weakness, seeing as we had just won!

I still am in a kind of shock. I'm so crazy at the moment, it's almost funny! *dances around in spandex* :D:D!!!
 
Ok, here do I make a stand to at least LOSE some weight this week... I've gained again, and I keep jumping from 192-194...I was so excited when the scale read 189, but now it seems determined to not let me see it again.. though, that's actually my fault, not the scales. I HAVE to do better this week, and next, and the next, and the next. But right now, I think I will just focus on today. If I can eat well today, I'm good.

so far I have. I had a 1/2ish cup of vanilla yougurt life cereal, and about 1/2 a cup of peanut butter crunch cereal. (we have a very small bowl that's about the serving size, I love it. :D) I'll probably have some fruit for a snack, and then maybe a turkey sandwich for lunch, or maybe not. My mom's buying the pacakged stuff that is stock full with sodium and calories. Maybe I can convince her to buy all the yummy stuff, like the all natural deli turkey they sell. Then I'll deal with dinner when it gets here.
 
xorie it's always at fight at home. No one ever buys the best stuff for ya. The lunch meat ain't too bad just drink bunches of water to get that stuff out of your system. I need to buy one of those small bowls. all we have are those huge mixing bowls and one bowl of cereal will wreck me for all day lol....

Good luck with any upcoming games
 
ok, for lunch I had a turkey sandwich, on sourdough bread, and then, was still hungry, so I waited an hour, then I had a PB&J on wheat bread. I'm WILL control myself at dinner, so, I'm going to do well today. I know that I will.
 
ok, so i controlled myself today! was good for breakfast, good for lunch, and dinner, though at the moment i feel sligtly full, I think I did ok. I had chicken parmesean(sp), not breaded though, and peas, and some spaghetti. Yum. It was good. :D
 
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