Plain Jane No More!

JaneSwiss

New member
Well, as a way of introducing myself, I am stealing this nifty survey!

What is your current height and weight?
5'7" and 165lbs
If you were at an ideal weight now, what would that weight be?
Well, my goal weight is 130lbs, but I would actually love to be 125lbs
At what weight would you like to be at four months from now?
I want to have at least lost 15lbs by then, so 150lbs. Preferably 145lbs...
Why do you want to lose weight?
I don't feel healthy or attractive at this weight. I want to live a long and healthy life but if I keep up my current lifestyle, it won't happen! Also, I used to have so much confidence in myself and although my self worth is not entirely wrapped up in my appearance, it certainly effects it...
Do you want to lose weight for a specific life event such as wedding or reunion? If so, when is that event?
No, not really. But next summer I would like to feel comfortable in a swimsuit again.
What obstacles could get between you and your weight loss goals?
Emotional eating is my downfall! Also, not staying motivated with the work outs. Oh, and beer. Whenever I go out for drinks with my friends it turns into late night binge eating.
Why do you think that you now have a weight problem?
I learned a lot of my eating habits from my parents (ie binge eating). Also, emotional eating, junk food love and laziness
What lifestyle changes do you think would help you lose weight?
Not eating junk food, being consistent in workouts, staying away from pubs, no binging
Why do you believe that you did not lose weight or you gained the weight back?
A big part of it, unfortunately, was from being depressed and using food and alcohol as a distraction/comfort.
What, if anything, has not worked for you in the past in helping you to lose weight? Why do you think it did not work?
I used to try to restrict to very few calories (crash dieting) which would end in me binging like crazy on entire pizzas. I need a lifestyle change, not a crash diet!
Would you try writing down all food and drink consumed for a given period of time?
I did that when I was crash dieting. I do plan on doing that now, but healthfully.
Do you cook at home often? If so, what do you cook?
I have been eating out alot (most days) but today I cooked a bunch of healthy and tasty foods and plan on not eating out AT ALL!
How often do you go out to eat? Where do you go?
usually every day. I go mostly to places with burgers, sandwiches, pizzas, pasta etc.
What are your three favorite foods?
Pizza, pasta, cookies
What are three things you can do differently when it comes to food?
Only eat out once a week, drink more water, stay at about 1500 calories per day
If you woke up tomorrow and your body was exactly the way you want it, what would be different?
I would be healthier and all the clothes in my closet (the skinny clothes I've held onto) would fit me again!
Do you eat when you are not hungry?
Yup
Do you binge eat (large amounts at a time)?
yup
Do you hide your food or eat in secret?
I usually restrict during the day and then have secret binged at night
Do you eat when you are sad, nervous, or depressed?
Yup
Do you eat as a reward?
Yup
Do you eat while watching TV or using the computer?
yup
What do you normally eat for a meal?
I skip breakfast, eat some sort of sandwish for lunch, then binge on carbs at night.
What type of snacks do you eat?
Chocolate/candy bars, slices of pizza, energy drinks.
In terms of exercise, what, if anything, are you currently doing?
For the past couple of months I have been spending 45 minutes on the treadmill irregularly. I'll do it three times one week and then wont do it for three weeks, then be really good for another two weeks, then stop for a week... very irregular.
Where do you go for exercise? A local public gym? School/work gym? Home?
I have a treadmill at home
What, if anything, are your three favorite types of exercise?
I love hiking outside, and I used to love jogging, but am so out of shape NOW that it's horribly painful!
What is your daily/weekly/monthly/yearly motivation to move towards your goals?
I don't know... I need to find the motivation.
Do you have rewards for certain goals?
Well, I have not been buying any clothes because I keep telling myself I'll get back to my old (what I call my regular) size. So I basically have five outfits that I wear all the time. My reward will be to be able to fit back into all of my old clothes. Also I'll let myself buy some new clothes. Also, I plan on running in a marathon next October, so completing that is going to be an amazing reward in its self!

So... I guess I'll be posting more later on. Today was day one of my new lifestyle. I have two other goals which are to cut back on caffeine and quit smoking cigarettes. I have cut back to the point where I only smoke when I go to pubs, which is usually about once a week. But want to stop doing that. Ok... that's all for now!
 
I am in final exam week at the university so I have been sitting on my butt studying all weekend! Last week I did a lot of binge eating and although I didn't weigh myself (too scared to) I am pretty sure I gained weight last week.

