Pharinet's Journal

Pharinet

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I started my own blog to help me with my weight-loss goals. I can copy and paste my entries to here.

I haven't yet weighed myself because I'm afraid. I will do so tomorrow. Then, I'll be able to post more accurate goals. Right now, I just know that I don't want to be this weight anymore.

From my weight loss blog, :
I think that saying, "I want to lose x amount of weight in y amount of time" isn't good enough. Sure, it's a goal, but how do I plan on doing it? Instead, I'm setting personal goals all designed to help me acheive my ultimate weight loss goal.

Goal 1: Exercise at least 3 times a week.
I've been living a completely sedentary lifestyle the past few years. It's time to get up off the couch, push my chair away from the computer, and MOVE!!!
However, saying I'll exercise isn't enough. I need a plan. When I was younger, Tae Bo really worked for me. I tried Curves last year, but hated it. I don't like working out with other people. I feel awkard about it, and all the women were...old. I don't mean that in a disrespectful way. It just wasn't right for me.
I really like dancing, but the dance/weight loss videos I've purchased have been too complicated for my poor uncoordinated self. I think I'd like to do the TaeBo again. I know there are new programs out there, but I actually kind of liked Billy Blanks. He was very encouraging!
My Tae Bo tapes are just that...tapes. I've moved into the era of DVDs, so I'm going to purchase one or two TaeBo DVDs by tomorrow evening.

Goal 2: Eat Better
Ok, this is more difficult than my first goal. Goal 2 is actually comprised of several mini-goals.

Drink less soda
Coke is not off limits, but I need to cut it down to 1 can per day.

Eat less sugar
This is really really difficult for me because I love my coffee w/ sugar and my sweets. I think I might buy Splenda. I hate aspartame, but Splenda doesn't leave that yucky after taste.

Stop late-night munching
I can't completely deny myself the stuff I crave because then I just fall off the wagon. However, I have GOT to stop eating so late at night. I used to allow myself 1 pudding cup in the evening as a treat. It seemed to work. I might do the pudding cups for a while, but I'll also need to consider other options. I know I'll want variety eventually.

See Ya, Salt
I absolutely love salt...a lot. I've slowly been cutting down in the past few weeks. I just need to up my game and get rid of it. I don't mean not eating any salt - I mean adding it to my meals. I think I can probably happily replace it with garlic.

Bye Bye Butter
Ahhh...yummy melted butter all over a baked potato...mmm. I'm going to replace it with one of those 'healthy' butter-like spreads. I think this one may take a while.

Hydration
I need to drink water. I hate plain water. There are alternatives out there that I need to consider. No, my vitamin water doesn't count, as it's full of sugar.

Goal 3: Like myself in the meantime.
I have to find a way to start accepting who I am now. I'm not going to drop this weight in a few days or weeks. It's going to take a while. I don't want to hate my body in the meantime. I don't know how to go about this goal, though. I mean, I can't really look at my fat in the mirror and say, "I like that!" lol. I think what I might need to do is stop putting myself down to myself and others. When someone says I look nice, I should thank them and smile. Maybe I do look nice.

Goal 4: Ask for support.
I'm not keeping this a secret. I'm going to ask my parents, my friends, and my fiance for support and encouragement in this. I'm also joining an online community/forum so I have other people with whom I can connect.

Goal 5: Keep at it.
I get easily discouraged and sidetracked. I find it very difficult to stay motivated. I need to remind myself that I will have bad days and good days. Bad days aren't an excuse to give up...they are the reason I should try harder.
 
the thing to remember is, you can stil eat them
but only 1-2 a day. :)

I got given about large 5 blocks of chocolate one day when my mother came back from holiday. Blowed if i was giving it away, so i ate 1-2 pieces a day for about 2 months :D
 
:seeya:Hi and Welcome!

Can you swap Coke for Diet Coke? I still wouldn't advise drinking it daily, but at least the Diet Coke isn't so calorie-laden.

I eat whatever I want, basically - just very, very small amounts of treats. Tonight I had a hankering for pnut M&Ms, so I got 6 out and ate them all. YUM! However, there was a time when portion control seemed beyond my grasp, I will admit. Once you start to see results, though, and your body gets used to less sugar/junk, it is much easier!

Drink lots of water!

