hey, you know what, sometimes life just sucks!! It is the down times that make us apprisheate the happy ones, and who knows why you didn't get that job, but maybe it is because you are destin for better eh?

We never know what the future holds, but remember this, you are the only one who can determine how you will let things effect you, your happiness is in your hands, so decide to be positive, pi** on the rest, don't beat yourself up over it, just learn from it and move on, hey you drank your water, be happy about that. I would bet there were times in the past when you did not even do that, (i know i didn't) As far as your bf goes, well that is hard and I feel for ya, my hubby went off to school for 16 months and i felt like crying but i lived, and now i know i can handel being alone and i acutally enjoyed finding my indepndence again,( here is to girl power), remember you were a whole person before you met him and you are still a whole person with out him, but it is ok to miss him and pine over him, that is what love is all about, so revel in it listen to sad songs, put his photo in your car and talk to it, make out with him on the phone

, but stay true to you and stick with it, you can do this, you are strong and we are here for you,embrace your dreams let nothing stand in your way

!!! later on reach4Astar ( PS See my Quote below, it rocks)