But yesterday was my FRESH START! So, I just need to elt the past be the past and move onto the future (and my soon to be svelte figure).

I have not had a chance to really look through the other diaries, so I am not sure how others are setting them up. I was planning on tracking my calories and work outs on here.

So, here was yesterdays (sunday) intake:

Breakfast, 310 cals: two eggs, two slices whole wheat toast, 1/4 tsp butter
Snack, 40 cals: brussle sprouts
Lunch, 350 cals: 1/3 cup pasta, salad, 1 cup homemade veggie soup
Snack, 400 cals: two pieces of toast with jam (wish I hadn't eaten that.. it was boredom eating!)
Dinner, 300: 2/3 cup pasta
TOTAL FOR SUNDAY: 1400
I did not work out on the treadmill, and I wish I had.

Today (monday)

Breakfast, 360: 1 cup fiber one, 2/3 cup ffree milk, two eggs
snack, 80: apple
Lunch, 460: 1 cup tuna casserole, 1 cup steamed spinach
Dinner, 420: 1 cup vegetable curry with rice, 1/2 cup edamame
Snack, 200: I am not sure what, but something under 200 calories

I plan on working out on the treadmill for thirty minutes at a high incline and fast pace

It's tough to not binge right now... stress eating is my forte and I am certainly stressed out about finals.. uhg!
 
TUESDAY
Breakfast, 325: two eggs, two slices wwheat toast, 1 tbs ffree mayo, coffee
Lunch, 375: veggies 6" subway sandwich with cheese and mustard
Snack, 150: 1/2 slice of pumpkin bread
Dinner, 450: veggie soup, tuna casarole, brussle sprouts
Snack, 200: not sure what it's going to be, just something under 200 cals
TOTAL: 1500

I always round my calories up by somewhere between 5 and 20cals per meal, just to make sure. So i doubt it's exactly 1500.

I have to study for finals so I won't be working out today. Tomorrow after my last final I am celebrating with some friends over cocktails. I don't want to blow my diet so I had devised a plan. I am going to eat about 1200 calories tomorrow, and workout for 60 minutes. So that will create a 'calorie bank' of about 600 calories. That means I can have five gin and sodas without worrying about ruining my diet.

Hopefully this is accurate. I don't know if it actually works like that or not.... anyone know??
 
Yeah... yesterday didn't exactly work out as I had planned it.

I ended up eating about 1200 calories, as planned. But I didn't work out at all and I ended up drinking BEER! Alot of beer, actually. UHG. I woke up so bloated today! And hung over... And then I today, feeling hopelessly fat, I ate pizza. Alot of pizza.


TODAY:
Breakfast,300: two eggs, two slices wwheat toast
Lunch, 660: two slices of pizza
Dinner, 990: three slices of pizza
TOTAL: 1950

uhg... 400 calories over my daily allotment. But, NO MORE! I am not going to eat anymore tonight and tomorrow I am going to get right back on track!! This was just a little bump in the road.
 
WELCOME!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love the survey and did it myself the first time I joined. When I did the quiz, there were some questions i didn't really question myself about and then was like HUH that is crazy, I DO binge eat! hahaha Alcohol is a major vice of mine, so don't sweat the small stuff. Moderation moderation moderation. I hope everything goes well and good luck!
 
Thank you so much for your warm welcome!! I really appreciate it, and it couldn't have come at a better time, actually.

I have been doing so poorly, and I am pretty sure I gained a couple of pounds (or perhaps I am retaining water). The past 5 or so days have found me binging and not working out. Although yesterday I spent 60 minutes on the treadmill, which I am sure barely even cut into the number of calories I ate.

Luckily this morning I woke up with a new resolve! I have two and a half weeks of vacation left before I return to classes so I am going to spend this time really focusing on working out. One hour on the treadmill five days a week, with stretching and resistance training at least three times a week. Calories I am going to keep between 1300 and 1500. I think these next few weeks will help kick start my healthy lifestyle and will help cement it in my brain that this is my new routine, and not for the short run.

My biggest problem is the evenings. Tonight my plan is to make a nice big pot of peppermint tea and drink that to try to curb my need to snack! I need to go find some more tips on avoiding eating at night.

Ok, I am going to go jump on the treadmill before I lose this new founds resolve!
 