YOU CAN DO THIS!

Cheers & best wishes on your journey,
ABBA :biggrinjester:
 
absolutly, i drink coke zero myself because it tastes better. 0 calories is awesome. Though i tend not to live on the stuff because it has a lot of sodium and tends to make you retain water :D
 
:seeya:Hi and Welcome!

Can you swap Coke for Diet Coke? I still wouldn't advise drinking it daily, but at least the Diet Coke isn't so calorie-laden.

I eat whatever I want, basically - just very, very small amounts of treats. Tonight I had a hankering for pnut M&Ms, so I got 6 out and ate them all. YUM! However, there was a time when portion control seemed beyond my grasp, I will admit. Once you start to see results, though, and your body gets used to less sugar/junk, it is much easier!

Drink lots of water!

YOU CAN DO THIS!

Cheers & best wishes on your journey,
ABBA :biggrinjester:

Thanks so much for your encouraging words!

Eventually, I'd like to cut Coke out of my diet, but I just can't do it right now. I have tried cold turkey, and actually ended up with a migraine. Drink a can of coke, migraine gone. I don't know if it's actually happening or if it's psychosomatic. LOL. Either way, I'd like to give myself that can a day 'til I can find an acceptable alternative or simply remove it from my diet. I really don't like diet drinks. I've tried Diet Coke and Coke Zero and none of it tastes right to me. LOL.

I'm the kind of person who tends to do well when I ease myself into things. I keep reminding myself that nothing is off-limits right now. It just needs to be kept under control. Eventually, I can remove things.

I think the first thing to go will actually be the additional salt. After that, I can tackle something else. I need mini goals for myself.

I admire your ability to control your portions. If I had m&ms around, I might take out 6, eat them all and be done...for about 30 minutes. Then, I'd be at the bag again. :( I don't know if I've ever challenged myself like this before. I think you are a great inspiration, as well as the lovely Wishes!
 
I woke up this morning excited about my decision to become a trimmer me!

I'm eating breakfast. I almost never eat breakfast. I'm usually up for four or five hours before I eat. I'm trying to keep from drinking too much coffee this morning, so I think some real food is a good idea.

What am I eating?

Instant Cream of Wheat strawberry - 1 pkg
Coffee with cream and sugar (10oz)
Calculated at FitDay
Total Carbs = 43
Total Fat = 5g
Total Calories = 224

I really like FitDay's tool. I'm not great with keeping track and measurements, but their tool is a great assistance.

Darn! I just remembered that I was going to weigh myself today. I wanted to do it before I ate. Grr. I wonder if I subconsciously ate first so I could avoid weighing myself. Maybe I'll do it anyway...later.

I have a genuine fear of the scale. The number scares me. I know I need to track progress, but I wish I could just do it by noticing my pants fit better.

I need to do some shopping this week. Aside from picking up a TaeBo DVD, I'm also going to get some splenda (for my coffee), flavored water, and some fresh fruits and veggies for snacking.
 
I have a few concerns and questions about this whole process. J and I eat out...a lot. It would be downright impossible for me to stop eating out. I don't think that's realistic. So, I need to start making better choices about the food I order. I never finish what I order, so if I start ordering healthier foods, maybe it won't be so bad.

I've also been wondering if there is any correlation between how long it takes me to eat/drink and weight loss. For example, It takes me an hour to drink a 10oz cup of coffee. I like to take my time, sip it. I mean, in the end, it's x amount of calories/fat/carbs/sugar regardless of how long it takes me to consume it. I'm just wondering if the rate at which I consume it is important in any way. I think I have a little research to do.
 
Ok, so I did it. I faced the dreaded scale.

Current Weight (clothes on, after breakfast) - 185lbs.
Target Weight - 135lbs
Need to lose: 50lbs

I was actually surprised. While I'm definitely not happy with my current weight, I'm also not as heavy as I thought I was. I thought I was 200lbs or more. 185 is a good place to start.

I probably won't post so often once I get the hang of this and get on track. Then again...maybe I will!

Now that I know my weight, I want to get me one of those tickers!!!
 
you can eat as slow or as fast as you want, but end result doesnt differ unless you change the calorie content :)

185 isnt to bad! love the new ticker :D
 
Thanks, wishes! I like the little lovebirds on the ticker, hehe. I can't figure out how to get it to show my actual lbs. instead of just "50" at the bottom. I'll have to play with it some more.

