Howdy Howdy all!!
So restless today - I'm trying not to think too much about the telephone interview. I mean, if I get the job great and if I don't I'm no worse than I was yesterday. Besides the fact that it's telemarketing and no benefits - it's cushy job, good pay, I make my own hours. I'm actually a bit excited about it. This could be a good transition into a full time job outside of the house, it will give me work experience and I only have to put in 10 hours a week to keep the job which means I can keep doing it even if I find something full-time elsewhere.
I just wish it were over with already, waiting sucks!!
And since I'm a tad nervous, I keep wanting to eat. I'm not hungry I just want the comfort. I'm trying very hard to stay busy. So far I've started laundry, picked up my floor a bit, made some iced green tea with honey, turned on some loud music and came on here to the forum. I've only consumed 473 calories for the whole morning, 70 of which was from snacking and 64 was from the honey in my 24oz. of tea. Not bad I'd say.
I've mentioned Blingo before right? Well, I found a happy surprise waiting on my desk this morning... a lovely check for a semi-substantial amount of money. I'm shocked as hell. When I first got the email saying a contact had won this prize and by extension I had too.. I was skeptical. It took considerably longer than the projected 8 weeks but hell! free money is a good thing. My plans: pay a few bills, take the parents out for supper, get something nice for Mr. Giggles and probably take him out for dinner too, maybe buy something shiny and get that tattoo that I've been craving.

Life is good right now, funny how things fall into place. I think life is like a swing, you just have to learn when to pump and when to sit back enjoy that feeling of flying. What an odd feeling, I hope it lasts for a very long time.
Thanks for holding my hand through all this change everyone. I don't think I could have handled it without this outlet. I know I keep saying but I really do mean it: Support makes all the difference sometimes.
I must remember to pay it forward.