Ditto, my evenings are the most toxic for me. I can't control the 9 pm binge I so want to do! I've started making sure I have celery cut up in little baggies for me so I'll just grab one. I think I just need to chew, the hand to mouth motion. UGH! that sounds so sick! Sadly it is true...

Great reasonable calorie intake, but remember one day of 1700 isn't too bad, so don't let yourself tailspin! Easier said than done, because it happens to me all of the time!

Keep up the great work!
 
Cut up celery is a good idea! Maybe I'll give that a whirl. Am pickles perhaps. I do love pickles. I was thinking of maybe changing my calorie intake around a little so I can save more calories for the evening. So maybe a light breakfast, light lunch, light dinner, then have an extra three hundred calories for late night munching. As long as I keep it to healthy stuff. And as long as it doesn't lead to a giant hour long, sickening binge!

Yesterday I did SO well, until I decided to drink some wine... UHG!!! I basically DRANK away 700 calories, can you believe it? That is a third of my daily caloric intake!

I jogged/walked on the treadmill for one hour yesterday, which felt really good! I am going to do it again today, even though I really am low on motivation right now.

YESTERDAY (Tuesday)
Breakfast, 200 cals: half a PB&J sandwich
Lunch, 195 cals: fiber one with 1% milk
Dinner, 600 cals: cheese sandwich, veggie soup
What was I thinking?, 1200 cals: alcohol, two cookies
TOTAL: 2195 :piggy:

gross... How am I EVER going to lose weight if I keep doing this??

Today my friend posted some pictures of me on myspace and all I could think is, "How did I let myself get like this?!" I looked so horrible in the pictures. I looked FAT. I AM FAT!!!! Uhg... I hate this feeling. And why is it that I WANT to change so badly, and yet I can't control myself long enough to make the changes?

I think maybe I should go the next two weeks without alcohol and see if that does anything. I wish I didn't have to, because it's my winter vacation and I was really looking forward to having the time for a few cocktails with friends.

Ok... maybe I should just set a TWO DRINK limit! That way I can enjoy the socializing aspect and then not worry about ruining my day's hard work!

I am feeling very impatient. I wish I could lose a quick 10 pounds... I know it's not reasonable, and it wouldn't be healthy, and it would just lead to binging... but I want to see changes right this second! I a trying not to dwell on this feeling of needing immediate change, because I know it is not going to happen. But until my eating habits and exercising become a daily 'routine' and they actually FEEL like a part of MY lifestyle, it just seems like a lot of WORK for NO payoff. I know that is NOT rational or productive thinking, but it's how I feel at the moment. Once I start seeing a few little changes, I'll regain some motivation, but until then I feel hopeless!

Also, I can't help but think I am probably doing things all wrong, and then in a month or so it will turn out that I haven't lost anything at all. There is a nutritionist at my university health center. Maybe I will continue tracking my calories and exercise for a month and then bring it in to her to look over.

WEDNESDAY
Breakfast, 350 cals: two slices wwheat toast, one egg, ffree mayo, coffee with milk
Snack, 250 cals: cookie (uhg... why why why?)
Lunch, 375 cals: veggie soup, .5 cup black beans, spinach
Dinner, 300 cals: not sure what, something that is 300 cals
TOTAL: 1275 cals

A little lower then it should be, to make up for consuming so many calories yesterday.
 
I am lucky to have the King of All Boyfriends. Seriously.

He is being so supportive of my fitness/weight goals. More over, he is a bit of an inspiration being slim, healthy and an avid bicyclist. He works for Adidas and brought a bunch of sample workout clothes (pants, sports bras, tank tops, shorts) and yesterday he bought a new pair of running shoes for me! So thoughtful! I couldn't not have asked for a better gift, as I have been using a four-year old pair of running shoes to do my treadmill work in and did not realize until today what a HUGE difference new shoes makes. I usually have back pain after jogging but today- NONE! I can't help but wonder what sort of abuse I was putting my body through byt using such old worn down shoes.

I also discovered something absolutely wonderful today (thanks to you Buckeye): Couch to 5K in 9 Weeks!

I did the first one today and it really challenged me! I ran at a speed of 5mph, and my walking speed was 3.7mph. It felt so good! I also like the idea of following a specific plan to help me achieve my goal. After the 5k one is complete, I am going to try and find a longer one. I wonder if there are 10k versions? Or Half marathon versions?

