One day at a time...

I am writing from work on my iPhone right now. I am so damn frustrated right now I can't even explain. Simplified version: a big mistake occurred. It's not my fault, it's the people I send all the data to. But no matter what I do, it's going to look like my fault because I am the
Middle man and the easiest to blame. Plus I actually did make a mistake in this area about a month ago ( which I owned up to) so now everyone is watching me to see if I make a mistake again. So this time when I say that an error was made but it wasn't my fault they most likely won't believe it. I am so pissed right now. I even emailed 3 different people in the other organization to be watchful of certain variables and to double check one issue and it really seems like they just didnt read the freaking email. And what's done is done and can't be fixed until next week! So what did I do? I turned to food but the good thing is that it was time to eat anyway and I took out my frustration on a chicken salad. I showed it who's boss ;)

End of rant
 
Bad day. Just found out that they have found cancer in my mom's "female parts". Which part exactly I don't know. I haven't asked the tough questions yet. All I know is that I am devastated. She has to go for a hysterectomy in the near future and they are hoping that it will all come out then. Me too. Although I am 35 yrs old, Mom is only 51. I just feel so sad right now. I asked to go home from work an hour early tonight. A month ago I would have picked up McDOnalds on the way home. But I have no desire for food at the moment since I am still full from the chicken salad from dinner. Guess a zebra can change it's stripes after all. Work has been hugely stressful this week... and my boss made a decision that makes my blood boil... but it doesn't seem as important now given the news about mom.
 
Hey there just poping in to say your doing really great so far. Don't worry about the small loss. At least it's a loss. Just pick it back up and get into the real swing of things this week. Looks like your backs feeling a bit better! Take care!
 
Mystic, I'm here with you okay?

In 2007 my wife was brought in for what should have been a routine procedure and the fibroids they thought she had ended up being a bigger deal By the time it was all said and done, she had a complete hysterectomy because of the (still early thank god), cancer.

She has had no further issues, everything is great, and she is healthier than ever right now, so please, take heart and be positive okay?
 
Thanks cabbie. I appreciate the support. I will do my best to stay positive. I did end up caving and had way too many late night calories. Taco Bell at 1:00 AM.

Today is a new day.
 
Welcome to the site!
It sounds like you've had a few rough years, and I can sympathize, while not with your personal situations, with personal hardships having knocked me off the wagon as well.

When you're ready for it (and who knows, maybe its now), try the elliptical at the gym. Definitely easier on the joints, and easier to vary up than the tredmill.

Best of luck to you!
 
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