So its been a couple of days since I updated. It's been my usual state of harriedness....working, school, exams....I'm finally home and am about to start studying for yet another exam, but before that I thought I'd write a quick update....I went to the dentist on Thursday, and got a few teeth removed purely because they were beyond repair and causing me to have non stop headaches, which had me popping way too much ibuprofen, so I decide to take action and needless to say its been a lot of soft foods- cottage cheese (light), yoghurts (Activia's still) but yeah....I am feeling very insecure at the moment, purely because I feel like if I smile, then people will see my awful teeth and realize that I am missing teeth....I hate that they're in such bad shape, and I hate the fact that my ex when he used to beat me, used to always go for my cheeks. I also hate that I didn't have money to get this work done sooner. It makes me not want to date, smile or anything until I get the complete dental work done and that could be done over two years. I just wish I could feel better about how my teeth looked. I had three ladies tell me that I have a really pretty face and smile today, but its hard. Anyway....haven't had much time to exercise...I'm going to go down to the Beaches with my roommate in a couple of hours, and walk along the boardwalk, and am thinking of getting a bicycle and riding it to work instead of ttc'ing it all the time. Anyway.....gotta go study...
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