Today I got my grades for last term... I am really disappointed in myself. I got A's in three classes, but I got a B in physics... NOT good considering I am pre med and my science class GPAs are pretty important. I have a 3.75 GPA and my goal is to raise it to a 3.8 before I apply to med schools, which isn't going to happen if I get more B's. Next term I a going to have to really focus my effort in physics. UHG. Something like this makes me want to order a large pizza and some cola and have a good binge. But I won't. I don't want to be upset at myself on two counts!
 
I also discovered something absolutely wonderful today (thanks to you Buckeye): Couch to 5K in 9 Weeks!

I did the first one today and it really challenged me! I ran at a speed of 5mph, and my walking speed was 3.7mph. It felt so good! I also like the idea of following a specific plan to help me achieve my goal. After the 5k one is complete, I am going to try and find a longer one. I wonder if there are 10k versions? Or Half marathon versions?

Today I got my grades for last term... I am really disappointed in myself. I got A's in three classes, but I got a B in physics... NOT good considering I am pre med and my science class GPAs are pretty important. I have a 3.75 GPA and my goal is to raise it to a 3.8 before I apply to med schools, which isn't going to happen if I get more B's. Next term I a going to have to really focus my effort in physics. UHG. Something like this makes me want to order a large pizza and some cola and have a good binge. But I won't. I don't want to be upset at myself on two counts!


YOU ARE WELCOME! The couch to 5k is an AMAZING program, it really pushes you, and it worked for me, I just ran my first 5k race this past Sunday! Try to rotate in some days outside to really push it for you. Sometimes I need to mix up the repetitiveness and go outside and do hills. After you finish a 5k, go to Runner's World online, type in your 5k time that you recently ran, and they will give you a training schedule for a half marathon or marathon. Training for those two is very different than for a 5k. YAY! I love that program and I'm glad you do too!

I was pre-med in college, and then ended up hating HATING working in a research lab, and even doing all of the medicine stuff related to work (I ran a clinical study). Good for you with the grades, organic chemistry was my worst subject.

Nice self control, stick with it and you'll see a good change in weight soon!!

Good luck!
 
Hi from Canada!
Yay for eating breakfast and not crash dieting!
Yay for a wonderful supportive boyfriend!
Yay for working hard at school so you can fulfill your career goals!

You know what you need to do - control your calorie intake and exercise daily. It seems to me like you are poised to succeed. Just don't be too hard on yourself. I work with docs, and know they can have a tendency toward perfectionism - which is great when trying to come up with a diagnosis, but not so great in personal life!

Stick with your plan the best you can, and realize your weight is not going to drop overnight. It WILL come off, though...

Best wishes on your WL journey!
ABBA
 
Thanks so much for all the support, ladies!!!! It really helps to know I have people rooting for me!

I have not posted since thursday! I have been doing really well, though. Sticking to my calorie limit, staying away from alcohol (except for friday, I had two glasses of champagne), doing the couch to 5k, and going on a few long walks.

And now get ready for the awesome news...

I weighed myself this morning and have lost SEVEN POUNDS!!!! I can't believe it!! I went from 165 to 158! I am pretty sure it's mostly water weight, but it still feels AMAZING! The only place I can really see it is in my face.

I am feeling a little nervous about what I am going to do on Christmas. For me, holidays are usually an excuse to binge. I am actually hoping this snow storm we are having keeps up, so I have an excuse not to go visit the family.

Also, I haven't been spending much time with my friends lately. Honestly, it's just easier that way! I feel like the lifestyle my friends lead (and that I led for so long!) is a big part of what brought me to my high weight. For us socializing is delicious food and a few too many drinks. I met most of them in college and even though pretty much all of my friends are out of school and leading actual adult lives now, nothing has changed! What I don't understand though, is how they do it and stay so freaking thin. Most of my friends don't exercise, eat like crap, drink their weight in beer and SOMEHOW stay really thin.

So anyway, long rant over.

I am just wondering, how do people continue to make healthy choices, even when they are surrounded by unhealthy eaters?

I think I am catching a cold, so I am going to stay off the treadmill today and go for a long walk in the snow, instead!
 
