On The Road To Regain Control

heehee. My dog took forever to learn NOT to go in the house.

And turkey and cheese on wheat? Yum. That's what's in the toaster for me right now. :D Don't worry about not losing any weight this week. You'll shock us all next week! *hugs*
 
I've done alright today. Well, I think I've actually gone over a tad bit on my calories but I'm getting ready to burn it off. I'm probably going to skip dinner as well, so it should be fine. I was totally going to say something else.... but I forgot what it was. Oh well.
 
Shopping huh? Alright! Way to go! I got the biggest thrill from just trying stuff on. I got so caught up I forgot to buy things, I just ran from one store to the next trying on things. :p :p :p
 
Ohappydaye said:
Shopping huh? Alright! Way to go! I got the biggest thrill from just trying stuff on. I got so caught up I forgot to buy things, I just ran from one store to the next trying on things. :p :p :p
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I know whatchya mean. Me and a few friends went out last friday night and we started trying things on just for the fun of it and I was like "OMG!" everytime I got into a medium or size 13. Lol.
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So I'm sitting at school right now. I have absolutely nothing to do first period so I always go to the library. I just figured out today that this site isn't "restricted" here, as it seems so many other harmless pages are.

Oh well.

This morning I only had one piece of toast because I over did it last night again.

I got to get more strict with this. I need to really buckle down again.

Breakfast: 75 calories.
Lunch: 90 calories.

I suppose that's a start.

I did however, step on the scale this morning simply out of fear, and I'm still exactly 150 pounds. It made me feel much better that I haven't reached the point of no return yet. I can still fix it. I'm looking to lose at least one pound this week.
 
Blah, ugh, yucky, eww.
This is how I feel about being here today.
I wish I hadn't missed so much school already this year so I could just leave....
Becuase I totally would.
 
I know that feeling all too well, I felt that way yesterday at work! UGH But I'm happy to report that today is better so I suspect things will get better for you as well. Just hang in there.

And don't fret about your weight. It's NEVER too late to start again when we make mistakes. That's the beautiful thing about life, each day is a chance to start anew. *hugs* Have a great day! :)
 
Hey Altered... That seems a tad low for calorie intake. You feelin okay? Don't starve yourself! Your body'll start hording calories instead of burning them and you'll end up staying where you are. That's why I've started adding a few more calories to my diet! Hope you feel better... I remember those days of being a zombie through first period...
 
There's nothing wrong with being a strict machine, but please eat well. You can do both on your way to a smaller size :)

I hope you get through the school year and find the mojo to see it through. I did end up getting my GED but I really wish I woulda done well in HS and went on to college. I DO regret my poor decisions back then.

ok ok, I hear ya saying "I don't need a forum Dad thank you !!" haha, and I don't blame ya but wow Jen, I have to let you know further education is critical in the difference in life facing you in the near future.

I honestly don't know how good a 22 is in an ACT test, you seemed upbeat so I guess this was a decent score. It obviously says you got smarts so grind it out for another 4.5 years and step over all the minimum wage jobs for the rest of your life. Wouldn't that be so extremely cool to be financially advantaged for the rest of your life ?? easy choice really...
 
saturdaysaint said:
Hey Altered... That seems a tad low for calorie intake. You feelin okay? Don't starve yourself! Your body'll start hording calories instead of burning them and you'll end up staying where you are. That's why I've started adding a few more calories to my diet! Hope you feel better... I remember those days of being a zombie through first period...
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Yeah. I'm okay. Thanks for the concern. :)
I was frustrated with myself a bit this morning, and I suppose that's why I decided not to eat very much. I do realize that it was a bit low especially for a combined breakfast and lunch calorie total. Trust me, my tummy let me know that I had made a boo boo this afternoon. When I got home I had a chicken salad sandwhich which brought my total up to about 365. I guess that leaves plenty of room for nice dinner. :D

I know what your saying. My main problem is it seems like I get stuck every ten pounds or so, and that's where I am right now. I don't know how to break the plateau, without leading my body to believe it's starving to death.:confused:

T2 Trucker said:
There's nothing wrong with being a strict machine, but please eat well. You can do both on your way to a smaller size :)

I hope you get through the school year and find the mojo to see it through. I did end up getting my GED but I really wish I woulda done well in HS and went on to college. I DO regret my poor decisions back then.

ok ok, I hear ya saying "I don't need a forum Dad thank you !!" haha, and I don't blame ya but wow Jen, I have to let you know further education is critical in the difference in life facing you in the near future.

I honestly don't know how good a 22 is in an ACT test, you seemed upbeat so I guess this was a decent score. It obviously says you got smarts so grind it out for another 4.5 years and step over all the minimum wage jobs for the rest of your life. Wouldn't that be so extremely cool to be financially advantaged for the rest of your life ?? easy choice really...
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I totally hear you. I think if it hadn't been for me seeing my parents both struggle so much financially throughout my life, I'd have probably given up by now. Neither of them have college degrees. I never want to be in the position of not knowing how I'm gonna get groceries, or how I'm going to be able to afford christmas for my kid. And I suppose that's why I'm stressing out so much this year. I feel like I've screwed around my whole entire highschool career, and I can't do anything about it now. My gpa's not where I want it, and it's just hard.

But I'm not going to give up.


fsaiidni said:
i totally know wat u mean, but i feel that way about work now!
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Lol. Yeah. It's tough when you just really don't wanna be there.
 
Hey girl! Just popping in to say hi! Don't worry about school... it doesn't last forever! (unless you live here... we had THREE snow days, and now we don't get out until the 26th of June... unless they take it from our other breaks.:rolleyes: )

Keep up the good work!
 
xorie said:
Hey girl! Just popping in to say hi! Don't worry about school... it doesn't last forever! (unless you live here... we had THREE snow days, and now we don't get out until the 26th of June... unless they take it from our other breaks.:rolleyes: )

Keep up the good work!
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Lol. Good grief. I don't think I could stand that.

Breakfast: 150
Lunch: 90
 
I was up until one o'clock in the morning typing and finalizing a portfolio piece for English.

It's a good piece, but I am so tired...

Ugh.

Breakfast: 180 calories.

I can't hardly hold my head up.
 
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