Now, for lunch:
Sobe Life Water (pomegranate/cherry 20oz) throughout the day - 100 calories

2 eggs (fried in spray, not butter) - 183 calories
2 slices white toast - 135 calories
1tbsp butter, salted - 102 calories

Total so far today: 744 Calories.

I think I'm going to end up cutting it really close today (with dinner) in terms of my goal of 1200 calories/day.

I'm going shopping this evening so I can get rid of the butter.

I didn't use salt on my eggs!!! I'm so proud of me right now! Instead, I sprinkled one of the Mrs. Dash seasonings on my eggs. It has 0 calories and such, so it's like a freebie! And as a bonus, it tastes yummy! Yay!
 
when you make the ticker it says show weight or show the change in weight, whatever one youy are using - use the other one :D
 
wishes: Thanks. I'll check it out this evening. I think having actual lbs up there as a reminder will help more than just looking at a number. __________________________________________________________________________
This week, I will stay as close to 1200 calories as possible while learning how much is too much, and how much is not enough.

Snack
2 Thin Mint Girl Scout Cookies - 70 Calories
1 can Coca-Cola - 140 Calories

Dinner
Roasted chicken (small drumstick) - 58 Calories
Instant mashed potatoes (1/4 cup) - 47 Calories
Chicken Gravy (3tsp) - 24 Calories
Canned corn (1/2 cup) - 83 Calories
Cranberry sauce, jellied (1tbsp) - 54 Calories

Total Calories Today: 1259

Keep in mind that some of these are estimates, as FitDay does not necessarily have the exact things I ate, and sometimes, I don't have exact measurements. For example, I didn't eat an entire drumstick. I'm not sure exactly how much corn I had. I had cranberry sauce, but FitDay didn't have the food, so I used "jelly, all flavors" because I didn't have the can to check the nutritional info.

In any case, I think this gives me a pretty good estimate for the day. The truth is, it's 9:30pm and I'm kind of hungry. I'm an evening snacker, so this is tough. Also, I would love another cup of coffee (decaf), but can't afford anymore calories. This makes me sad.

I did not exercise today. In fact, I'm waiting for my friend to pick me up. We're going to the store so I can purchase some of the items I mentioned earlier, including a Tae Bo DVD. If I purchase that tonight, I can exercise tomorrow! :)

Not too bad for my very first day. Though I have this feeling that I'm going to be snacking on something later. I'll try to make it healthy, like a banana or apples.

This is difficult. I'm still excited. I still feel good about it. I shall not whine!
 
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I bought bananas, seedless red grapes, lean pockets, splenda, I can't believe it's not butter no calorie spray, pears, light caesar salad kit, and a TaeBo DVD last night. I spent a little more than I had hoped I would, but meh, I hope it'll be worth it. Honestly, I'd spend almost that much on junk/eating out, so it's not a big deal I guess.

For breakfast:
8oz coffee with 4 tbsp half and half and splenda
Small banana
Total Calories: 104

I have a headache today and am feeling cranky. Can I just go back to bed?

bleck
 
haha yeah i started buying my groceries online. it costs the same but it means i can buy the usual stuff, and then at the very end go through *everything* and take out the crap i put in there on impulse so i can measure much better how much crap.

The downside is that i cant read the labels :/
 
Wishes: Yeah, it was a little difficult to walk through the grocery store and see all the things I had to resist buying. I know eventually I'll be able to moderate myself around sweets, but for now, it's best for me to avoid them if I can. I've never thought about buying online. I don't even know if I can do that in my little podunk town. Hehe
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Onto the fitness stuff:
Exercise
30-45 minutes of Tae Bo
It was difficult to do this for three reasons.
1. I'm out of shape, plain and simple.
2. My neck/back injury prevented me from repeating all the reps.
3. I'm not coordinated, so I'm certain I wasn't doing all of the moves correctly.

Lunch
I really enjoyed my lunch.
Lean Pocket (philly cheesesteak)
1 cup of grapes
Total Calories - 384

Misc.
16oz Fruit 2 O Strawberry water - I can't just drink plain water. This has about 10g of sodium per 16oz, but no calories or sugar, so I'll take it.
 
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