Hi! :waving: My name's Valerie and I'm your height :) I read your survey and I absolutely feel you on the emo eating, excessive drinking, and then late night binges. It sort of took me years to change that for myself, but currently I haven't been wasted drunk since the end of August--which for ME is super! :hurray: :cheers2:

Anyway, you lost a LOT of weight in just a few weeks, good for you but also I'm kind of shocked! It's encouraging, still, and I'm absolutely impressed because this is not and easy time of year to do all this! :hurray:

I'll tell ya, for my own body at our height, I prefer to be under 146 lbs. I FEEL good in the low 140s but am currently trying to get to the mid 130s. My genetic disposition is to carry a lot of muscle weight in my legs and butt, so my frame, although supposedly small (wrist measurements), is better with the medium weight range recommendations. I'm curious to see how your body is to know if 125 lbs could work for you--I don't think it could work for me, here I am at 138 lbs back a few years ago and where I want to be again--I don't think I could go much lower without feeling really skinny: http://weight-loss.fitness.com/before-after-between/10851-curvie-girlie-158-138-lbs.html#post225802 Are you real small framed?

You grades are awesome, congratulations! :hurray:
 
Hey Valerie! It sounds like we have a lot of the same problems! I am impressed that you have been able to kick your bad habits! I am definitively not there yet. I honestly feel as if I am constantly on the verge of a big binge session. If I have even a couple of drinks, my resolve disappears and I instantly want to eat an entire medium pizza, haha! So I have been trying to avoid alcohol all together, but that isn't going to work for very long. I am going to have to learn to just have a couple of drinks, and NOT eat crap afterward.

I am shocked by my weight loss too!! It makes me think I must have been consuming A LOT of calories before I started to change my lifestyle. Also, I think I was constantly retaining quite a bit of water as I was always feeling bloated and gross. It's been awhile since I've been in the 150s and it feels good! The last time I felt ok with my body, I was between 140 and 145. However the last time I actually LIKED how my body looked was when I was about 135. We actually have really similar body types! But it doesn't seem to matter what size I am, I always seem to have quite a big booty, haha. I do have a small frame. Where can you find weight recommendations based on frame size? I would be interested to see what it says!

You look gorgeous in those pictures! I think you're right; that does seem like just the right size for you! You look strong and healthy and slim. You are so close to 138; it must feel great!! I can't wait to make the kind of progress you are making! :seeya:

TODAY

So this morning I wanted to make sure that I wasn't mistaken when I weighed myself yesterday so I weighed myself again this morning. Which, by the way, I am not going to make a habit of. I don't want to see a slight gain or a small plateau, become discourages, and go drink and eat away my sorrows. I am thinking I'll only weigh myself roughly once a week from here on out. Anyway, I stepped on the scale, and get this... LOST another 2 pounds. I kind of think my scale is malfunctioning. There is NO WAY i lost two more pounds since yesterday. I do have one theory (prepare for an over share) and it's that I have been constipated for almost a week and yesterday I had a shockingly large bowl movement. Could it possibly have weighed two pounds? Sorry, I am now done sharing gross details of my bodily functions.

I had a delicious egg white omelette for breakfast and plan on have salmon and veggies for lunch, not sure about dinner yet.
My cold is worse today, and has turned into a chest cold; I can't stop coughing! I am wondering if working out on the treadmill is a good idea. However, I feel if I make an excuse to not do it today, then I won't do it the next day or the next day... I don't want to make excuses anymore! It was making excuses that lead me to where I am. Also, running might help me cough up some of this crap that's in my lungs!

Alrighty, more later!
 
I am impressed that you have been able to kick your bad habits!

Not so much this holiday season! I was doing well with avoiding refined sugar earlier, but not so much now :rolleyes:

Yes, you were probably bloated from over-eating a lot. After a while of being disciplined your stomach will mellow out and you'll see a marked difference in your dietary desires, in the best circumstances! I definitely wish that for you, you DESERVE to be in the 130s again, or lower! :hurray: :cheers2:

This website is OK, click on the left where it says "Weight Tables Women" and you'll see several "standard" charts BUT don't ever forget that it's very personal and even specific to nationality to find "a perfect weight"

Thank you for the compliments! I recently decided to DIET and get back into the 130s as soon as March! Wish me luck, and I wish you luck as well! YOU CAN DO IT!

p.s. Binge drinking is very closely involved with one's emotional state. Is there anything that you can't face within yourself that might drive you to drink? I only got over my drinking problems with yoga and meditation......and reading about Buddhism.....LOL!
 
WOW! Congrats on the big weight loss, I'm sure you are still on cloud nine!! CONGRATULATIONS! All of that hard work has paid off, and I'm so proud!!!!

