Decisons and changes
ok so first things first, my food today:
1. cereal --250
2. granola bar--140
3. small latte-- 130
4. mixed nuts as a snack--200
5. dinner: grilled cheese sandwich (baked, used no butter, just a touch of oil) with huge side salad (no dressing, just lemon) --400
I still have room for another snack, so i think I'll have some fruit salad later.
Today was a silly day from begining to end, as I left my house this morning i grabbed the wrong set of keys and locked myself out

. Not a huge issue, so I went to class and figured I'd get the spare keys from my super when i get back. For some reason the set of keys he had didn't actually work on my door!!! So there I was locked out of my apartment, my spare set of keys being at my mom's, who was still at work...basically something that should have been super simple became very complicated.
Oh, and I forgot to mention that today was the windiest day ever 90km/h (umm i guess this is about 55 miles per hour, sorry bad at conversions), which made the wind-chill about -24 degrees Celsius (apparently about -11 degrees Fahrenheit)...the only thing I could do while waiting was sit in the local coffee shop and read my textbooks. Forget going to the gym. On top of that my cellphone suddenly broke, the screen won't turn on....so many hassles for one day. I was supposed to see a movie with this guy later on, but ended up just canceling that.
I'm just happy to be home
So about my weight loss... I've been thinking, 126 pounds sounds like a very small weight for me. If at 174 my waist is around 29 inches...at 126 i would be some sort of frightening twig. That's not exactly my goal, and weight loss need not happen in nice rounded amounts. So I'm altering my goal to 130 lbs, which according to some internet calculators falls within my healthy ideal weight range for my height and frame (i suppose my frame isn't small since i have wide shoulders and hips).
Also, since measurements seem to be a better gauge of where I'm at, I'd like to propose to myself the following final measurements (ish)
Waist: 23-24inches
Bust: 34-35 inches (this can be bigger, really I don't mind

)
Hips: 34-35 inches
I'm not sure what "skinny" arm and thigh measurements would be, maybe i should tackle down one of my skinnier friends and measure their arms and legs. (lol - "HANNAH!!! WAIT UP...I JUST WANT ARMS LIKE YOURS! GET BACK HERE!!! IT'LL ONLY TAKE A SECOND!!!"). These measurements would place me in around a size 4-6...which sounds nice honestly. So I think I'm going to pick up a nice dress in a size 4 or 6 in the next few weeks and make that my goal outfit(I can just see myself measuring it at the store, with the sales people looking at me funny lol)
The last thing is, once I do reach my goal, I want to maintain...this means that I have to keep writing a food journal daily...a weight maintainance diary. Hopefully that will prevent the yo-yo effect, this is a long way away tough.
Okie doke, rant over.