weight is a weird thing
Not sure what's going on with my weight this week but it's taken a nose-dive! I got on the scales this morning and they said 132lbs.... I got off, got on, moved the scale and tried picking things up to check it was right. Got my boyfriend to get on the scale and his weight was right. So I guess it skipped down. I know a lot of people find the scale fluctuates a lot but a change of 2lbs is a lot for me! My 5-day average is currently 133.7lbs

I have a pizza lunch that I have to attend today but I just ate a kashi bar and a piece of fruit for my breakfast so my goal is to enjoy the pizza but only have one slice... it's still a big greasy piece of pizza.... but I shouldn't guilt myself too much I guess. And it's soooo good!!!
Ate about 1600 calories yesterday - dinner was salmon with capers, a big salad and some yummy bread. I haven't been strict on the calorie cycling thing but I have been making a conscious effort to allow myself more calories some days so my body doesn't get used to eating less. 1500 seems like a good number to use as an average. It doesn't feel like I am depriving myself either. I snack a lot on fruit and my kashi bars so spread my meals out by eating a bit at a time.
Hmmm... I seem to be babbling today. I think I am just trying to look busy on my computer so an annoying woman in my lab will go away and stop talking to me about complete and utter crap that she wants validated at the expense of my own achievements. She just sucks up all my energy because I have to constantly praise her, I don't mind this part so much because she needs it, I just wish she'd be nice back to me. I should probably just ignore her. All I get back is her correcting me when I am not wrong, putting down my achievements to boost her own and complaining I never listen to her or share things with her - I would if I could get a word in edgeways or if, when I start telling her things she wouldn't interrupt with her own stories or tell me I am an idiot. What's that? Passive aggessive, yep, that's me.
I am not in a really bad mood, I just dwell on little things that I shouldn't and make them into big things. Mountains and mole hills. Okay, I really have to go and do some work now, roll on pizza time!!!!