When I am around unhealthy eaters, I make sure that I drink DOUBLE the amount of water I would normally drink. I want to make myself full on water so in case I do make unhealthy choices, I am already full so I don't make too much. I also try to use small plates, and have small portions. I can still enjoy the bad food but I am doing it in a small manageable amount. Also, ever hear of pre-gaming???? hahaha It isn't just for sporting events and concerts, it also works out in dieting. If I'm going somewhere and I know they'll have pizza there or something else like that, I'll eat a small, healthy and FILLING meal so that I'm not hungry. When I'm there I'll only have a side and claim that I am still full from lunch. DRINK WATER!

Be careful with that cold!!!! Ignoring it was how I got pneumonia! Give yourself a break, you are entitled to it! Drink tea and relax and sleep!

Congratulations and keep up the great work, because it is paying off!!!!!!!!!!
 
Hey! Ok... so my little dissapearance act was due to my falling off the weight loss wagon. I gained back the weight that I loss, added a couple extra and am now kicking myself...

What happened? Ok.. I have a few ideas.

1. I stopped working out. Running for that 30 minutes was really helping to keep me motivated to eat healthy.

2. I started to restrict too low, I think. I was excited to see weight loss and I wanted to make it happen FASTER so I started cutting back on calories AND I started to eat LOW CARB... stupid stupid stupid! It ended with my binging like crazy for at least a week straight.

3. Alcohol... When I have more than three drinks, I lose all resolve and order pizza. Also, if I drink enough to be hung over the next day, all I want to eat is fat and carbs and lots of it.

4. I stopped coming here to I wasn't accountable to anyone. I think if I had kept writing on this journal, the mere act of writing my indiscretions down for all the world to see would have embarrassed me back into a healthy lifestyle a lot faster.

OK! So whats the new plan?

1. I am going to start running again as of TODAY! I have realized what my main issue is with running. Because I have been eating like crap and not wokring out I have very low energy. And by the time I am done with classes/work, it's seven om and the only thing I have energy for is vegging out and doing homework. So, my new plan is to get it OVER with first thing in the morning! That way, it's done and I can't make up excuses not to do it. Also, that will mean I need to go to sleep about an hour earlier than usual to wake up an hour earlier. And if I am in bed asleep earlier, that's less time in the evenings (my weak time) that I need to exert self control over eating.

2. STICK to my plan, and don't try to hurry the weight loss. After these past few weeks (ok... this past MONTH) of eating like complete crap it will feel good just to focus on HEALTH verses WEIGHT LOSS.

3. GAME PLAN! I love that idea, Buckeye! So from now on when I am going to a bar I am going to drink lots of water and pace out the drinks I have. Also, I am going to always try to have an exit strategy, so if I feel like my resolve is weakening, I am just leave!

4. Keep my journal updated!! And no excuses. So, even if I have a really bad day and end up eating my weight in chocolate and pizza, I am going to post it on here!

OK--

So today I have my food all planned out. Today is going to be fairly low calories, but that's only because I had such a massive binge yesterday, and am so ridiculously constipated, that I think one low calories day is just fine.

Breakfast
100; 16 oz tea with 1 tbs honey and 1/4 cup soy milk
170; 1 cup yogurt
40; 1/3 cup blueberries
Snack
80; apple
Lunch
40; romaine lettuce and tomato
140; caesar salad dressing
30; baby carrots
Snack
100; grapefruit
Dinner
330; bag of edamame
60; three doses of Metamucil

So it's just a little over 1000 calories. I think after today I am going to start eating between 1300 and 1500 calories per day.

Ok, this post is ridiculously long! But lastly I want to list my goals...

Health Goals
Drink about 80 oz of water per day
Keep drinking tea, NO COFFEE
Keep cals between 1300-1500
Consume 30grams of fiber every day
Two drink limit on alcohol
Jog at least 4 days per week

OK! Well, that's that...

This time, if I screw up I am going to get right back on the wagon.

NO EXCUSES!!!!

It feels good to be back :)
 
Jane, you are ONE SMART COOKIE!

Big Ups to you for pinpointing your weak areas and whaddaya know? Me too!

I post about my bad days all the time! Feel free to bitch, rant and rave :banghead:

Best wishes to you today! :party:
 
I just got back too (computer, argh!) and it feels great!!!! I LOVED THIS POST!!! It was so encouraging and insightful, great job!!! You are really going to do well!

Missed you and good luck today!!!
 
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